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One day i'll smash my head in with a brick and everything will be better

I dont think i will ever fully recover from

I need to fall off the face of the earth and never come back

Cutting yourself with no remorse but then seeing your friends suffer and do the same and feeling deeply sad

Just fasted for 22hrs nobody can tell me shit

I wish i could disappear and never come back

Does anyone ever want to cut themselves so badly after an interaction with their evil father

Or is it just me

I was born to love and to be loved

Not for hookups and temporary relationships

All american girl, youre just the best for me

i am not normal about food

or my body

or relationships

or my sense of self

or sex or intimacy

even if you kill me i will never die my words will live forever

ive always wanted a boyfriend who would show up at my house waiting for me with flowers and an apology but ive yet to experience it

wanting to have the power of teleportation is really just the desire to disappear from any given situation

Lol whats the point of fasting and counting calories if u arent dropping weight 💔

had to admit to my new therapist today that i have an ed.... dont know how to feel rn

he is not my soulmate

soulmates dont come and go

soulmates dont lie and break promises

soulmates dont choose other people over you

he is not my soulmate

vividly imagining what it would be like to hit my head with a brick repeatedly until my skull broke

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