Hello, i wont be specifying who this old friend is because i mostly wanted to air this out. You know who you are, and you can come out and say if it was you or not. That's all up to you, i wont be the one to reveal your identity.
losing friends hurt a lot, it really does, and I understand where your pain comes from and why you would try and make it up again. But within about one to two weeks since I broke it off, and as much as it hurt to hear it, it made me realize im so much more of a stronger person than I could ever fathom.
yes, I did cry for the first few days, but what else am I supposed to do? I am 16 I am a child, legally I'm a child, that's in therapy. so this make sense why I'm a bit emotional about this.
I broke it off because I felt like I wasn't happy anymore, it felt like we didn't have that spark, I guess you put it, I could tell we both weren't happy things were awkward and I just felt like I had grown out as much as I would have been afraid of that in the past, but people grow and change and maybe in a year you're going to grow as person too.
I'm not saying youre childish, no. however, even though you're the age that you are, you still have so much to learn. you still have so much more room to grow as a person.
I would be lying if I said that you did not shape the way I am now, I would be lying if I said it that you didn't help me get to this point. Because you did, I'm a different person now. way different from 4 years ago, way different from two years ago.
When I broke it off, i ideally wanted us to still be mutuals but not friends in the way that we were. I want us to still be able to be happy and healthy regardless of our current situation. I understand how hurt you are about this, you've told me about it and honestly I reacted horribly to it. I should have said what I said, and that's a fact, and I understand that.
With the end of this I hope that you can find yourself in a better situation maybe once this is all over. after year, a month,I hope that this brought u ease. I wanted to let you know that I don't hate you, I really don't hate you. I just don't want to be friends anymore.
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