I am not alone.

The first thing you learn is how to be alone. The second thing you learn is how to wait. The third thing you learn is how to kill. There is no art to death. All it requires is resolve. A cold place, deep in your heart. A plave where you feel nothing. Where you are nothing. ...And you will cease to exist. The Facility created me to be a weapon. Killing was all I knew. I didn't know how to say "no." But if I ever did say no, they had a way to make me kill. A chemical trigger. [indie rp blog: Marvel's X-23/Laura Kinney. NSFW.]

[laurax23kinney]

((M!As? Puhleese!))

[exiledspider]

“If it was actually a secret or if I was in my place before everything went down I would, but you don’t seem to hide it either”

[laurax23kinney]

"I do not need to hide it. I should, but I do not."

[agayjewishwitch-blog]

laurax23kinney started following you

[agayjewishwitch-blog]

“Well… I’m not really sure what you’re done, and honestly that usually doesn’t matter. My mother did a lot of things I’m not proud of, but that doesn’t make her who she is today…”

[laurax23kinney]

"Who is your mother?"

[spectacularspidergirl-deactivat]

If we were kids

”Oh… Hi there. I’m April. It’s nice to meet you.”

[laurax23kinney]

“My name is Laura.”

[spectacularspidergirl-deactivat]

”Ohh… you’re one of those non-talkative types, eh.. that’s fine, I talk up a bloody storm. So what can I help you with, Laura.. personality lessons perhaps..”

[laurax23kinney]

"No. I do not think you would do a good job with that."

[laurax23kinney]

johnonfire started following you

“Hello.”

[johnonfire]

Hi There name’s Johnny Storm, but you might know me as The Human Torch.

[laurax23kinney]

“Yes. I know. I am your sister’s friend.”

[johnonfire]

“Do you from where ? she would tell me if she knew a person who stood out so much” Johnny extended his hand “So you are scienctist ?”

[laurax23kinney]

"It is a long story. How do I stand out?" she frowned and looked at his hand. After a long while she shook it. "No."

[thesharpshot]

laurax23Kinney started following you

[thesharpshot]

 ”That I am. I’m rather kept out of light since I’d be an easy target. Not being that mutated yet. Just got my dads eyes- Sharp shooting and being able to make paper a lethal weapon. But Yeah - Daddy Daken. S’got a nice ring, Don’t it?” 

[laurax23kinney]

"Not really. Is he a good father?"

[spellmefabillious]

”Sure thing! You don’t see like a bad person, not even with all the secrecy thingies.”

[laurax23kinney]

A small smile appeared on Laura’s lips. “It is just better if you do not know much about me.” she said. “How are you?”

[spellmefabillious]

“Fair enough, we all have things we like to keep hidden,” he said simply and shrugged before smirking. “And I’m awesome. You?”

[laurax23kinney]

"I am fine, thanks."

[bisexual-cat-lady]

[thedeadestpool-deactivated20140]

so just found this. thought I’d leave it here. you’re welcome

My king

Avenger Fandom RULE #1:  Reblog your Fandom’s CREATOR.

MARVEL FANS, BOW BEFORE YOUR KING.

THE ALL-FATHER.

And he’d be a better father than Odin.

All hail the All-Father. We tremble before his magnificence. 

[laurax23kinney]

Kurt&Laura||| I will not hurt you

[laurax23kinney]

“Only a few people know that side. They hear about my past and they do not want to know anything else.” she said with a sigh at the end. When she saw him looking at her she looked away. She never liked that. Then she smiled and looked back. “What Irish does not drink?” she asked. “I am sorry, I know someone like that.” she said and pushed her hair behind her ear, quickly looking down at the table. “Order what you would like. My treat.” she waved to the waitress. Herself, she ordered beer and waited for him to order too.

[fuzzybluekurt-hasmoved]

“Vell, I vant to know it if you vud let me Laura.” He said with a smile. “I vould like to know more about you.”  He grinned when she responded to his answer.  ”Know someone like vhat?” Kurt raised an eyebrow, wondering what exactly she meant by that. “Oh no you dont, I can pay for meinself fraulein. You are not going to pay for me.” He said with a smile. He looked up at the waiter and ordered a guinness. 

[laurax23kinney]

"There is not much to know and I do not know what to tell." she said. "An Irish man who rarely drinks." she corrected herself. "I am sorry. Conversations are not my strong point." she muttered and looked away, when the waiter came. She frowned and shrugged. "Fine. Now, what do people say when others want to know more about them?" surely he's a better talker than she is.

[glitchexmachina]

M!A: The Techno-Kid

Tyson was pretty much stuck in the Workshop for the next two days.  His parents would have freaked out that their son had regressed in age, and though the Technus suit would have fit over him, altering its size to accommodate him, he was very busy.  There was a very pretty girl in the Workshop, resting in a spare room.  Garth told Ty that she wasn’t feeling well and needed to rest.  And she would definitely not be happy if she saw him wandering around the room.  Instead, Ty decided to draw pictures for the girl.  He knew that when his mom was sick, she always felt much better after seeing Ty’s drawings for her, so he’d slip the pictures under the door for her, hoping that when she got up she’d see them and be happy.  

He snuck a peek at the girl through the security cameras; raven haired, fair skin, and gorgeous green eyes that looked out into the world every so often, that seemed to know she was being watched, but didn’t mind.  He drew pictures of himself and the mystery girl building things, having cookies, and playing video games.  There seemed to be lots of those, and he assumed she liked playing video games, since he heard her mumbling something about games.  And once in a while, ‘arcade’, which sounded more like a proper name.  But what dork would call themselves Arcade?

[laurax23kinney]

"He is ten?" Laura frowned when Garth came to tell her what happened. "And he does not know me?" Garth nodded twice and soon left the room, because Laura still hasn't completely recovered from the Arena. She lay down on the bed and closed her eyes, but something bothered her. She always knew when she is being watched and she was now. She looked up to the camera and had a great wish to smack it down, but she had no right to cause damage to this place.  She heard something at the door and she got up, slowly walked to the door and tilted her head as pieces of paper came through the small opening at the bottom of the door. She picked them up, without looking at them and slowly grabbed the door handle and opened the door quickly. She saw a boy watching her and she stared back. It's Ty, don't do anything. "Are these yours?" she asked after a few moments and waved the papers in front of him.

[laurax23kinney]

Open rp

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson blinked at her response.  Nobody had ever told him that before and it almost seemed unreal when Laura told him. But he knew it was the truth.  ”I’m honored, but hopefully someday you’ll be able to open up to more people.” He had to think about this response but he figured he had a decent answer.

“I like when you hold me while we sleep, because it helps me get through the nightmares.  I like when you explore my body with your lips…

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[laurax23kinney]

“It is hard.” she said quietly and then listened to his answer. Her smile grew wider as she looked down biting her lip. She wasn’t shy about these things, maybe she got that from Logan, but it was nice hearing that she is good at it.  This question made her chuckle lightly as she looked at him. “You will have to figure that out by yourself.” she said biting her lips. “What will I be drinking?” she asked still keeping a smile on her face.  

[glitchexmachina]

“I know if anyone can do it, you can,” Tyson smiled.  He didn’t know what that meant, but it ensured that Laura would be coming back, or at least give him the chance to find out.  Until then he handed Laura a bottle of Irish Whisky and a glass larger than the shot glasses.  ”Down the hatch, dear.  When you’re done with your drink, ask me your question.”

[laurax23kinney]

She smiled gently at his responce and took the bottle and the glass. She poured it up to the edge, accidentally spilt some of it on her thumb, so she ended up licking it off.

She grinned after that, raising her brows at him and drank from her glass, not taking her eyes away from him. Her healing took care of that even if she was drinking fast, it didn’t effect her in any way. After she finished it, she licked her upper lip and smiled to him. “Same question you asked me.” she said with a tilt of her head.

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson could tell that she filled it up too much, just so she could lick her thumb seductively, staring at him with those gorgeous eyes of hers.  He was increasingly becoming jealous of that thumb.  Her eyes kept locked on him as she drank, as his were transfixed by hers, her upper lip run across by her soft warm tongue.  Oh that little tongue…she tilted her head at him.  Did she notice his staring…no, she asked him a question.  Damn it, what did she ask?  Same…something…what did he ask her before?  By the time he remembered, it was far past the time of hesitation.  He raised the glass to her with a pleading smile.  ”Be gentle?  I don’t have the healing factor…”

[laurax23kinney]

She chuckled and leaned to the table. She looked over to the alcohol and narrowed her eyes. She stretched her arms and took a bottle to look at it. "This." she said and handed him a bottle of vodka. She didn't like vodka as much as whisky, there was just something that bothered her with it. She also picked the smaller glass and gave it to him. "Drink up. Then ask." she said with a smirk.

[filiumvelox-blog-deactivated201]

Class is in Session || Quicksilver & X23

[laurax23kinney]

She looked at him surprised when his knee with his hand. “No.” she smiled. “The only people that are put in danger are me and him.” she muttered as she looked away. She couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle. It sounded a bit strange, not that she didn’t like the fact that he is sweet to her father’s female double, but her thoughts first went to the male version and then realised who he really meant. “I am happy for you.” she said with a gentle and meaningful smile and turned around, leaning her forehead at the cold door of her locker. She closed her eyes and sighed quietly. 

[filiumvelox-blog-deactivated201]

He smiled softly at that, letting out a heavy sigh and giving a shrug. “In that case, it’s my opinion that no one should give you any trouble for pursuing your relationship with him. It’s one of those things you can’t control, and it’s easier to deal with than just ignore.” His brow rose when she turned away again, and he leaned forward on the bench once more with a look of concern etched across his features. “You okay?”

[laurax23kinney]

"I am not so sure about that." she murmured. It probably would be easier if she just left before they got this close and she fell for him.  She bit her lower lip and nodded. "Yes. I am fine." she lied. "I have to go. Thank you." she quickly rushed to her locker and picked all the stuff she needed and almost ran to the door. "Bye." she muttered. 

[laurax23kinney]

How they met ||| William&Laura

[laurax23kinney]

“Who is your team?” she asked and picked up something from the floor. Some kind of a device. She didn’t wait for him to follow her, he walked fast and quiet to get away from here as fast as possible. “It is a long story.” she answered when he rushed next to her. “Why did you not listen to her?” she asked quietly about the handler’s warnings. She really didn’t understand, why everybody trusts her so much, what if Kimura’s right? What if she’ll loose control one day and kill them all? Who will they listen to then?

[williamwiccankaplan]

“Why didn’t I listen to the crazy lady with the crossbow?” Billy asked, one eyebrow raised. “Well, for starters ‘crazy lady with the crossbow’.” It was hard to get a read on her, the girl seemed lonely and sad and yet she was clearly capable, possibly dangerous, but hell if people didn’t say the same thing about him. “You know that spell kinda took a lot out of me, so I’m still thinking about grabbing a bite and my offer still stands. Say the word and we can eat at a diner on the other side of the city in under sixty seconds.” 

[laurax23kinney]

"How do you know she is crazy? What if I am the bad one?" she asked. Why do people assume she is such a good person? After all she has done and after he has seen that she would kill him in a second if he had been older and more suspicious. "Please." she nodded and tried to smile to look like she isn't thinking about anything. "You did not answer my question. Who is your team?"

[laurax23kinney]

Bath

[glitchexmachina]

“Hey, Laura,” Tyson knocked on the bathroom door, not wanting to enter.  ”Are you enjoying yourself? Can I get you anything?”

[laurax23kinney]

Laura smirked. “Yourself.” she called to him and pulled the top half of her body out of the water, leaning on to the side of the tub with her forearms and elbows.

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson heard the answer from her as he stepped inside, seeing Laura half submerged in the tub while the other half leaned over with her elbows and forearms supporting her weight.  ”So, you need me to help you wash your back?” he had something much more eloquent in mind, but with the sight of wet naked Laura in a tub, watching him with those hungry emeralds and smiling at the reaction he was having below his belt, he was happy that his response didn’t come out as ‘I like moo-cow’.

[laurax23kinney]

Laura ignored the question, instead chuckled gently and smirked. She tilted her head and leaned the side of her face on her forearms and continued to look at him, somehow she would remind one of a mermaid looking at her prince. "Come here." she whispered softly.

[laurax23kinney]

Raindrops on the Adamantium

[glitchexmachina]

When Tyson returned to the Workshop, he checked in on Laura, just to see how she was sleeping.  It wasn’t him being stalkerish, it was an ingrained reflex.  His parents would always check in on him in the middle of the night, especially after that event six years ago.  She seemed to sleep peacefully, so he left to his work, hoping it would let him fall asleep.

He awoke after a few hours of sleep and one before dawn, giving himself a quick shower and shave before going to fix the breakfast he promised Laura.  He went to go look for her, but she found him before he could take ten steps down the hall from the kitchen.  She was wearing her clothes from the previous night.  Thank God, Tyson thought, I wouldn’t have been able to keep myself together if she came to breakfast naked. “Good morning, Laura.  Did you sleep well?”

He heard her question, as he rubbed his cheek where a fresh cut was.  “Yes, I’m sorry, I had a bit of an argument with my razor this morning.  I was under the false impression that it wasn’t sharp, and my razor insisted otherwise on my face.” He gave a small smile.  He did cut himself that morning shaving. But there was also the question of where he went the previous night.  “I had to step out for some fresh air, there was a problem outside I had to sort; nothing to worry about now.  So I made breakfast: eggs, bacon, toast, orange juice, milk, coffee or tea if it’s your pleasure, and assortment of cereals, with or without cartoon mascots.”

[laurax23kinney]

Laura tilted her head a little bit to the left and a little bit back. She didn’t want to argue with him, but she smelt someone else, like he had been in a physical contact with someone in the last few hours. She wouldn’t pry about that. “What problem?” she asked. This didn’t seem as personal as before, but it was still kind of rude of her to ask if he didn’t tell it in the first place. But she didn’t really care about that right now. She sat down quietly, leaning back on the chair. She hasn’t eaten in two or three days, but her stomach got used to it and she wasn’t really hungry, but knew that she has to eat. She looked at her plate and started eating, very slowly, but it did feel good to have food again. 

[glitchexmachina]

“Just a few shady individuals skulking about, looking for trouble,” Tyson said. They found it. “It wasn’t the problem I thought it would be.”

He set the food out for Laura who turned nothing down.  She seemed like she hadn’t eaten in days, but ate like it was merely hours.  “So, what’s going to happen next?” Tyson asked, after pouring out a bowl of Lucky Charms for himself and some coffee.  “After you leave today, will I get to see you again?”

[laurax23kinney]

“And you did what?” she asked as she took a sip of coffee. She shut up after that and looked back at her plate. She can’t afford getting close to him, he’ll get hurt just like the rest. And after helping her, if she disappeared that would be a thank you from her, because Kimura would never know about him and he’d be safe. But she wanted to see him again. “Do you want to?” she asked quietly as she put the mug on to the table. She looked at him, waiting for his answer, one could see that she was dueling with herself about this. 

[glitchexmachina]

“I made sure the police collected them,” Tyson explained. After finding out they were looking for you, and not in the nice way. He didn’t want Laura to worry.  He wanted to give her at least one normal day.  He blinked at her question.  Yes her life was dangerous, and he could be hurt in the process if he was with her, but he knew he could handle whatever came his way, and to be without Laura seemed intolerable to him.  And as for the dangerous life she led, well, as a certain duck themed vigilante once said, ‘Let’s get dangerous…’

“I would like that,” Tyson whispered softly, giving a smile.  ”We could meet up like this; have a meal, hang out, get to know each other, it’ll be nice.  I’ve told you before, and if I didn’t, I meant to and will say it forever, you deserve to be happy.  To deal with the torture you’d been through is intolerable, but there’s nothing we can do for that now.  To make life worth living from here on in is the name of the game.” he looked to her hand, like he wanted to hold it, but wasn’t sure how Laura would react.

[laurax23kinney]

"Good. I do not want you to play a hero." she said and put the cup back down on the table and sat up straight. The worst thing he could possibly do is if he got in the middle of her and Kimura, she would kill him in matter of second, since Laura still had no idea that he is not an ordinary human. She smiled lightly, but it wasn't a happy smile. More worried and confused. "I will think about it." she said without looking at him. She has to put herself away for now and think about what could happen to him if they got too close.  

[laurax23kinney]

“Please do. I am bored of studying.” she replied.

[roguethesouthernbelle-blog]

“Ah can understand how borin’ studyin’ can be.” Rogue wrinkled her nose in sympathy for the other woman. “Maybe Ah can come up wi’ some excuse t’get ya out of ya classes for a bit.”

[laurax23kinney]

"That would be great. But what would you do?"

[laurax23kinney]

Laura is coming home. Wherever that is.

[laurax23kinney]

“No.” she turned her head just a little bit and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “I would have died before and forever if you would not come.” she said and gently rubbed her nose against his cheek and gave him another small, soft kiss on it.  “Thank you.” she whispered, wiping her tears away, but still holding on to him. Not too strong now, just right so she wasn’t scared any more nor was she harsh. 

[glitchexmachina]

Tyson felt much better about what happened, getting a nose rub and two kisses for his worry.  He lifted her chin and kissed her soft lips again.  Oh how he missed this; Laura was an absolute delight on all five senses.  The way she looked, the melody of her voice, her natural aroma that tantalized him and drove him senseless, the warmth of her touch and the taste of her…everything just came together for him when Laura was with him and he desired her more than anyone he’d ever known.  He wanted to climb onto the medical bed with her to be closer to her, but knew she needed her rest.  Until she was ready, he continued to hold her.

[laurax23kinney]

She felt her chin being lifted and she didn't fight it. She let him kiss her softly. She closed her eyes as her tears stopped and she relaxed for at least a couple of seconds. She will need to get used to this again. To be gentle again. She'll have to learn all of this again. Because now, she only knew how to feel after the Arena. She did not know how to love this soon again.  She moved away to look him in the eyes and sighed. What if she won't be able to control herself now? What if she'll loose him again because of this? "I need you to promise me something." she said quietly as her hands gently touched his cheeks.