Hello There !

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“When Michael [Jackson] had an audience with Pope Paul, he brought Seth Riggs his vocal coach along with him. While they were waiting to meet with his holiness in the outer chamber, a fly came into the room. It skillfully buzzed freely around them with a childlike freedom and Seth became so annoyed that he couldn’t take it anymore and killed it on the spot. With tears in his eyes Michael asked, “Why did you do that?!” Seth retorted, “It was just buzzing around here, getting on my nerves!” Michael answered him like a Zen master and said, “He was enjoying his freedom and living his life and you ended it!” From that day forward Seth understood and he took on a deeper appreciation for all life because of Michael’s compassion for a fly.”

— - Howard McCrary, of the McCrary’s family singers

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“Any time we went to the movies, he insisted on bringing spray butter and hot sauce for the popcorn. Had to have them. Would not start the movie without them. Sometimes we’d get to the theater and I’d be thinking that Javon had brought the spray butter and hot sauce, and Javon was thinking that I’d brought the spray butter and hot sauce. When we realized our mistake, one of us would have to run to the store to pick them up. Sometimes we’d have the managers hold up the movie until we could get the spray butter and hot sauce safely delivered. I don’t care what anybody says about Michael Jackson trying to act like or turn himself into a white man. Anybody who insists on taking his own spray butter and hot sauce to a movie theater? That man is black, ghetto and hood.”

— - Bill Whitfield, MJ’s head of security 2006-2009

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I swear that everyone has their own though about "beauty" and dont be fvkn stressed for it

And here is all i wanna tell ya

firstly, i wanna say that beauty has two dimension. it blended. it called soul and appearence dimension.

Beauty is something that you have to know and you have to find it just by the heart, not only eyes. it start from the heart, collecting in the brain and shining throught your eyes, your lips, and your body.

beauty starts when you realized every shape in every inch of your body, you start to find out how the condition it is. later you go to make it perfect as it your beauty and not others.

the beauty is you, not other.

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Gede dan Pangrango,

Mungkin itu adalah satu satunya harapan yang dimiliki seorang perempuan. Seperti layaknya menyukai seorang laki-laki, aku selalu memandang kearahnya dari sudut yang sangat mustahil, dekat secara visual namun untuk menyentuhnya saja terasa sangat jauh. Hanya doa di pagi hari untuk dapat berjumpa dan menjamahnya dengan tetap memandangnya di titik yang selalu sama, jauh.

Layaknya cerita yang lain, aku dan hari-hari terus melangkah menuju pergantian tahun yang tak pernah bergerak menuju ke arahnya. Ketika kesempatan itu tiba, tak pernah terwujud untuk dapat menemuinya. Aku terpaksa memilih pilihan atau mungkin membuat pilihan yang tak pernah ada di pikiranku sebelumnya.

Hingga suatu hari, saat aku tak pernah lagi untuk ingin menemuinya bahkan terpikir pun saat itu tak pernah datang. Gede dan Pangrango ku telah datang di pelupuk mata, ia berkata bahwa ini lah saatnya aku bisa menemuinya, merasakan setiap lekuk terjal punggungannya dan menjamah setiap kelok lembah nya.

Terimakasih Gede dan Pangrango ku,

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truth!

aku harus bilang, aku masih saja memimpikan bertemu dan bertukar pikiran atau sambil membuat lelucon dengan kakak tingkat yang aku suka diam diam sampai detik ini.

yang aku lihat, he is kind of deep person, thinker man, dan suka main di alam. pengen berkelana bersama dia suatu hari nanti.

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i do not fall for someone by their look, i swear.

i can fall for someone just by hearing the voice and the steps he takes.

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well i got something to learn today

- the part " i'm startinh with the man in the mirror"

it means, lets start to do or to make a change from "ngaca"

apa maksudnya "ngaca" ? dari "ngaca" kita bisa lihat fisik kita, kita bisa tau diri kita, dan menyadari keberadaam kita dan bahwa hanya kita sendiri lah yang harus memulai perubahan sebelum membuat perubahan terhadap hal-hal yang besar.

- what a song!!!!!!! incredible Michael!🌹

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i'm here and no one see me, no one hear me, and i will show you every hard and great feelings here ✨ yuhuu

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Is it the end or the begining?

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Ciremai : Sudah waktunya pulang, tapi hujan nahan kita buat ga turun. Sampai tiga kali kemas-buka tenda. Terpaksa semalam lagi di tenda, mau makan apa?

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Setelah lama berfikir, ternyata pendakian pertama ke Ciremai agak menyeramkan ( bukan hantu ) sekaligus mengkhawatirkan haha.

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Mari apresiasi semua yang telah dilalui, rayakan kesepian, penyesalan. Hidupi kebahagiaan sekaligus ketiadaan.

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Hari ini dan seterusnya, hujan ada di kehidupan nyata. Sembari mendengar riuhan air dan merasakan dinginnya, bacalah sedikit hasil obrolanku dengan kawan yang menemani selama pendakian dan..... hasil diskusi ku dengan beberapa "gunung" hihi

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Akibat blokir, jadi bingung cerita ke siapa. Akhirnya, selamat datang tumblr ! Selamat datang pecinta diksi dan literasi !

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Ayolah kawan, kita beranjak ke alam untuk mencari keheningan.

Damai macam apa yang akan terasa jika yang ku jumpa adalah ribuan raga yang berbondong hanya untuk sebuah eksistensi.

Mari kita buat hening dan jeda,

Sebentar saja

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Bagaimana caranya menjadi salju diantara padang pasir?

Bagaimana caranya menjadi mawar diantara kaktus?

Bagaimana caranya menjadi penikmat teh manis diantara pecinta kopi pahit?

Bagaimana caranya menjadi penari diantara penyanyi?

Bagaimana caranya agar menjadi aktivis diantara apatis?

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hanya berbagi apa yang selalu membuat sesak di hati melalui media ini. sebenarnya banyak hal untuk dibagi meskipun masih lewat kalimat-kalimat belum berupa aksi.Tapi semoga suatu hari nanti