Do you guys ever randomly think of the painful fact that Lu Guang has seen Cheng Xiaoshi's limp body hanging from the ceiling of their apartment unable to do anything but get him down and soothe him in his last moments while holding back his own tears knowing he's about to dive back again but this time it isn't because somebody else killed Cheng Xiaoshi but because his favourite person, his reason to live, his sunshine making his bitter cold days a bit better with a single smile has felt so miserable he made the decision to take his own life?
No? Just me?






















