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Shit I love Akiakane vocaloid cover so much you have no idea

Coming back from holidays, I see my desk and suddenly I SEE all the stuff and mess and I want a more clean and simple place BUT I’m also motivated to keep working on my current projects (Inktober and comics) BUUUT if I wait too long I will lose that “I see things with a bright new eye” and I know that will happen very fast so...

#decluttering

I finally realise that bullet journaling do work great for me, but except in times of trouble like right now were planning things make me suddenly anxious and I have a lot of difficulty planning things - that is like, the total opposite of my default mood that’s really confusing. I tried various setup for the month of august before realising that the problem isn’t there.

Instead of planning I do a lot of decluttering and re-organizing that help me to clear my mind and feel better, that’s a start.

#bujo #bullet journal

I just saw Okja and I need to see fanart of thoses two guy who are obviously in a romantic relation ship in the ALF team.

Edit : Blond & Silver. That their name yay thank you tumblr.

#okja #of course I cried #That movie just pushed me more in my conviction about vegan food #I'm still not totally vegetarian but I'm doing my best #stopping eating kebbab is the most difficult #but besides that...

The wall of my desk, before and after ♥

“I never understood girls who say things like “my make up is an armor... But having dyed hairs make me feel stronger. I thing I get it now.”

#hobonichi #journaling #personal journal

The song from the last Steven Universe song was incredibly moving <3 (Funny how, everytimes I catch up with the episode, a new come near by ♥ )

It was very nice going outside after thoses days living on the sofa ;w; Visited a new equestrian center because my girlfriend was looking for a new one. Still tired but the worst is behind me... I hope.

I found a katori buta in a bio shop I was soooo happy ! I never thought I would found one in that kind of place. And it wasn’t expensive so #instantbuy it was.

Honestly I bought it mainly for decoration purpose but I’m gonna try to burn some anti mosquito encens in it, see how it work.

#katori buta #horse #dog #cat

Well... I ended up coming back from work after a few hours because I was too tired and hurted, like “I can’t lift my coffee without hurt” level. I came back home and slept all the afternoon and watched Steven Universe episodes after that.

I stay at home today too. I know it’s stupid but when it’s only when i reach that level of pain and tiredness that I feel “legit” and kind of peaceful like “Ok, I reached the end of the capacity of my body, now it’s ok to rest”. It would be way better to know how to spare my energy to never reach that stupid level of tiredness.

There is the Qi gong demonstration tonight... I will not be able to go and try it >_<

#fibromyalgia #spoonie #chronical pain #chronic illness #fibroflare

You have no idea how much I hate all thoses “be gentle with yourself” and others “you deserve a break” post. No right now it’s 7:45 am and my back hurt like a bitch and I feel like my body is broken but guess what I’m gonna go to work because I can’t be like “nope, staying at home today” every week.

#spoonie #fibromyalgia #chronical pain #chronic illness

There was an introduction for beginner to Tai Chi Chuan yersterday, and I didn’t thought I would be so enthousiastic about it but I am ! I was difficult for me but I did was I was able to, and at the end I felt really tired but not more hurted and I loved it. Plus the Tai Chi looks really cool, they reminded me of the waterbender from avatar !

Next week there will be the introduction for the Qi Gong. I was mainly looking for the Qi Gong at first but since the lesson’s hours aren’t really convenient for me I will probably go for the Tai Chi :) But I’m still very curious to see the Qi Gong introduction !

#tai chi #spoonie #spoonie life #fibromyalgia

Oh hello permanent anxious feeling in my chest, I didn’t missed you at all.