Seemingly needlessly shut away in her husband's mental wellness facility, Lady Devereaux struggles with her place in the institution as well as her isolation.
There was only a brief pause in the movents of the curly blonde when Dr. Araphael Ota let himself into the suite. He watched her for a moment, making mental notes, as this was not a place for pens and clipboards. Her appearance was always of interest to him, so contradicting was the way she looked against the way she moved.
Her youthful face didn’t pin her much older than sixteen or so with her doe eyes and soft cheeks. The unruly golden curls she tried to tame with romantic twists and braids and bows resisted all the more with each effort she put forth to keep them at bay in the way that a cheeky child crosses the threshold of a room they’ve been kept from, but no more than a few tiny toes over that line.
And yet…when she moved it was so practiced, so choreographed and meaningful, without blunder or hesitation, as if this had been ritual for fifty, perhaps even sixty years. Her posture never faltered and though she had no servants here, Araphael knew that she saw herself exactly as she carried herself–even at a mere twenty years of age.
“How have you been this week, Lady Devereaux?”
Setting down the tea service, Lady Marie Devereaux gave him a little scowl as he reached into his breast pocket for his cigarettes. She didn’t bother to scold him when he lit it this time. Whether she had given up on the offense or didn’t have it in her today was to be decided.
“This week has been just the same as last week,” she replied, offering the plate of individually wrapped snack cakes as if she had baked them herself, “I’m ready to go home now.”
“Are you not comfortable here?”
It was an unusual facility to be sure, her quarters in particular. Lady Devereaux, having the benefit of being wed to the founder of The Institution, was allowed a suite that spanned a square footage larger than many of the staff members’ personal apartments. Almost everything inside had been designed for her to such an extent that none of the other patients on her floor actually knew she was just the same as they were. She held tea in her sitting room, fretted over her outfits in her walk-in closet, lounged in her parlor, and though there were no restraints to be found on her four poster bed, the military grade locks on the doors and windows were all hidden by scrolling filigree and ostentatious metalwork befitting a lady of her status.
“I don’t belong here,” she corrected, “you and I both know this.”
“Do we? You’ve only been here six months.”
As if this were nothing more than a sour business deal, Marie smiled as she added sugar to her tea, leveling her gaze with him.
None of the other patients looked doctors in the eye or served them tea, treating them as peers or even friends. She knew this. She observed, and she absorbed. She did not behave in the manner the others did, with cast down eyes or shrinking back when she was approached. She didn’t speak in tongues or rave. She had no hallucinations or phantom friends, no paranoia or obsessive behaviors. She was not too old for her family to deal with any longer and she was not and never had been unable to maintain control of her bodily functions so no. She did not belong here.
“I know who I am,” she told him carefully. If she got too excited, too aggressive, he would leave and her plea would be dismissed. “I have healed from the accident and I am…fine. If Colin would just come to see me, to speak to me himself, he would see.”
Araphael watched with interest as she spoke, looking and listening for hints that she was any different than the week prior, but alas, she had made no significant change. Unfortunate. A lack of progress made her boring.
“He writes to you. Extensively.”
Lady Devereaux’s jaw set then and he watched as her eyes welled up, frustration thrashing behind them. Yes, Lord Devereaux wrote her exceedingly lengthy letters. They arrived with fresh flowers every five days and while the flowers were such pretty things, this young woman suffered from dyslexia to such a crippling extent, she was nearly illiterate.
“He needs to see me,” she whispered, her words so frosty, Dr. Ota wondered if her tea may have frozen over.
But Colin had no plans to see her. Instead, he enjoyed the reports of her confusion, of her despair, and of her growing irritability, for Lord Devereaux was not the doting husband he donned the mask of. The letters he sent were intentionally difficult and his absence was reasoned away with redundancies and non-reasons despite him so often being in an office just one floor above her suite while she remained alarmingly unaware.
Araphael cared nothing for this marital disaster nor did he find any joy in what was little more than psychological torture, but Colin Deveraux was the front runner in the study of the human psyche. He particularly thrived on molding it which he much preferred over breaking. There was much to be learned here and it was merely an unfortunate coincidence that Marie was a lucid specimen.
“Why did you marry him?” he wondered, helping himself to little cake.
What a strange question, and a more interesting response. As if she had never been upset, Marie sat up straighter, her head tilting to one side ever so slightly, a warm smile plastering on her face. An illumination, like flipping the switch on an animatronic.
“He loves me,” she replied, a hint of laughter in her answer, as if it should have been obvious. It was the same way she responded to the question each time he asked. Uncanny and mechanical. Programmed. Thirty-nine times since her arrival.
“I’m sure he does. But what made you decide to get married?”
Again, she repeated the motions, the moments, the response and the doctor found himself annoyed with it today, like he’d suddenly been locked out of the conversation and could go no further, could discover nothing more.
“So…” he took a different direction, “how did he propose?”
This time he watched as her face lit up even more and she moved forward, setting the teacup down. Ah, this might prove to be interesting. Marie was such an animated character when she spoke freely.
“Oh Dr. Ota,” she sighed, he hands splayed out in the air before her, grey eyes bright and shimmering in the glow of her lamps, preparing to regale him with one of the most romantic moments she’d ever lived. “He–”
But there she stopped, frozen. For a few seconds, she didn’t move at all, but then she splayed her hands again, taking a breath, and when she made an attempt to speak, nothing came out. Her mouth didn’t even form a word and he could see the way her eyes danced a rapid vibration the same way they did when she tried to read.
Her memory was not yet fully recovered from her accident. Colin himself had expressed this, claiming he didn’t want to begin any projects with her until she was at her best, like a sadist who heals their victims between torture.
Defeated, she dropped her hands to her lap, her eyes following suit for the first time.
“I don’t remember,” she whispered, “why don’t I remember?”
Her submission did not last long, challenge rising up in time with her chest, eyes narrowed in annoyance.
“That’s not why I’m here. One fuzzy memory isn’t why I’m here.”
“Was your mother happy that day?”
“Of course not,” she spat, “Claire has hated me since the day I was born.”
“And your father? Was he proud to give you away?”
“Arthur–” another stall. “he–Arthur–my–”
“Tell me about your tenth birthday.”
He knew these sorts of questions were not productive and when she stood, he wondered if he might finally break a wall down within her. Whether it be to trigger her lost memories or to examine a facet other than the one she’d been showing the past six months, he didn’t care. The brain worked in so many ways, he’d study whatever she threw at him.
“I don’t see how that matters.”
“What did you want most for Christmas as a little girl?”
“Your best friend’s name? A memorable vacation? The first book you read? Your least favourite relative? Your first pet? Childhood hobbies?”
“Lady Devereaux can you tell me anything about yourself that was not dictated to you after your accident? Is there anything you know about yourself that you haven’t been told?”
He hadn’t meant to be so aggressive, but the way she deflated was oh so satisfying. Sinking back down onto her sofa, the blonde stared through the table, wracking her brain and he knew he’d made headway.
“You are here,” he said softly, approaching the subject with apprehension and caution, “because you do not know who you are. You were not able to uncover memories on your own at home. That is why Lord Devereaux brought you to us.”
“I’m not crazy,” she breathed, “I’m not.”
“No,” he agreed, “you’re not crazy.”
That was enough for this week. With any luck, she would stop resisting The Institution and his work with her would be far more interesting than the idle chit-chat and lamenting he’d endured for far too long. After all, he’d been hand-picked by Edmund Hojo to run this facility alongside Colin. It was time he had specimens worthy of his stature in the project.
Though as uninteresting as this socialite was, what had come in earlier that day to the research floor did seem to have much more merit. Hojo’s supposed ‘scraps’.
A young blond man who called himself ‘Zack’.