Where's my fairtyale ending?

Hi! I'm Lucy Weasley. 7th year Hufflepuff. Nice to meet you and I hope we can be friends!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Of course! We’ll be getting married after I have Eric if you wanted to take care of him for a while over the honeymoon that’d be great. [laughs] I know but I felt terrible for missing it! And I saw those and thought of you and really every girl should have a diamond necklace. [smiles] Well that is the first sample of the fabric for my bridesmaids dresses and if you’d like to accept I’d love to have you! We’ll be in a magazine and everything! And also we’re having a wedding for just the special people in our lives two nights before the big one and I wanted to invite you to that as well!

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Um, yes, of course! I'd happily do that for you. [ laughs ] Thank you, really. I've never gotten anything so extravagant in my life. My family isn't the richest.....and I never expected anything like this. Thank you so much. [ gasps and covers her mouth ] Oh my- you're serious? Bridesmaid? Me? You want me to be one? Oh my gosh.... [ laughs breathlessly and wipes at her eyes ] Sorry, I'm crying, I'm ridiculous, but I'm so honored, Kheri. I would love to be one of your bridesmaids!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Oh no no no it’s perfectly fine! I’ve been seeing the Healer whose helped me before with other stuff but I just wanted you to know I’d totally trust you with Eric! [smiles widely] Oh Lucy don’t be silly of course I did! [pulls out a bag that holds a diamond necklace, three first edition versions of fairy tales and a small piece of fabric like the ones her bridesmaids dress will be made of] Here ya go!

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I’m actually so honored! I love kids and if you ever need a babysitter, I’m your gal! [ gasps ] Kheri! Really, oh my....you really didn’t have to. But thank you. [ picks up the fabric and looks confused ] Um...what is this supposed to be?

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Well sadly I spent your birthday in a Healer’s office who was unfortunately not you, but if you were interested in actual presents, I’ve brought a few… [grins]

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I’m sorry I couldn’t be there! Oh, Kheri, you really didn’t have to....

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I didn’t even celebrate my 18th birthday, but I don’t actually care. I spent it helping people, that’s a good present enough.

[syfycity]

Black Leather

[amywiliams]

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Well, I've gotten the best news in a year: I've become a Healer!

[mamas-boy-gabe-blog]

Eh, you should never have to apologize for your feelings. Or feel like you shouldn’t feel them, because for some reason- you do, and that’s okay. 

Oh wow… yeah, I heard about that. Sorry that you’re kinda feeling left behind, but you know just because she’s getting married doesn’t mean she’ll forget about you if that’s what you’re worried about. [smiles sadly] Yeah, I don’t have a girlfriend. Too bad I don’t even know your first name or maybe we could change that. [winks and laughs] Kiddin’. I’m Gabe.

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I know, I shouldn't. But I always do. I always feel like...people are happy. I love when people are happy. But I'm not all too happy right now and it kind of hurts seeing other people so happy, you know? I don't know. I'll get over it soon. I think the war is still affecting me.

I know she won't. She'll still check up on me and stuff. But at the end of the day, she still has someone to go home to. I'm still living with my sister for the time being. Pretty lame, if you ask me. [ shrugs and sighs ] Oh, that's surprising. I mean....look at you. You're very attractive, and you're nice. See, boyfriend material right there. Some girl will come to her senses soon enough and snatch you up. [ laughs ] Wow. So you're also the flirtatious type, I see. Nice to meet you, Gabe. I'm Lucy.

[mamas-boy-gabe-blog]

I think it’s best to be happy for them but sad it’s not you. At least that’s how I feel. 

Luckily I’m not very close to any of them, so it doesn’t hurt much, are you?

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Yeah....I guess that's how I feel. But I feel bad for feeling the way I feel.

I wish I was lucky like that.....my best friend, Kherington Rhodes, she's pregnant and she's engaged. I'm happy but....I don't even have a boyfriend. It kinda sucks.

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Everyone is engaged and having kids and I don't know whether to be happy or sad.

[parisgellrs]

Thirteen year old me would have never believed it. I had surpassed expectations and grown up to have a hot boyfriend and a cool job. Thirteen year old me would be really proud. And now it was time to show thirteen year old me that I was proud of her, too.

[dailykarengillan]

[karengillandaily]

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Lucy!!!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Its okay. I’d be angry at me too if I were you. So stop apologizing please? For me? But no, please don’t be anyone other than yourself. However, if you’re mad let it out. Tell me. Scream if you want to, okay? [ wraps her left arm around Lucy ] Its not pathetic… it’s the same exact thing I am doing with Liam… It’s okay. I love you Luce. Don’t doubt that. [ kisses the top of her head ] The way you are is perfect. Don’t worry. It’s both of our faults because we love each other too much. [ smiles then bites her bottom lip ] Wanna know a secret?

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Okay, okay-so- oops, okay, done apologizing, starting now. I'm not mad. I never get mad....I'm just scared. Then again, when am I not? I've been scared since the moment the first person told me I was stupid. I'm not a very strong person, nor will I be. That's just how I am. I'm not going to yell at you....I can't. It's physically impossible for me to yell at you. [ curls up into her embrace ] I love you, too, Kheri. ...I don't doubt it. Well, I did, for maybe a split second, but never again. I doubt myself, not you. [ smiles slightly ] Obviously. It's actually quite funny because I don't think either of us expected our friendship to happen. I'm glad it did, though. [ nods and smiles ] Of course! What is it?

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Lucy!!!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

I’m sorry… looking back I kind of regret it, but my family might be dead if I wasn’t here… I didn’t know what you’d do… But I couldn’t take that risk. I’m sorry. [ shakes her head ] No, no Baby don’t apologize. You don’t have anything to be sorry for. [ pats beside her one her bed ] If you wanna lay here… you can. You don’t have to apologize. I’m sorry I scared you.

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I know, I know, you're right. I'm sorry. I was just worried and I was trying to be angry at you instead of being how I usually am. I guess I shouldn't be someone I'm not, huh? [ chuckles weakly ] That's how I am, though....I'm sorry. I accused you of not caring about me just because I can't stand to lose you. I'm pathetic. [ nods and climbs on the bed, laying next to her ] It's not your fault....it's mine for being the way I was....

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Lucy!!!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

I swear I would have if I could have… I’m sorry, I’m so sorry… But seriously, they were leaving right when I decided to go. If I’d gone to you I wouldn’t have made it here… I knew I was going to be okay so I just had to make an impulse decision. I’m sorry… [ looks down ] I thought if I told you you would make me feel like I needed to stay and I-I had to go because I care about you too much. I don’t think I would have gone if you asked me not to. I didn’t tell anyone but Marcus… I didn’t mean to leave you.

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

I wouldn't have convinced you to stay, I would've told you to go to your family because family is more important than anything else. I can't believe you'd say I'd do that. I don't care that you left....I care that you didn't tell me. I was just so worried, Kheri....you just left and I didn't know what had happened and....I'm sorry...I was just so scared....[ sniffs ]

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

Lucy!!!

[kherington-the-queen-blog]

No! No, don’t think like that of course you mean something to me! And of course I wanted to tell you but by the time I found out everyone was leaving and I was already with Marcus and… Luce please, I love you of course I wanted to tell you…

[loopyluce-weasley-blog]

Then why didn't you tell me? You just left. You didn't even think that "Hey, maybe Lucy is still around, let me go tell her I'm leaving" but no! You just leave me to worry that something happened to you! You can't even be mad at Liam anymore; you left me behind. God, I'm so sick and tired of people leaving me....