How I entered the void in less than 5 minutes last night (If someone doesnât shift with this, Iâll scream)
I wouldnât be sharing this and putting myself at risk of sounding like a lunatic who posted one method, and is now posting yet another version of it, if I didnât have a reason for it. Idk, gut feelings are hard to explain (Iâm aware I sound insane right now)
But Iâve never been more excited to share something in my life, sooo that might attest to something.
This will work for everyone in some way. And Iâve never been more certain of anything ever. (Except for the time I pspspspsâd at a black kitty on the sidealk at night, which ended up being a trash bag, and I found out I had horrible eyesightâbut thatâs not the point here).
This isnât anything brand new. Itâs like my method people have been seeing results with, but stripped down to its bones. Simplified to the core, which Iâve learned actually makes it more effective.
(unless youâre someone who prefers something detailed and objective, then yeah, stick to my main method and ignore this)
This doesnât care about your beliefs. Doesnât care about your identity, your self-concept, your doubts, your contradictions. It doesnât matter if youâre into non-duality, law of assumption, law of attraction, or donât even have a belief system. This method does not give a single shit. And I say that with confidence, because when this worked for me last night, I was crying. Genuinely, majorly depressed. Everything I usually cling to, all my beliefs about shifting and consciousness and the nature of realityâI wasnât mulling over any of it. I was flat out over existence itself, and it still worked.
⢠First, understand something: The screen of space youâre looking at right nowâeven if your eyes are closedâis the same screen where your DR, CR, the void, your dreams⌠all of it⌠will appear. Thatâs your canvas. Always.
⢠This works best with WBTB (wake back to bed), so set an alarm for about 3 hours after you fall asleep. You want to wake up just tired enough that going back to sleep is easy, but youâll still have some control. (You can also do this as youâre going to bed, but it was 3 AM for me after I had woken up,,, so do with that info what you want).
⢠Now, get this into your head: Youâre not entering the void or shifting from a place of calm or confidence. Youâre doing it from pure exhaustion. Youâre doing it from âfuck this shit, Iâm doing it anyway.â
You can doubt. You can feel like shit. But the attitude that follows is âfuck it.â Youâre tired of trying, and tired of being on this journey. So youâre just gonna do it. Fuck it.
⢠Lie on your back. (I personally like my back, but Iâve done it on my side too, and it still works. Doesnât matter. Donât overthink it. This doesnât matter)
⢠You can move. Just donât care that you moved. After the next step, you wonât even be paying attention to your body anyway, and itâll go numb naturally,, so the idea here is âfuck it, this doesnât matter.â
⢠Now: Notice the black behind your eyes. Just that. The blackness. Donât try to notice your awareness yet. Just focus on the black. Look at it. Really look at it. LOOK. Keep choosing to look at it again and again. Widen your eyes over and over again, and keep refocusing on it. This will keep you alert, but youâre not forcing yourself to stay alert, got it? It happens naturally, because youâre reeeeally looking at the black behind your eyes.
⢠Your bodyâs gonna want to fall asleep. Donât fight it, donât care about it, because the fact that youâre looking at the black behind your eyes will naturally keep you from falling asleep.
⢠You keep your mind locked on that black space, almost like youâre watching a movie screen, but nothingâs playing yet. What happens? Youâll keep wanting to fall asleepâbut widening your eyes and choosing to watch the black will keep waking you up. Youâll be in this liminal place going: âFuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. Iâm doing this. Fuck it. Donât care.â
(What I mean by âwidening your eyesâ even though theyâre closed is: when your eyes are closed, donât let them go slack like they do when you're falling asleep. Keep them wide and alert, like you're trying to watch something in the dark. You're not tensing them, just holding that sense of openness, like you're staring through your eyelids).
⢠What happens next: Suddenly youâll feel your awareness. Youâre just awareness now. Naturally. You didnât right off the bat try to pay attention to your awareness,, you just realized that you are it. Why? Because when you feel confined to that black space behind your eyelids like a coffin, with nothing else around you, thereâs nowhere else to run to other than your awareness. Your body will be numb, and your surroundings distant, irrelevant. And youâll think: âWait⌠Iâm just my awareness.â
⢠And then your brain might do what it always does: âOh no. What if Iâm overthinking? What if Iâm messing it up?â And you remind yourself: âIâm literally awareness. I can overthink if I want. Iâm awareness goddamnit. Fuck it.â
⢠Youâll start switchingâback and forthâbetween two things (because thereâs nowhere to run to):
1. Looking at the black behind your eyelids
2. Noticing your awareness itself
Keep flipping between the two like youâre flickering the lights on and off in a room, but donât force this. Youâll look at the fact that you simply are, and you'll look at the black,, and youâll think: âdamn?? Iâm just my awareness.â
⢠Then youâll start to sink. Youâll feel the pull as hypnagogia grabs your hand and says âso where are we going, bestie?â From here, you can either:
A) Keep going as you feel yourself sink, and youâll fall straight into the void state effortlessly.
B) As you feel yourself sink, you can choose to lucid dream, astral project, or just plain shift from here. To shift: affirm, assume, observe, do whatever you want. The way I shared that I like to do this is by observing my awareness in my DR, observing the fact that Iâm aware there (just pretend youâre there, no need to try too hard).
The point is: whatever happens next, if it happens very very quickly, donât panic.
If this somehow doesnât work for youâthough I genuinely believe it will work for someoneâjust know the reason I share so many things is because I deeply believe everyone needs different things. The core of shifting stays the same to me:
You are only awareness, and you observe your desired reality until all other options collapse.
But how you get into that is wildly personal. What works for me might not click for you, just like what works for you might not click for me, and thatâs fine.
Thatâs why I keep offering optionsânot to confuse you, not to invalidate anything Iâve said before, but to give you more pathways of realizing how powerful you already are. If one method feels off, try another. My main method is still my go-to: observe my awareness in my DR, exist there, decide Iâm there because where else would I be??âbut I love giving variety because maybe this next one might be the one that opens it all up for you.
Edit: (this just came to mind) donât place a time expectation on any method. This one worked in less than 5 minutes for me, but the next time I try it, it could happen in 10, maybe 20. I donât know. So if you try this, and it doesnât immediately work in the way you expect it to, take a deep breath and keep trying, because eventually something has to happen. Trust me.
