When Words Fail, Music Speaks @lilstephy12 - Tumblr Blog

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I love my mama! #Mama #LoveHer #MyBFF #CuteNTrue

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Yeah I miss it sooo much! #ChoirGeek

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Good Vibes HERE

Yeah I know... One of my biggest weaknesses I think... -.- #TooManyChances #TooTrustworthy #Ugh

#ugh #toomanychances #tootrustworthy

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Exactly...

Need a Distraction...

This is why I shouldn't slow down right now. This is why I have to be doing something all the time. Because when I finally stop and look at what's been going on with my life, I don't feel as strong as I seem on a daily basis... I break down from the stress and friends I haven't seen or talked to or hung out with. I miss being stress free or at least WAY LESS stressed than I am now. Not having to worry about rent, school, work, not working, not having money to pay my rent, living from the $20, $10 or $5 I get here or there... not knowing when I'll be able to just breathe...And not being able to show how stressed out and depressed I am about all these things to my family that IS around me right now... I just want to crawl in a whole and disappear from everything for a while and come back and have everything taken care of... I've always worked so hard... I'd like to think I'm a good, caring person..but I guess that's what got me into this mess in the first place... being too caring. How do you say no to family when you see them struggling so badly? How do you stay strong for them while they're breaking down and losing everything when you're going through the same thing because of them and all you want to do is break down yourself? I usually try to keep myself busy... It's not working tonight... I need a distraction... and fast... I wish I could just sleep it all off... but in the morning, nothing's changed, It'll just be a new day with all the same problems... T.T

It's worth a try...

Billie Holiday- I'll Be Seeing You [Cover] The Billie Holiday one is already beautiful but to be honest, I love love LOVE this cover... She's so amazing!