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[teodcrosantos]

"You asked me to." Teo said as he looked at Chance and took the bottle from the other, quickly taking a swig of the drink. "Shall we?" He asked as he looked towards the stairs.

[kiplingwriter]

"Yeah.." He chuckled slightly then, not sure where the nervousness was coming from when he was used to flirting and spending time with those that he was attracted to but Teo was another level for him. "I guess I wasn't expecting you to wait exactly in the same spot that I left you at." He was clearly joking with the smile in place as they both took the stairs and headed off to a more quiet spot. "It was nice. I liked being able to look forward to seeing you again."

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Shiloh couldn't help but feel upset right in that moment, even though it wasn't really anything but her own brain putting those feelings at the forefront. Ever since they were separated, Shiloh had felt just a little angry and jealous that he had found himself a family and she had been stuck in the foster care system until she aged out of it. She knew it wasn’t his fault and that she wasn’t truly upset with him, at least, not anymore. She just needed to tell that to her brain. When she heard him call back to her, she stopped walking and turned around to look at him. Her heart was pounding, the nerves making themselves known by way of butterflies in her stomach. This was he moment she had been waiting for since they had been pulled away from each other and yet now that it was here, she was terrified of it happening. What if this went wrong? What if he hated her? What if he was upset that she he found him? The moment seemed to drag on and the quiet of just the few seconds hung in the air, waiting for what was to come next. Shiloh took a step back towards Chance. “Sorry..I uh…I hope I’m not intruding or anything. I’ve just been looking for you for a long time now and I can’t believe that I finally found you…”

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[kiplingwriter]

"And you were going to walk away like that?" His voice was impossibly soft, not sure of what to even say that might keep her there with his hands full or with the full force of the truth that he was to blame how they'd gotten separated in the first place. "Just wait, please," he spoke once more as he turned slightly to unlock the door and pushed it open before he gestured for her to follow him in. But he paused, thinking maybe she wasn't ready for that much as he stuttered. "Unless you'd rather wait here and I'll drop these off and be right back.. just don't go yet."

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Javi looked towards Logan and frowned, hating that he had made her feel like that. He carefully squeezed her hand with his. “I’m sorry Logan…I didn’t want to make you feel like that. I didn’t know it had gotten to that point yet…” He watched her for a moment before sighing softly, mostly to himself. “That’s why I was able to get out of the military but I was always going to come back to you Logan, always.” He said as he watched her. “I promise, I was always going to find you.” He offered a small smile. “It’s okay Logan, I didn’t want to impose any more than I already have.” He said and sat up some in the bed.

The doctor came back after a little while and took Javi away for just a little bit for the scan before bringing him back. He pulled up the scans which showed some shrapnel very close to the spine and the spinal cord. “As you can see, it’s moved and we cannot wait any further to do surgery. We will do our best to get all of it out as there seemed to be a bit more floating around your abdomen as well.” He said and looked between Javi and Logan. “We will get that going and I will go over aftercare with you for later.” He said turning to Logan.

[kiplingwriter]

There was too much silence in between the doctors and machines, and the countless words and reassurances that everyone kept sending her that Javi was going to be okay. Even when he spoke, Logan swore that she missed half of what he said only because she was barely coming to terms with that he was seriously hurt but also going to be alright. She wanted to believe that he would be alright, more than anything, but it was hard when she didn't know everything that was going on even though everyone spoke to her like she knew it all. All except for Javi. "You could have told me. I would have understood and I could have helped you," she spoke with a faint smile, wishing that she had been able to do more than call 911 for him as she squeezed his hand before he was wheeled away again.

She glanced up again, another doctor in another sterile coat and expression was talking to her about surgery and aftercare, which had her wondering again how much of this was news to anyone else in the room. "I can.. do that. I can handle that." Though she knew that she sounded like a broken record, clearly exhausted as not going to leave any time soon if they were about to wheel him out again. "When, when are you taking him for surgery?" She asked, though her eyes were on her brother that she'd only barely gotten back in her life and didn't want to lose again.

[kiplingwriter]

There was too much silence in between the doctors and machines, and the countless words and reassurances that everyone kept sending her that Javi was going to be okay. Even when he spoke, Logan swore that she missed half of what he said only because she was barely coming to terms with that he was seriously hurt but also going to be alright. She wanted to believe that he would be alright, more than anything, but it was hard when she didn't know everything that was going on even though everyone spoke to her like she knew it all. All except for Javi. "You could have told me. I would have understood and I could have helped you," she spoke with a faint smile, wishing that she had been able to do more than call 911 for him as she squeezed his hand before he was wheeled away again.

She glanced up again, another doctor in another sterile coat and expression was talking to her about surgery and aftercare, which had her wondering again how much of this was news to anyone else in the room. "I can.. do that. I can handle that." Though she knew that she sounded like a broken record, clearly exhausted as not going to leave any time soon if they were about to wheel him out again. "When, when are you taking him for surgery?" She asked, though her eyes were on her brother that she'd only barely gotten back in her life and didn't want to lose again.

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Finn was relieved to hear that she wasn't at the hospital for her but he didn't like that it was someone she cared about. While he had never met her brother himself, as he was off in the military, he knew that Logan loved him a lot, which meant that he would be worried about her brother himself. He frowned as she started to cry, pulling her into his arms. He didn't know if she would be 100% comfortable with a hug from him of all people after having the time apart that they did but he honestly would rather be yelled at later but be able to hold her while she cried. "He'll be okay Logan, I promise." He ran a few fingers through her hair. "If he's anything like you, he is going to be strong because he's related to you."

[kiplingwriter]

Her body practically folded against his chest, feeling the way her tears fell silently as both relief and fear coursed through her which was overwhelming her other common sense to push back away from him. Finn wasn't the answer to her problems, or so she told herself but she couldn't remember the past few hours as she texted plenty of numbers looking for something. She hadn't expected it to be him. "I am not.. as strong as people think I am," she all but mumbled against his chest, not ready to pull away just yet as she closed her eyes to hold onto the moment before reality sunk in and she slowly started to untangle herself from him. "Stubborn maybe, but strong?" She shook her head. "And definitely not smart. He should have seen a doctor far sooner than this."

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Charlie could feel the relief go through her when she heard that Javi was going to be ok. She knew how much Logan's brother meant to her. "I bet. I can't even imagine how I would be feeling if that were me." She said as she looked down, biting her lip. "Yeah, I uh....just found out." She said as she looked over at her best friend. She hadn't been nervous to tell Logan until just now that she had just told her, wondering how the other was going to react to the news. "I haven't told anyone else but you..."

[kiplingwriter]

"Are we.. are we happy about it?" Logan's mind was reeling, having gone through finding out herself and the reaction having been one of the worst moments of her life in the past decade. And more recently, she'd slowly been coming to terms with it even though she hadn't broken the news to her brother. He was going through enough with being in the hospital, that she hadn't wanted to add anymore stress to him just yet as she chewed on her bottom lip. "I.. I have so many questions and I don't know which one to ask first."

[teodcrosantos]

Teo couldn't help but smirk as he watched the other walk away from him. He leaned against the wall, hands shoved in his pockets until he saw the other come back.

[kiplingwriter]

Chance made quick work of slipping in to grab the beers before he head back towards their meet up point, seeing Teo already there as he smiled and handed over a bottle. "You waited."

[teodcrosantos]

"I wouldn't dream of going anywhere without you babe. so don't you worry about that."

[kiplingwriter]

"You hold that thought. I'm going to be two seconds," he spoke with a smile as he head back towards the kitchen to grab the drinks and would meet the other at the stairs.

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"Baby if you even think one of those boys is going to make it through those doors, think again," he murmured against the top of her head even though he knew that being gone meant that he lost control once more. It couldn't be helped. No one else knew what they did, meaning that it had to be their secret until he was ready for the club to know and the subsequent distance that he put between himself and them. It wasn't going to be easy, or even something that he fully believed that he could do -- but it was exactly what he was going to do for them. There wasn't anything that he wouldn't do for either one them, Marley or the baby.

He smiled, barely, and the softness of her hair brushed against his cheek and he rest there and didn't make a move to prepare for the fact that he had to leave them behind, even if it was for only a few days. "You are my entire world," he repeated in agreement. "That means there isn't anything out there that'll stop me from coming right back here again to prove to you that I'm not lying." Even if he couldn't promise it, there was enough behind his words that should remind her that he wouldn't give up until he was back in her arms. "I just need you to be safe while I'm gone."

[kiplingwriter]

"I think you'd be surprised," he replied calmly, even though his stomach might have given away the answer that seemed the more obvious. Val knew to keep his distance, put the club before anything else, and keep his head down so that he didn't lose what he'd worked towards already at such a young age compared to so many others that thought him too young to be with them. He nodded, watching her pour the coffee for him before he even could respond and trying not to let a faint smile take over his face. "I'm not. Not usually." Though he had a feeling that he would be swayed that way if she hinted at liking it herself as he adjusted his seat on the stool and glanced at the menu before looking back towards her once more. "What do you recommend?" @tabithasmuses @chronicxwanderlust

[kiplingwriter]

"Okay so now that we finally got out of there," he spoke when they broke clear of the house behind them while they walked into town to be anywhere but near his family, he finally smiled. "You can ask me anything at all. I owe you since you came with me to avoid not having to be alone facing my family. And we can head anywhere at all too." @tabithasmuses @chronicxwanderlust

[teodcrosantos]

"I got the stairs, easy. We will definitely have to see what happens next. Anything for you. You call me, I'll be there. If it means I get to see your pretty face, I'll definitely be there."

[kiplingwriter]

"You know when you say things like that, it's bound to go to my head. So you better watch out there. And watch the stairs. I'll be right back with the drinks, so you.. don't go anywhere. I wouldn't want you to get lost or disappear on me."

[teodcrosantos]

"That is exactly what I'm saying here. All you have to do is get some drinks in me and you'll be able to know just about everything. Not that it's hard to tell you things anyway. School night? What are we, 15?"

[kiplingwriter]

"I'll grab the drinks, you scope out the stairs for the best time to sneak up there where no one catches us and we'll see what happens next. School night, work night, it's the same thing. I appreciate that you showed up at all. This definitely wouldn't be as much fun if you weren't here."

[teodcrosantos]

"The more beers you get in me, the more you'll get to know about me. I tend to be more...forthcoming when I'm just a little bit tipsy."

[kiplingwriter]

"So what you're telling me is if I get you drinking, then I get to know more about you. I think that's a pretty good deal and one that I didn't know was even on the table before tonight. I guess I'm even happier that you came out on a school night than I already was seeing you here."

[teodcrosantos]

"True enough. That sounds like a great time. I like the sound of those options and if you knew me at all, you knew that I know rules are meant to be broken. Isn't sneaking around part of the fun?"

[kiplingwriter]

"Well clearly I don't know you well enough, yet but I think tonight's a great night to change that. I don't mind a little sneaking around. Not to mention if we've got a few beers to go with us."

[teodcrosantos]

"You know me, I love a little wild in the right places. I would love to grab a drink. Wherever is a little more quiet and we can be alone, or at least not shouting at each other."

[kiplingwriter]

"Well I think we might be in the wrong place at the wrong time for a quiet spot, though I figure we could always grab a beer from the kitchen and then head outside or upstairs. I think they're the only places where we might not have to shout at each other. Though going upstairs would be breaking even more rules, if you're into that sort of thing."

[teodcrosantos]

"And miss the opportunity to see you? Never."

[kiplingwriter]

"So you do walk on the wild side from time to time. I don't know why I even doubted you for a second. Do you wanna grab a drink? I think I saw a set up in the kitchen unless you'd rather hit up the keg that's out back."

[kiplingwriter]

"Hey, you made it. I almost thought you'd skip this party since it's a weekday."