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i can finally post again 😁
i literally slept for 15 hours yesterday
meal log for today so far (really hoping i don't binge or go over 800)
morning: 3/4 cup of frozen berries(90)
school: quest cookies & cream crispy bar(150)
afternoon: lean cuisine macaroni & beef(270)
total: 420
(i don't add fruit cals to my total because they're mostly negative calorie and i burn it off anyways)
i hate school because i cant scroll through tumblr 24/7 so i start to lose motivation
i need to work on spending more time on here
got my 10k steps in today!! still super bloated and whatever but i only had an apple and a quest bar. right now i'm just sitting in bed and drinking my diet coke :)
ugh i want a cigarette
there's something about being outside alone that makes me dissociate
ate my quest bar(190) and now i'm going on a walk to hopefully help my metabolism and also because i literally have nothing to do
ew i just looked down at my stomach and it looks so bloated im gonna cry
went home from school early today because my stomach is upset which was nice cause i hate school so much omfg
i ate an apple for the fiber to hopefully get more of what i ate last night out of me. i wasn't planning on low restricting today because i don't want to accidentally trigger a binge cycle but i don't think i'm hungry enough for dinner so i'm gonna skip it
maybe a little tmi but i finally shit!!
it was mostly me pissing out of my ass but after last night i'll take what i can get 😍
let's hope i don't shit myself at school tho.. #glamorous!
having to wear baggy clothes to hide your bloat the day after a binge<<<<<
lowkey binged today..
like i said i already ate the 790 cals but then i started trying to get hits out of my old carts and got the munchies so quickly. i ended up eating a snickerdoodle cookie, a cinnamon muffin, and smart sweets peach rings
so im not going to fast tmr cause i am NOT about to start another binge cycle because that was literal hell so im making a meal plan for tmr rn!
why tf is it so fucking hard to find drugs near me
like i know where to get all the weed, shrooms and acid i want but where are the mfs w the REAL drugs 😞
it's all a waiting game
remember that
umm so kinda embarrassing but after i ate my pasta, i still felt like i had to eat so i had a protein cookie(250) and my ice cream(260) which i wanted to save for later :((
that puts me at 790 cals for today which is still technically good but im lowk at that point where anything above 600 is way too much. im not upset with myself because i've found that usually leads to a binge but it's still not ideal yk? i hope it'll actually be good for my metabolism because i think it's the most i've eaten in the past 6 days and i haven't had a REAL shit in like 3 days. tmr i'm going to weigh in and try and fast all day and hopefully i don't gain :)
stocking up my snack drawer with the snacks ppl buy for me that i don't eat>>>