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Like the moonlight!!!

Whatever place you are, you just need to look up to see the moon during a darkness night, even with all darkness you can see the moonlight shining it looks so beautiful but sometimes I can feel like a moon alone in the middle of all darkness that needs light from the stars to be there shining as always, if it lose the light of stars will be just darkness in a cold night.

I'm feeling like this, alone, without willing to live, I bet on everything I had and now I lost, I'm feeling like a loser, I'm scare, getting cold, I always tried to be a good guy, for nothing, and I change all my life to suffer? I dont have any support here, I'm just one more in millions that without their stars are nothing, deleted in the crowd, for more beautiful than moon is it will be nothing without the shine of stars!

#moonlight #star #leehstar

I just wanna feel everything as it was in the beginning, We are so far from each other, but it doesnt meaning we should stay like strangers, and I'm feeling bad to see you away, because it used to be fucking perfect being with you even when we used to live by internet we were closer in all aspects! to me you're the reason to make me happy and I'm fighting against to lose it! Believe in me, I'm doing my better to keep it alive and close to me!

I miss you!!!

[...] And there's no stopping us right now

I feel so close to you right now...

Don't waste your time on jealously Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind The race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself!

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!!!

today is Saint Patrick's day and I'm at home, nothing to do, but here in Toronto there are a lot of parties but I wont go :C

Saint Patrick's Day is a cultural and religious holiday celebrated on 17 March. It commemorates Saint Patrick (c. AD 387–461), the most commonly recognised of the patron saints of Ireland, and the arrival of Christianity in Ireland. It is observed by the Catholic Church, the Anglican Communion (especially the Church of Ireland), the Eastern Orthodox Church and Lutheran Church. Saint Patrick's Day was made an official feast day in the early seventeenth century, and has gradually become a celebration of Irish culture in general.

The day is generally characterised by the attendance of church services, wearing of green attire and the lifting of Lenten restrictions on eating, anddrinking alcohol, which is often proscribed during the rest of the season.

Saint Patrick's Day is a public holiday in the Republic of Ireland, Northern Ireland,Newfoundland and Labrador and in Montserrat. It is also widely celebrated by the Irish diaspora, especially in places such as Great Britain, Canada, the United States, Argentina, Australia, and New Zealand, among others. Today, St. Patrick's Day is probably the most widely celebrated saint's day in the world!

Maybe something that you do for your own happiness, it can really hurt someone that can be so close to you!

Do not forget everyone has feelings inside!!!

Are you gonna wait for the rest of your life to envolve your mind?

Time is going and you just losing time!

What is wrong?

First of all, I can be wrong, doing this fucking things, but I don't really know what is happening, happening around me, another day I stopped to think about all, I've been working so hard in this dream for a long time, It was what I always wanted, so that's why I'm here and after some years you decided to appear trying to fuck with everything, I really was worried about you during these years, I always tried to know about you and how you were and you never cared about it, now you decided to show up saying it was "for me" but you never change your way to try getting what you want, I'm tired of it, I don't really care anymore because you never thought about my feelings and it won't be now to happen it!

when the things looks perfects to me and I'm far from everything, so you decide to hurt me!

this is my dream. If you really care about me, think about my feelings and how it was hard to me to achieve it. When I really found something that makes me feel better, one new life, one new place, one new person that makes me feel better and makes me believe and run behind what I want you do this.

You always do it do the things that really matter to you and you forget to think about others!

Stupid Heart

Maybe I'm not so strong than I thought, maybe I can hurt myself hiding my feelings inside me. Fear? I don't know, but I have never been someone like this!

Fuck, what my heart is trying to do with me I'd like to understand! How I hate myself! how I'd like to scream!

I moved to change my life and this fucking change is changing with me!

Stupid! I don't know what to do!

let's live keeping all of it inside until I explode!

Something amazing and Unforgettable! <3

The first time I went to the beach on winter in Toronto, I found a place to think, to relax, to be with my mind and by myself!

I'm feeling things that I have never felt before!

I cant describe just live it!

In the morning as always in my day!

I'm really happy I got something that I always dreamed,

I'm in CANADA!!!

<3

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No feeling but one pain!

I never wanted to hurt someone, I never wanted to hurt who loves me. I always wanted someone to understand me as I'm. Now I thinking I'm wrong or I'm missing everything I got, everything what really matters to me, I'm thinking I'm running away of all these shit, But why am I doing something like this? to pass all my life asking myself it? I'M AFRAID, I always looked strong, but I know how I'm weak! It's so hard to pass your life and believe in something so hard and when you grow up you do everything different of you learned, you have to make choices and these choices can be for your whole life, some of them can hurt you, can make you think twice, can make you cry, can make you regret but how know it without try?

Sometimes we just need someone to hear us when we really need! I don't ask god why, because I'm afraid to be wrong and I keep on living with the same questions inside my throat, all trapped But how long it?

I've thought why I had to be born, what purpose?

to be feeling like I'm now? to live without right answers?

I'm scared, I don't know how will be the future, but I have to try,

Because I came to this world alone and I'll leave it to the same way!

NEW YEAR, NEW LIFE!

I never thought to pack my luggage would be so hard, the tears are blurring my eyes, I'm putting all my experience inside my bags, it's something that I have been waiting a long time ago, It's something unexpected and unexplained,

this emotion, this feeling inside, this fear!

I will never forget it!

Back to São Paulo

I’m back to SP and a lot of things has changed by here, last year SP was more decorated, but São Paulo was wonderful and full of people from many places in the country and the whole world, I really love it, to be just one more in a million people, to stop and look around and see how many different people, how many cultures and a lot of stories!

I was really tired of my city, the same things, the fake people around me, and a lot of problems, I needed to run away, to think, to dream, to breathe and to wake up.

But dont matter where u are if you have problems they will go behind you, you have to solve it first, But I got forget it for a while. SP is something magical you have all you need any time and a lot of options! I love it and the most important is when you are with special people everything is amazing. I need to thank my friends from SP for all! they are very special and they know how to give me attention!

I love you my lovers!

Today is Christmas, dont forget to thank GOD for all and your family, lets celebrate and lets be happy, it’s time to start something new and different, make your better!

I wish you a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!

FAITH!

Do you have Faith? Hope? Love? you have to believe that you are not alone!

and there is one person looking at you and taking care of you!

KEEP CALM!

He knows what he does!

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