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printing this on a tshirt and wearing it to see my family to see if they get the hint

So awkward

#***** does not have friends but he is so nice whenever our friends go ‘i love everyone in there’ or ‘you are all my friends’#he would never say that he isn’t. it’s not that he Doesn’t Like Them and appreciate their friendship…#he just only likes maybe two people in the whole world and one of them is in the system #he does not front often but with the recent horrors he’s been . helping

maxxie-or-smth

google is it normal to look back on memories and feel as if you're watching someone else entirely

#system coded posts

Dean Winchester fictive (often hanging around recently) having big complicated but largely positive feelings and associations with Castiel versus [redacted] being badly traumatised by a person named Castiel, specifically after the character, as a teenager and feeling sick and anxious whenever we think about the character or hear the name.

#doing laundry #fictive heavy system #:( sigh

crabussy

you know you’re fucked when you start to get the “they would not fucking say that” feeling about The Character’s canon dialogue. no hope at all

#system coded posts

watching a show (not my source specifically but also is my source? a dc property but not the one the iteration i split from?) and i am dissociating.

#doing laundry #the robins fighting for dominance (front)#fictive heavy system #dc fictive #i am not upset and i don’t want to change what we’re watching #<- reassurance to my moot who im watching with #im having fun :)

picsthatmakeyougohmm

#system coded posts

having h*rry p*tter fictives in general is something we are like deeply ashamed of but especially at the moment? like obviously it’s something we can’t control and we didn’t know when we were a child how awful the books were and how ** ******* had weaved her bigoted views and harmful stereotypes into the series. because.. we were like fucking ten years old. but especially now. like with the new series? people are talking about it and the series in general and it’s like. yay free blocklist!! but also like. he’s right behind me isn’t he? you know? like the opposite of source comfort.

#doing laundry #fictive heavy system #uhhhh #writing this gave me a headache #harry potter is biting at the bars of his enclosure (wants to front and tell people to kill themselves for watching the new series)

909th

i’m getting evicted from my own mind palace

#Sherlock when someone else wants to front #sorrryyyy we can’t always smoke cigarettes and do the fucking crossword #someone has to do the laundry

lyter-system

I feel a bit silly but if youre comfortable sharing: what age did you guys discover/realize you were plural?

I dont think we acknowledge it till 19ish years, which i suppose is the nature of a disorder/function that keeps you from knowing things but darn.

#i started thinking was i was maybe 14 or 15 #i did a LOT of research #and then when i was 17 i was talking about some mental health stuff #and a system friend pulled me aside and asked if i was a system #and then that happened several more times with a few more system friends #and then in maybe 2020 - 2021 i started to more fully identity with the label #i don’t really remember it a lot #so i would have been 19-20 ish?#plural #system #plurality #osdd #i started the process of seeing someone for diagnosis but couldn’t afford it anymore

partywithponies

"It's just a TV show" maybe to you. I absorbed it into my soul though.

#system coded posts

twinkhole-destroyer

things to fuck:

1. the system

#pleeeaaaassseeeeee

being a system is so hard because you’ll be having a bad week and decide to watch a new show to get your mind off of it and the the most pathetic wet rat boy will show up like like

“oh hey guys”

#doing laundry #system memes #did system #fictive heavy system

quest-system

fuckkkk bro im gonna have to actually do something about that

it’s fine and normal for systems who are trans to have complex feelings about their appearance and gender once they start medically transitioning and that’s okay. (affirmation)

- Aj 🎶