Abdulmjeed ; @majode8 - Tumblr Blog

I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.

sa-dnesss

“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

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sa-dnesss

“I don’t like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out. I am really tired.”

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worthless-misery

Dear diary...

Every day that passes is just another battle against myself...

I'm tired...

sa-dnesss

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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memoir-of-stars-deactivated2024

“I know that feeling. You have to do something. You have to change something radically, because you can’t stay like you are for another second, or you’re going to explode.”

— Jennifer Echols, Forget You (via exoticwild)

Concerto Alevta - Peer Raben (Eros OST)

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noar94

ربما تحصل على مُبتغاك في مرحلةٍ مُتأخّرةٍ جدًا، لكن من خلال هذا التأخُّر، تكون قد قطعت صِلتك بأفكارك اليائسة، وتدرَّبت على الصبر حتى صار جزءًا مُتأصِّلًا من صفاتك، واكتسبتَ نفْسًا قوية اعتادت على مَشقّة الاحتياج، فإنّ ثمرة التأخُّر؛ أن تفرح بنفسك القوية أكثر من حصولك على مبتغاك

chaosdisorganized

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.