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Hate when I miss you

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Am I cursed? Rotten? Bad luck itself? a bad omen?

[skulsakz]

[uuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Lloyd Foster

Say a Prayer for Sal (covered), 2022

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[louisegluckpdf]

got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief

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None of this is real, right?

[kukuaaa]

[fragata]

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to be alone by choice than to feel alone because you were forgotten

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Little Notes from my trip

talk less, let people talk more

picky eater hack: try new foods while tipsy it’s easier

Irish people love reminding you they’re Irish

Europeans call everyone from North America “Americans”

lemonade in Europe = literal lemon water

nothing matters, so everything matters

I’m way too easy to rage bait

I think I want to take culinary classes

I need more hikes in nature

I only need one backpack, not two

always carry cash and coins

learn how to read a real map, not just Google Maps

always keep a journal on you

I didn’t socialize much and it was exactly what I needed

a sandwich is always necessary

I need to create more everyday

a lot of people are ignorant or misinformed some mean to be but most don’t

I’ve been really into kino lately

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It’s such a strange feeling to be standing in so much beauty, feeling grateful for mother earth and life’s small wonders but hold a generational weight of sadness that isn’t entirely mine. I find peace in solitude and love being invisible for a while. It’s never the world itself that hurts, only what people do within it

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Where I journaled from yesterday

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Will it ever stop?