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lurkersofia

That would be me 😂🥰

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Here's what YouTube looked like in 2006 exactly 19 years ago

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kuridelblack

It's Tink turn! 🌿✨ I feel like green is one of my favorite colours to paint with watercolors 😆

I'm very happy how this one turned out and I can't wait to try out prints of this!!

lurkersofia

TinkerBell 🥰

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me when the book has a vile, morally reprehensible protagonist and/or an insanely unreliable narrator who's prolly making shit up

itsclassicmee

“I'm a master of speaking silently, all my life I've spoken silently and I've lived through entire tragedies in silence”.

–Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit.

What Never Was

You didn’t hurt me

but your actions did.

You spoke of love

without knowing what it is.

In your inexperience,

you said you could care

But romance is not

what truth loving wears.

I saw beyond your eyes,

where silence deceives,

And traced the shape of every lie

you wove between your sleeves.

You hurt with intention,

a practiced disguise

Turning purity and safety

into something defiled.

You left me a wound

for your moment of thrill

A cruel little caprice

that hurts me still.

You were a memory

I now understand:

not love,

But a shadow

I mistook for a hand.

The finest caprice that never was

and it never will be.

lifeafterpsychiatry

Yes. Have YOU considered that sometimes working on hard things is both necessary and worthwhile?

lurkersofia

Communication is hard, but you need to do the exercise and sacrifice to speak what is in your heart; otherwise, no friendship, relationship or partnership will ever work; otherwise, you will feel confused and hurt all of the time; otherwise, you will deny yourself the possibility of magic and growth. Don't give up until you use your words, you have the right to be heard and the other person needs to know in order to understand your needs.