Aug 27, 2025
I haven't posted on here in like 6 or 7 years. I feel like everything needs to reset; I don't know where to turn right now. I want everything to be 10 years ago, I want the chance to do it all again and not let anyone hate me. Please, have fun together, make memories, and forget about the regret that we all carry.
I don't want to feel any hatred or anger anymore. I can't believe the way the air left my lungs on Monday night. I feel so guilty and hard and not like myself. I feel like there is so much more to focus on that I've forgotten about, mostly due to money and relationship stress.
The next time I think about anyone at all, I will let them know. I don't ever want to feel this way again and I know this is just the beginning.
