life update because i know my friends are sick of my shit.
so i like a boy and i found out he likes me too, we start talking he’s really touchy and nice, matches my freak and my humor. i go to his house, he pulls me onto his lap and he’s kissing my hands, cheek, and knees. next day i hang out with him with some of my other friends and he’s being super distant so i talk him I FUCKING PROMISE YOU THIS IS HOW IT WENT
“hey i feel like you’ve been really distant today i just wanna know what’s going on and maybe if i did something.”
“no you didn’t do anything but i don’t wanna be tied down”
“yeah i’m not good in relationships.”
“well how are you ever gonna learn and grow if you don’t try?”
“i’m not good at it, like i said i dont wanna be tied down.”
“so you don’t want to be with me?”
“it’s not that i don’t wanna be with you but i wanna have fun.”
“let’s still be close friends tho?”
bitch i WALKED AWAYYYY miss me with that fucking bullshit
then i texted him later that day.
“also sorry to like bring this up again but i’m genuinely so confused and i js wanna hear you out.
but like why did you act like you liked me so much last night when you aren’t actually feeling me. it js hurts but im really wanting to understand you”
and he responds with this bs…
“I wasn’t acting like I liked youl I do still kinda like you, but I don’t wanna be tied down for the summer. I kinda wanna take this chance to be a hoe for the summer because I know this isn’t gonna be a priority where this isn’t gonna be what I’m gonna be doing during school cause I have a lot of other things to worry about There’s nothing against you. I just wanna have fun.”
are we fucking serious… i defended you to all my friends, like why are you playing in my face you weirdo. AND HE GOT ME SICK, YOURE GONNA PLAY IN MY FACE AND THEN GET ME SICK?
literally fuck him. i wish i didn’t love him
