I AM HER.

Ms. Understood Jack of all Trades Definitely not your type

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Iloveyou, always.

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I’m just wondering. If you ask for days wherein they will treat you extra care, is it selfish? Is it normal for me to feel bad when I’m in my bad days, where I feel being suppressed because the dark thoughts are back, is it wrong to feel that way?

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Well. 

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I need you right now. But, I just can't message you.

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1st

Hindi to ung unang beses na sumulat ako ng tungkol sayo. Pero eto ung unang beses na dito ako nagsasabi kung gano ako kasaya dahil sayo. Di ko alam, pero sobrang saya ko lang. Salamat kasi lagi mo ko napapatawa, mapacorny jokes, dad jokes, silly jokes, silly faces, ridiculous acts man yan. Lagi mo akong napapasaya. Sana laging ganito. Di ko alam kung hanggang kelan tatagal to, pero gusto kong malaman mo, na sobrang saya ko sa araw na to. Syempre bukod pa ung December 21 at December 28. :P Pinarealize mo sakin, na di ako addicted sa situation na meron ako. Mahal talaga kita tapos! Period. Lock ko na, tapon susi. HAHAHAHA. Thanks loves. Kahit na marami tayong di magandang napagdaanan, thank you for making my life worth living kahit sa oras na katiting. Salamat for giving me reason not to give up with life. Darkness haunts me and sadness creeps out most of the time, but, I’m grateful that you keep it balanced.

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My Favorite Person

I feel like I'm high tonight, no one connects with my soul better than you my heart is in cloud 9, no one can do that except you. -Quatrain, Ruthie

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https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSeQqrh5X/

😔😔😔

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Battling with a Brave Heart but weakened lungs

Last January 2, I have been experiencing symptoms such as itchy throat and dry cough. The next day, we were advised to get a swab test cause my sister was diagnosed as positive with COVID virus. It’s our 3rd day now battling the virus and today I have began experiencing shortness of breath. It’s mild though and I hope nothing gets worse. I am religiously taking my medicines on time and hoping to get better in the next few hours, days, and even weeks.

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Thieves

I must confess, that I am a thief; lots of affection get me into mischief I steal, if I had a chance, your time with that short moment, I wanna make you mine.

-quatrain, Ruthie

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A Glimpse of Memory

I can be forgetful sometimes, my memories betray me in the most perfect time. But, there are moments when it pays a visit, it’s almost like a movie that if only I could stay, I'll live in it.

-quatrain, Ruthie

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A Little Too Deep

I remember all the things you said to me, to be someone who you want me to be But there's a little twist in my story, I'm not who you expected me to be, but I am becoming the best version of me.

-quatrain, Ruthie

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First Dance

I could still remember our first dance, butterflies in my stomach went wild; the way you held me in your arms, that's the happiest moment of my life

-quatrain, Ruthie

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Spark

Did you know that you are my favorite notification? with one message, you light up my mood whenever I feel bad you are my sweet escape, a good distraction you fill my life with hope, the best I've ever had. -quatrain, Ruthie

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First

It's the yuletide season and I hope you're having fun; there's nothing more that I could ever wish from the heavens above. just want you to know that you're the best gift I've ever had; I hope for all the best and so much love.

-quatrain, Ruthie

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Creeping...

I can feel it. Slowly...

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I broke down today. After crying, I get on my feet and told myself, it's okay not to be okay.

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If this chance kill me this time, please don't forget about me.