My Diary

jus a 19 year old girl with a-lot goals and ambitions going through real life problems

[luvvsenpai88]

manifestation is so easy for me

[luvvsenpai88]

been having weird dreams lately….

[luvvsenpai88]

fuckkk next GOAL /GET A CARRR!!!/

[luvvsenpai88]

First photo with my new camera #Photography #newcamera #nature

[luvvsenpai88]

AHHH i just bought a nikon coolpix p600. SO EXCITED for my career to start HEHE sometimes you just gotta take risk and say fuck it!

[luvvsenpai88]

Dear diary, Ugh so recently i’ve been thinking if i really wanna do photography or videography……the concept of making a scene 🎬 then a story that comes along with it just is like wow but then photography in my opinion captures so much as well as a video. what a photo catches is a memory, feeling, sense. Don’t know what to fully commit too😒

[luvvsenpai88]

Feels so good to be away from my narcissistic mother but so sad to be away from my siblings:/

[luvvsenpai88]

Dear diary, I would like to congratulate myself for paying off my online hs school even though i know its not as much effort as kids who actually finished there high school life in person but the fact that i saved up almost 2,000 for just my diploma by myself makes me happy:) so im saying good job to myself for graduating and-getting a diploma 👩‍🎓 yay to me !!

[luvvsenpai88]

ummm can someone pls tell me how to lucid dream 😴

[luvvsenpai88]

Dear diary , I really wanna do photography but recently i’ve also been thinking about doing film. don’t know where to start tho :/

I hope that one day i meet someone who also likes photography and we can both travel together 🌃

Idea

They should make a game on steam were you’re a Princess 👸 in a castle 🏰 and you have to play this type of open world story mode gameplay with missions and drama and a bunch of fantasy characters are in there 🧌🧙‍♀️

Things i want to get done

Learn how to drive

Buy a camera

Get a whole new closet of clothes hehe

save up for a car

build my credit score

Fix my teeth

Get a better job!

Meditation

Reading

Studying

Editing

Drawing

Xoxo senpai

[luvvsenpai88]

ugh how i wish i can be Switzerland where its green and pretty ⛰️🍃

[luvvsenpai88]

Dear diaryy my name is senpai hehe, well you know me as senpai. For this public diary im going to become completely anonymous and share all my thoughts,opinions,feelings and write down all genuine,raw emotions without putting them aside. I felt like this was a healthier way than to keep my feelings bottled up in me. It kinda just gives me a sense of clarity, and i hope it inspires other people as well. who knows maybe someone else out there is experiencing the same thing as me. Anyways i want to try to make this fun and edgy ina way. i want to post my goals, achievements, photography, food, books opinions, and overall just thoughts that randomly pop into my head. I feel like i have so many ideas, but dont know who to tell, so this is a perfect place to just dump those ideas and not forget about them. Besides that enough about mee, let me ask you guys a question

Are you chasing your dreams right now?

YESS

no but soon…..

Voting ended onJun 10