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Im starting to feel like ive been getting better nowadays. I do think of him but not to the point that i want him back in my life. It also crosses my mind recently that like somehow i want to start anew relationship. But i still want to achive my dream first before anything else. Why do i even always think that i cant have everything all at once. It seems like i need to choose something in between what i really like. Mmm like damn i need to prioritize things first and i cant afford to start any relationship when i feel like something is more important than a relationship.

But i do like to have someone who prioritizes me. I do get lonely sometimes but these days I feel like im content and happy with myself. Ugghhh when will this time ever come??

#journaling