Rediscovering
Bucky Barnes x reader
(18+)
tw: rough sex, miscommunication , spanking , slapping .
summary: you and Bucky are the perfect couple , but you canât get the nerve to tell him a very important thing
You and Bucky had been together for almost a year now and everything was truly amazing.
The two of you met at a congress , one of those balls where everyone wears the most elegant dresses and acted like the queen herself. It was a stupid thing really, a new statue was discovered and now inaugurated in a museum.
He spotted you while he was faking talking with the minister and there you were , most beautiful than the sun a purple satin ball gown , a the most beautiful thing ?
You looked completely out of place just like him. With a glass of Prosecco in one hand , you were the only one in the whole room to look at the statue. He gained the courage to talk to you, he fond out that you were of of the spies sent by the queen of Wakanda , when some tried to put a bomb in the hall you fought side by side.
And there you were , now almost inseparable especially now that you were a part of the Avengers now that king T'Challa was dead. Bucky grew a soft spot on you , he was a very sweet and kind boyfriend.
He made you coffee every morning , took care of you during missions , made sure you were always happy. It wasn't easy for him to open up with someone after all he is been trough , Hydra faked up his mind and it took month for him fully trust you.
But here you were completely and fully in love you couldn't ask for more .... could you?
Yes he was amazing and all but now even after a year of being together he still couldn't fuck you properly and now it was starting to bother you.
''So i was training with Bob and I mean he is getting better but he is still scared of hurting you , you know ? And I told him , Bob come on I'm a black widow you cant hurt me that bad! come o and- y/n are you listening me ? ''
the sound of your name wake you up from your thoughts , Yelena was looking at you with a concerned face
''Yes- sorry Lena I was listening ''
''No you weren't it was like you freezed and that spoon of yogurt mid air is dying of boredom , what is wrong y/n ? is everything ok? ''
''yes yes Lena everything is ok''
''No its not''
''Yes it is''
''No its not''
''Lena-''
''Talk to me , is the Sargent the problem?''
''No Lena everything is fine with Bucky''
''come on y/n , you're like a sister to me you know you can tell me anything''
you take a deep breath, you know she won't live you alone if you don't tell her and you really need to talk with someone about this.
You look behind your shoulder in he kitchen to see if anyone was listening.
''Its about Bucky''
''I KNEW IT''
'' SHH lower your voice!!' you whisper-yell
''sorry , sorry go on''
'' everything is good with him , he is sweet and caring and with what happened to him I fell like shit thinking about this''
''yes but you still didn't tell me the problem''
''when we have sex-''
''ew''
''Lena!''
''yeah sorry''
''when we have sex , he is really sweet and all , but- I need more , I need the passion you know what I mean? We always go slow he treats like I could break any moment. An when try to push him a little he always says that he is scared to hurt me- but in some kind of way I want to get hurt ''
your gaze falls down in shame and you continue to say
''I really feel bad because with all the Hydra stuff I get why he wants to do it like this but I-I ... I don't think I like it anymore...''
Yelena takes your hand in hers
''oh y/n ... but have you tried to talk to him about all of this''
you shake your head and say no. Yelena takes you in a sweet hug. The moment was absolutely ruined by Alexei standing neat the door eating sour cream chips.
You look at him in horror ''how long have you been standing there ?''
''Enough to know the winter soldier cant satisfy his woman , but don't worry back in Russia almost no woman is satisfied, not my women od course-''
''OH COME ON DAD''
''what? its true-''
you lift up from Lena's embrace
''ok ok please Alexei don't say anything to Bucky please...''
''don't worry I will not say a word to the soldier. ''
At the end of the day you were getting ready for bed in your room, that conversation long forgotten , you were exited to try the new body lotion that Bucky gifted you , vanilla and coconut scented , your favorite. Guilt spreads in your chest one more time, how can you be so selfish?
As you finished massaging the lotion you put on just a top and shorts as pjs. Interrupting you thoughts a knock at your door
''come in''
You lift your gaze to meet a very embarrassed Bucky that couldn't meet your eyes , and playing strangely with his hands.
''hey my love , are you alright ? ''
Bucky's eyes don't leave the floor as he closes the door and sits on the bed with you, you grab his hand and search his gaze to look at him in his beautiful eyes. Did he know ?
''I talked with Alexei''
shit. panic starts to rise in you
''I-I Bucky- im sorry I didn't mean to tell me im so sorry its not true I- ''
''Stop it''
words die in your throat
''is it true ? I don't ... uhm make you feel good?''
''Oh love ...I its complicated , you ... you make me feel good I swear , but I need something more my love , I need you-'' you close you eyes , take a deep breath and gain the courage to start talking.
''I need some more passion , Love god I need - I need you to be more violent I need to to make me feel like you cant get enough , that you get rough , anything ... ''
you look down face in your hands feeling like a monster, but Bucky stops you takes your face in his hands
''No love don't you feel bad... no ... you did the right thing . I am your boyfriend , you have to tell me this things. Whit what I have done as the winter soldier hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do , so when it came to make love with you I tried to be the most kind and gentle , but now if you want me to , I can be more...rough I would do anything to make you happy, even if that means rediscovering how to satisfy the woman I love but If I get too much o you want to stop just scream and let me know immediately so I can stop.''
This words made you more aroused than anything.
You kiss him , with so much force that you almost knock him out. Bucky answers with the same eagerness , your kiss now all teeth and tongue and he drags you to lay on the bed his full body on yours
''you smell amazing darling... put on the lotion I bought you? Naughty girl, your smell drives me crazy''
he starts to kiss your neck all the way to your collarbone, your hand in his hair pulling even more when he bites down on your skin
''ah..Bucky..''
he licks the sore spot and drifts lower his face now in your breasts , savoring and biting any bit of skin he can reach. You are in paradise , his smell is making you dizzy his mouth on your body sends shocks everywhere and all of the sudden his metal arm reaches up and in a second rips your top off
''Bucky!!''
he lifts his gaze
''I'll buy you another one''
and he continues to torture your your tits biting slowly at your turgid nipple and toying with the other one with his skilled fingers.
You are already fucked out , he really had this in him?
He lifts up from your hot body , removes his t-shirt and effortlessly makes you turn over and pushes your hips up against his. Your hands reach the pillows to grip something and you can fell him pressed on the inside of your thigh , hot , lightly grinding against you. Another many whimpers falls off your lips and his hands starts to massage your back, from your shoulders ... to your hips...then to the lowest part of your back ,his mouth follows him leaving kisses all over your spine then it happens
SMACK
air gets knocked out from your lungs , the spank now tingling all over your cheek a uncontrollable moan exits
''OH lord , FUCK!!''
''are you alright my love?''
his voice is soft against your ear while his hand massages that spot
''yes...more''
''more? what a dirty dirty girl you are ''
another one hits you , then another on the other cheek , and another ,and another and another...
You are helpless under him moaning like a whore so loud that you are obviously going to wake up someone but right now you couldn't care less.
He stops and tears apart your shorts and panties , you can hear him shuffling his sweatpants off and get behind you on the bed
''buck..''
''yes my love?''
''please...''
his fingers teasing you on your inner thigh close to your pussy but never touching
''please what baby?''
you don't answer , his hand now touching your clit and toying around
''answer me darling ,come on, please what?''
your head foggy you cant help but just moan and push your hips back towards him , but then ...
SMACK
a slap right there on your pussy
'' asked you something dirty girl , but you are already so fucked out that you cant answer me eh? Because you just want to get fucked like a bitch don't you?''
and finishing saying this he enters your body in just a slam of his hips, you feel completely full with him bottoming inside you, he sits still for a minute letting you adjust.
''please move...''
Bucky starts to move his hips slowly at first massaging your inside and when you thought he wouldn't go much far he sort to speed up and slam faster and faster and so much harder you cant help the screams and the rambling of his name you are letting out
'' Bucky.. Bucky ...Bucky!!!''
one hand keep you still by the hips and the other one? Well his other hand starts to slap your clit making your thighs tremble.
''Is this rough enough princess? ''
''yes yes yes yes... god Bucky just like that !!''
The bed is continuing to slam against the wall that you are almost scared to break it, bit you lightly turn around and see his fucked out face looking between your legs were your juices fromed a cream ring at the base of his dick drenching all of his pubic hairs. His torso is all sweaty and glistering by the amber light coming by your bedside lamp he looks so good like this, Adam apple going up and, down lips slightly parted panting and moaning a few strands of hair attached to his neck.
Then you feel , another spank , this time with his metal arm , god it felt so good that you feel your orgasm start to creep in. Your toes start to curl , your moans start to get louder and he can feel you squeezing his dick
''Oh fuck , Bucky, I'm gonna cum , Buck I'm gonna fucking cum''
'' Cum princess cum on my cock''
and just like that you are coming all over him, spent and sore you hear him moan behind you
''fuck , fuck , fuck''
he gives you another push before coming inside you.
After a minute he removes himself from you and collapses next to you, out of breath
''did you like it my love? I wasn't to harsh was I? ''
''No love you were absolutely perfect''
you kiss him slowly on his lips and curl beside him until you both fall asleep.
The next morning you wake up with a still sleeping Bucky next to you , you take his t-shirt from the floor an another pair of shorts from your wardrobe since yours belonged to the trash now.
You go straight to the kitchen to grab some coffee and when you enter you already fin a smirking Yelena already looking at you
''Good morning y/n slept well ? Or should I say got laid well? ''
''LENA!!''
''What you woke up the whole quarter the least I could do is teasing you!!''
You both start to laugh but then but then you hear Bucky getting in the kitchen so you try to act normal. He gives you a kiss on the head and whispers good morning . He starts to pour some coffee in his mug when an very cheerful Alexei walks in
''Well seems like our soldier finally made his girl cum eh?''
Lets just say that Bucky dropped his mug on the floor.





