i'm always going to like being around you, mon étoile, and i'm pretty sure the kids are always going to like being around you too -- you're just that amazing. our family time means a lot to me too, and we're so lucky that we get so much of it! it makes me smile, the idea of you successfully telling the kids the lore of lune and them calling me lune even when they're older, i really love the idea of that. i can't believe how big beau is getting either, and he really is learning so many words, and i watch the girls with him all the time, and they're helping him say things, and it's the cutest. i agree though, our children are growing up too quickly, and they don't think to slow down at all for us! the girls said something close to a full sentence the other day, and i had to do a double take, so i think they're closer to doing it than we thought, mon étoile. oh, there are days where i miss their baby babble as well, but you're right, the youngest twins will give that to us, and we'll be happy for it! and the youngest really are growing too quickly, i feel like they're getting far too big for my liking, and they have changed so much since they've been born, it's hard to believe they're already five months old! i love how close our kids our, mon beau, it makes me so happy that they all want to be near each other so much, you know? and the fact that i feel like that proves they're going to have a close sibling bond as they grow up -- but also as they get older, makes me so happy. believe me, i was on cloud nine for the rest of the day when beau tried to tell me i was pretty, mon étoile, i felt on top of the world! and the patting of my cheek was the cutest, i love that little guy so much and he's just like his daddy, who is very much a charmer himself. i think disneyland paris will distract us from how old the girls are getting, and i can't believe next month they'll be turning three, where has the time gone? i think it's a good chance they're going to choose the same dress, because they seem to love to dress alike, you know? but you're right, we're going to cry no matter what because our babies are getting so big! i'm glad you like the idea of us having our friends to our castle, our sea fort, and the lighthouse -- because i think they'll love all three properties as much as we do, don't you think so? of course, mon beau, i want to do something beau would love and he really is all about sea life right now, so an aquarium party makes sense, and he is so cute with his love of turtles! we've been on a couple great vacations, though i'll admit vegas and being alone with you was my favorite because i miss getting to be alone with you sometimes, no matter how much i love our kids. but i did love spending all the time we spent at the lighthouse with the kids, we had so much fun there, and i think the kids really did enjoy it there! plus, i think they really enjoyed when we were in ecuador as well, right? but yes, the more holidays we can take as a family of seven, the better, if you ask me! and i think the kids really do have a soft spot for lighthouses already! it'll be so much fun showing the kids where we got married, because the lighthouse really is gorgeous, and i know they'll love it. it makes me smile that evie and beanie are encouraging beau to run fast too, and there's no doubt that he wants to keep up with his sisters, which is the cutest! beau does remind me of you when he's smiling and proud of himself, it's pretty much the cutest thing, and i love how much he looks like you, mon étoile. but you're right, he's absolutely should be proud of himself.
same here, it'll always come in handy whenever i'm pregnant to know how many i'm having with how crazy my morning sickness is! and i can't believe we're the parents of two sets of twins either. i'm laughing a little at the thought of a third set, but you're right, people would probably start to talk and it'll be about how fertile we obviously are! i'm glad that you don't think it's mad for me to say that i don't feel i'm done having children yet, mon étoile, and i love that we've both agreed that we want more of them too. and you're right, we'll know when we're officially done, and it makes me smile thinking about having more babies with you. i'm glad you're always up for us going to the zoo no matter what city we're in, because you're right, the kids do seem to have a great time whenever we go! and i love that we're getting the youngest twins used to being around animals, and i can't wait for our next safari trip that we're able to take them on. since the youngest twins are a little older now, mon beau, maybe we can have more date nights since we'll not be as worried about them as we were? what do you think? i just want some alone time with my gorgeous husband when i can have alone time with him! my mom thinks she's so tricky, but now that we're both onto her, i hope she knows the next time i'm pregnant i'm going to keep it a secret much like the last time, just to mess with her! i'm surprised your mom hasn't joined forces with my mom, honestly. i love the idea of our house passing on to our children, that makes me feel all kinds of emotional right now, you know? and i just love that we've created so many amazing memories already, and that we're going to keep creating great memories! our kids will always love our home, though, that's for sure. i love the idea of the kids loving gladiator as much as you do, mon étoile, and i have a feeling it's going to be beau that loves it as much as you, since he's the most like you! and i can't wait until our first trip to the colosseum with them, or just taking them to rome for the first time to stay at our place there. i think the royal shoot went pretty well with the kids at our castle, don't you think? i think the kids had a fun time with it at least -- and i know i had fun with it as well. and i know with you filming and me starting to film, we've not had the chance to head to the sea fort yet with the kids, but we'll get there as soon as we can so we can spend time there with all the kids and we can pick out rooms for the youngest twins! i'm laughing at the idea of us doing a cow theme for the youngest twins as well, because they are still pretty big fans of my milk, and i'm almost tempted to go along with it too for the laughs too. plus, cows are cute, right? i'm still laughing too, though at least they behaved themselves when they watched the youngest twins while we were in ecuador for a little while. i mean we got them back at least, so they didn't try to run off with them! but you're right, our kids are adorable and can cause baby fever in anyone. i kind of hope that troye and alex have a baby now so we can steal them when the time comes, it'll be what they deserve! yeah? well, i do love making you blush, mon étoile, but you are the most handsome man and every day i'm pretty lucky that you're mine, i hope you know that! i'm glad i'm feeling better too, mon étoile, and thank you for being so supportive when i wasn't feeling like myself. you always make me feel like i'm the most beautiful woman in the world no matter how i'm feeling about myself, and i love you so much for that. and it makes me blush when you say you love my body all the more for giving us beautiful and healthy children, that makes me feel so good about myself, mon beau.
you've shown me a lot of just how much you missed me when we couldn't be together, and even though we've more than made up for lost time together, you're welcome to keep showing me, if you'd like? it's been a while since we've had fun on our balcony, after all, especially starting off with me on my knees, and we can change that tonight! i'm always going to love the dresses that you choose, mon étoile, because you always have the most amazing taste, and it makes me smile how much you know me and my style. and it makes me happy when you love what the kids make for you so much, it's sweet how you instantly want to hang it up where you can see it. they really are talented artists already, aren't they? and i love whatever they make for the both of us, and i just know our whole house will be covered with their artwork as they grow older! i'm glad that we got to see everyone while we were in ecuador, it was such a gorgeous place to visit and it was so good seeing friends we hadn't seen in a while. and you know i loved when we stayed at the lighthouse for as long as we did, it was perfect, and the kids really did seem to love it as much as we did. everything was perfect before we got busy with your film festivals, plus your filming and now my filming too. which, i'll just say that i still can't get over how gorgeous you looked in venice, mon étoile, you were the sexiest one there and there is no doubt about that. i can't believe we're already starting to film werewulf, but i'm excited to get started and excited to work with eggers again! but i'm sorry for taking on another horror role, mon étoile, and hopefully you'll be able to get through this one without watching through your fingers too much. i swear, the heat this summer in london was wild! i'm so glad that we got to go to alaska where it was so much more comfortable and it felt so much better while we were there. once we have a moment from filming both our projects, we'll do our island trip, okay? i know that things have been a little hectic, but i want to take a trip with just us, mon étoile, i want to be alone with you for a little while so badly. oh, i'm happy we got to see abel in vegas together as well, and it makes me smile thinking about our first date whenever we see him together. it also makes me laugh a little -- since i 100% put out on our first date, but you drove me that wild. i'm still pretty glad that the kids love the car so much, and i love it too whenever we're in it, it's perfect for our family. and i'm always glad when we get to do countryside picnics together. now that it's approaching the fall, do you think maybe we could have another one? not to mention we need to start getting ready for halloween and all. you know i always love when you're able to join me on set, mon étoile, but since we're both working on projects right now, i know that's not possible. i'm just glad that we're filming so close to home so that we're able to be home while we film, you know? oh, i get emotional thinking about our family of seven on the boat for new years as well, and i'm cracking up at needing to expand the boat even more if we end up having even more kids. we will have more kids, so i guess we'll plan on a bigger boat! you're making me emotional by saying things like that, mon étoile, but you're the most wonderful person i know as well, and i feel lucky every day that the film brought you into my life, and for our children as well. i love you so so much, and our family is everything to me. you guys spoil me so much, and it made sense to spoil you on fathers day, or spoil you any day really! and before i forget, i've been meaning to bring up maybe getting a new animal since the youngest twins need a pet, don't you think? have you ever seen a newfoundland dog? because i was thinking that's what we could get them, and i think one would fit perfectly with our family. what do you think? and just in case i haven't told you enough today, i love you so much. || @mackayhq