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[vainlla-blog]

TEXT MEMES (SOME NSFW).

[text]: did you enjoy the pics? ;)

[text]: send me pictures

[text]: where are you? why aren’t you back yet?

[text]: I SWEAR TO GOD I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU

[text]: i dont know if this is what i want anymore

[wrong number text]: (muse name) has gone out for the night, i’m all alone ;)

[wrong number text]: i just don’t know if i love them anymore

[wrong number text]: can we forget about last night? don’t tell (muse name) please!

[wrong number text]: i fucked her/him aha ;-) told (muse name) it was just a drunk kiss tho

[text]: i love you so fucking much

[text]: i hate you

[drunk text]: UR SUCH A BITCH I H9 U 

[text]: i cannot stop thinking about you

[text]: i need you. now.

[text]: please respond. im so worried about you

[text]: last night was so GOOD

[text]: what are you wearing? ;)

[text]: is he bigger than me?

[text]: did you sleep with her ?!

[text]: you’re just a slut

[drunk text]: yOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL !!>!

[drunk text]: dont tell (muse name) but theY ARE so hot

[drunk text]: im iss youu

[text]: bed or floor? ;-)

[text]: not to be desperate or anything but im currently home alone and on the verge of jerking myself off to pictures of you. would be better if it was the real you though !

[text]: i want you naked.

[text]: are you going to the party on saturday?

[text]: i want to show you how much i love you

[text]: do you hate me?

[text]: i’m so sorry

[text]: WAS THAT A SEXT

[text]: family dinner tomorrow night, and i’m prolly gonna finger you under the table..

[text]: I just bought new underwear for the sole purpose of you taking it off

[text]: netflix and chill? 

[drunk text]: lveae me alone for 29 minutes !!! jeezss

[text]: damn you looked so good today. kinda wanted to bend you over that table you were leaning on lol 

[text]: where are you i have something you need to fix (its a boner)

[text]: wtf is the notebook even about?? “if you’re a bird then i’m a bird” ? they’re both humans

[llcdvz]

liber-tvz​:

Despite her current dishevelled state Liberty was no fool, and she knew the sound of her brother’s voice when she heard it. At the mere mention of his insta followers she froze, and then stuck out her palm in an attempt to obscure the footage. “You can tell your followers that if they’re in the 9th grade, and their teacher tells them to read the instructions thoroughly prior to an experiment? They need to read the darn instructions over and over until there’s a genuine risk of their eyes falling out… so that mine don’t end up dyed red.”

Despite the immediate embarrassment of being caught out by her brother of all people, the towel sounded particularly good. “I have been given formal permission to raid the lost and found, and full access to the girl’s locker room… but in the meantime, a towel would be deeply appreciated,” Liberty huffed, lowering her hand, fully ready for the towel to be dropped into it.

“Noted..but you might wanna try and make the instructions more clear. There’s no way a 14 year old is reading about chemical warnings or dangerous white phosphorus can be.” He remarked, making sure his picture was saved, though h relented on publishing it to the world. For one, he wasn’t that cruel, and B, this could be use for blackmail in the future for sure. “..and I hate that I know about this science stuff because of you.”

He handed her the towel, stepping back so he didn’t get anything gunk on his outfit. “You know you can take it easy on the tutoring and extra credit stuff, right? It’s the end of the year, just chill out, relax. Shoot, being on Prom Committee with me sounds like it’s right up your alley.”

[llcdvz]

TWITTER.

@thetobesterpodcast: So... thoughts on that first episode?

@llcdvz: thanks for the namedrop 🥳

@llcdvz: aaaand idk but you could use a new intro song, taking submissions??

[liber-tvz]

{ Open! }

When Liberty started her junior year, using some of her free periods to assist freshman lab sessions seemed like a smart idea. She didn’t need the extra credit, of course, but it was something else to pad out her university applications. Plus, mingling with the underclassmen hopefully wouldn’t hurt her eventual campaign for student council presidency. Drawing closer to the year’s end, she had come to find the bitter, explosive, crimson realisation that it came with his own share of risks.

She was soaking wet, covered from head to toe in sinister patches of red dye, and staggering down the hall. Even her glasses had fallen victim to the experiment-gone-wrong, and the lab’s emergency shower was not enough to save them. At least the fact that it all went down halfway through a class period meant she’d be spared from ridicule, right?

Perhaps not. With a wince, she froze at the sound of approaching footsteps. All she could do was attempt to save face, just in case it was Mr Simpson headed around the corner. “Okay, I–…I honestly have no idea what this looks like, but this is not what it looks like.”

[llcdvz]

Usually free period gave him the chance to fool around in the music room with his friends, maybe try for a decent sounding song. But with the school year ending and a summer conference coming up, he sadly didn’t have the time today to practice with Peter and the guys. This ‘How Leaders Inspire Others’ essay wasn’t going to write itself (unless he paid Toby, but right now Danny was dead broke).

He was on his way down the hall to meet up with Coach Armstrong for some extra help, when he hears what sounded like a small explosion coming from the science lab. He makes his way down the hallway to see what all the fuss is about, when he spots a familiar sight looking very disheveled from her usual self. Unable to help himself get a little leverage over his sister, he smirked, pulling up his phone and snapping a picture. “Explain in to my Insta followers, Libs.” He chuckles before unzipping his bookbag. “Please tell me you’ve got a spare set of clothes, all I got in here is a towel for your royal messiness.”

[llcdvz]

goodforthemarisoul​:

marisol’s head tilted slightly to the side as she listened to him speak. “well, for what it’s worth.. you’ve always been cool to me,” she stated truthfully. she wasn’t good at this. she wasn’t used to this, was never one to wear her heart on her sleeve. quite the opposite actually, marisol very rarely allowed herself in vulnerable situations and she never would’ve imagined she’d be having a conversation like this with him, of all people, but she’s given so many wrong guys a chance they didn’t always deserve, she figured it was finally time to give the right one his chance with her. but before she could say anything she’s pushed up against the wall and with his lips pressed against hers, there’s only two things on her mind at that very moment. one, his kiss tasted so much better sober and two, perino would be livid if he only knew this is what his classroom was being used for. she let the feeling linger only pulling away to catch her breath and with her eyes casted into danny, “i was wondering when you’d do that…”

maybe some of it was all in danny’s head, the roadblock that he himself might have put their when it came to her. all along, he thought she was too cool for him, too popular, too..everything. but he was tired of feeling that way, and he felt like taking his friend’s advice and being bold and brave for once. the kiss was everything he hoped for and more, that spark even brighter than the last time they’d kiss, sober minds and all. he’s just thankful no one needs this classroom right now, because they’re in a very precocious position with eyes unable to be kept off one another. “shit, i’ve wanted do do that for years. just..working up the courage. but i’m glad i did.” he smiles, pressing his forehead to hers, just enjoying the moment with her. “let’s go on a date. i’ve already got an idea in mind..”

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Absolutely a big promposal.

toby: Assuming you want to go to prom w her and everything?

danny: i dooo.

danny: can i get your help or do you have your own big promposal to do?

[llcdvz]

goodforthemarisoul​:

marisol did her best to suppress her growing smile, but to no avail. there was no hiding it, her mahogany hues gleamed as she watched him trip over his own words in front of her. with both hands placed on her hips and taking a few steps closer to danny now, she stopped and listened carefully as he spoke. “it was kind of hard to take you seriously, danny…” she sighed and hoped he would understand where she was coming from. he wasn’t exactly the most mature back then and marisol excelled in protecting herself and her heart even if she didn’t always make the smartest decisions when it came to her love life. but she couldn’t say the thought never occurred to her because it had several times. “it wasn’t just that for me. i kissed you because i wanted to kiss you,” marisol put it simply. she’d never cop out and blame it on the alcohol. “look, i just.. don’t want things to be weird between us? so i don’t know what this means for us, but i really like having you in my life.”

danny didn’t want to admit it, but she did have a point. in his younger years, he was a bit obnoxious and tried way too hard at times to impress. it wasn’t him. but somehow, under all his bravado, they managed to maintain a good friendship over the years. "right, plus, you were literally born cool. i kinda had to work on..this.” he motioned to himself with his hand. he knew all about the social ladder and unfortunately for him, he had a much bigger climb than her. but hearing her say that it wasn’t just liquor, that she wanted it to, alleviated some of danny’s fears. maybe, just maybe, he did have a real chance here. remembering some advice he had gotten from toby earlier and wanting to test something as well, he decided to be bold. moving closer to her, he leaned down and pressed his lips to hers, gently pushing her against the wall as he deepened the kiss, pushing one leg up slightly. 

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: 2 things

toby: That would be an AMAZING band name

toby: And I think you're cool enough to pull it off.

toby: But you'll need to IMPRESS, man

toby: If you like her, go for it

toby: But you gotta COMMIT. Cheerleaders get a lot of attention already, you need to stand out from the crowd

toby: Dude

toby: Prom is soon.

danny: marisol ft. katie and the asian baddies, huh you might be onto something.

danny: stand out, above the crowd? even if i gotta to shout out loud?

danny: hmm.

danny: big promposal?

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Can I know who the barista is because I feel like that'll totally change my advice here

danny: you know marisol? usually flanked by katie and the asian baddies?

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Well, that's tricky.

toby: I'm assuming in this allegory coffee is like a secret menu item for this barista

toby: Probably think hard about the friendship and think about times she may have been hinting that coffee was an option? And if you can't think of any, assume it was because you were both drunk

toby: Also think-- did you always want coffee from her? Specifically?

danny: it just felt like a secret menu item for /me/, but she was cool with ravine jerk slurping from the cup..

danny: i mean..sometimes you think coffee was an option..but then it's like, can you handle coffee when you've only had hot chocolate?

danny: not just coffee, i wanted to like, talk. go roller skating, watch dumb movies, hold her hand. i really like her, tobes. 😟

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Yes.

toby: From personal experience, if you act like it was normal and NBD they match your energy.

toby: I've been kinda floating on that principle for the past few weeks and it's worked so far!!

toby: In my experience, women are like baristas

toby: They don't like complicated. Complicated happens without them wanting it. So don't be the one to make it complicated!

toby: If you just walk in, make what you want clear and simple, the only reason it'll get messed up is if that barista is new on the job

toby: Don't be Tall, Half-Caff, Soy Latte At 120 Degrees guy.

danny: alright, that makes sense so far. you do be getting kinda apparently laid sorta now..

danny: who gets coffee at an exact temp anyway?

danny: but what if you're like a familiar customer but you only buy those breakfast sandwiches and a danish, but never buys coffee because you don't think she'll give you coffee. but now she suddenly wants to give you a grande frappe when she's drunk, does that mean she always wanted to give me coffee?

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: The new hollingsworth or the OG hollingsworth girl

toby: And OOH LA LA what is this other thing ur confused about?

danny: the one with the twin who's a huge creepy dweeb. but both are pretty cool tbh.

danny: you ever made out with somebody while you were drunk? and like now you're not sure what to say to her?

danny: or if there's even more to say??

[llcdvz]

goodforthemarisoul​:

she smiled a small smile as he acknowledged her question. as the bell rings at last indicating to the class that their torture was finally over (for today, anyway), she’s relieved with her classmates, but for slightly different reasons. marisol’s quick to shut her notebook and tucked it away nicely in her bag, following was her big fluffy pen and brightly colored highlighters that were hardly touched during the entirety of today’s lesson she’s sure their teacher prepared so hard for, but marisol knew she had to at least play the part, make it look believable even if it was the last thing on her mind. “okay, um… talking out loud,” there’s a soft laugh that parted from her, nodding her head at his words before deciding to just rip the bandage off. “so, was it good.. bad? not enough? do you want to forget it ever happened?” although she wasn’t entirely sure if she wanted to forget it happened, she just wanted them to be on the same page.

any shenanigans in my classroom, i’ll make sure you see your sister graduate from a livestream detention session. are we clear, mr. van zandt? perino tells him candidly, pointing two fingers at him before he exits the room, to which danny responds “crystal..”, slightly rolling his eyes once he’s out of sight. spill a guy’s coffee once running in the hall and you’re on his shitlist for life apparently. he turns his attention back to marisol, hoping they can figure this out. “huh? no way it was bad, you’re an amazing kisser! like just so freaking..i mean, uh, you aight..” he spoke excitedly at first correcting her, but he tries to play it cool at the end, leaning against a desk with his arms folded. even now, he couldn’t let her get too big a head on him. “but i don’t know if that was just us being drunk or more..i mean, we’ve been friends for years and i had a thing for you, but you’ve always kinda laughed it off. like, you’re kind of always been in a league of your own to me, mare.”

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Do you have any gossip rn?

toby: Ugh I feel CATTY today. Gossipy. I want to hear TEA today....

danny: idk if i have gossip.

danny: i made out with that hollingsworth girl at that party i guess?

danny: but i dunno, i'm more confused on something else..

[llcdvz]

goodforthemarisoul​:

marisol’s teeth sunk into her bottom lip as she slowly opened the piece of paper that was passed back to her because she’d anticipated every second after initially passing it over to him, worried that their night together might’ve caused some sort of rift in their relationship. so he was confused, well… that made two of them. and as bad as it probably sounded, there was just a small part of her that had been relieved that she wasn’t alone in feeling this way. ‘i get it. do you want to talk about it?’ marisol wrote carefully, a bit hesitant to pass it back to him. she wasn’t so oblivious to his crush he’s had on her since grade nine, finding it endearing more than anything but they’d never crossed that line until recently and she wasn’t sure what it meant – if it meant anything but leaving the ball in his court, she dropped her pen on the desk as she pretended to listen to their history lesson, mind obviously elsewhere.

danny watched intently as she wrote her own note back to him, glad at least that the lines of communications were open again, if it simply pen to paper. he put on a good front at times, like he knew what he was doing and had the mysteries of life all figured out. but even as he matured, this was entire thing was still new to him, especially when it came to her taking him seriously, if that’s what this was. he grabs the note off the floor, pretending to scratch his ankle as a cover and reads it. the fact that she isn’t brushing this off must mean something..right? he nods, but before he can write something else, the bell rings. he gets up, grabbing his things and heading to perino if he and marisol can have the room for a bit. lunch can wait, even on pizza day. once he and the rest of the class are out of the room, he turns his attention back to her. “i like actually talking out loud, my hand hurts from writing so much..”

[dulcealvz]

@llcdvz​

marisol was having a hard time concentrating on her schoolwork. although she’d love to blame it on mr. perino’s monotoned voice, there was just so much on her mind. so much that was troubling her far more than she would’ve liked to admit, even to herself. she put down the purple fluffy pen in her hand, taking a brief break and used this sudden opportunity to steal a glance at the person causing her this much uncertainty. things had gotten pretty hot and heavy between her and danny the other night and it wasn’t that she was avoiding him by any means, she was just very confused. picking up her pen again, she scribbled on a piece of paper, ‘hey, are we good?’ and ripped it from her notebook as quietly as she could to avoid being caught by their teacher, folding it neatly before passing it over to danny. 

[llcdvz]

perino’s class was always the absolute worst today, and not just for the fact that he felt like the guy had it in for him. as much as he tried to focus on taking notes that he was sure were going to be on their final exam, he couldn’t concentrate. not with the other night running though his mind. sure, he and marisol enjoyed a drink or two from time to time and had fun as friends. but nothing like..that, had ever happened with them, and he wasn’t quite sure what to make of it. every little glance of hers she gives him he acknowledges with a small smile, but they haven’t really talked to each other since that night. he tried one more time to focus on colonial history, writing something down when he’s passed a note on his right. he scribbles down, ‘yeah, we’re ok. i’m just confused’ and drops his pencil, taking the chance to put the note against her foot as he grabs his pencil.

[llcdvz]

toby📲danny

toby: Should I watch gossip girl

toby: Or should I just get into Degrassi gossip?

toby: I'm in such a gossipy mood today. I feel like my aunt.

danny: huh?

danny: oh yeah, gossip, sounds good man..