hi, love!! how’ve you been doing lately ??? sending love and hope you’ve been treating yourself kindly 💗💗💗
omg hi 🥺 school has absolutely been kicking my ass and i’m tired of it ! i’ll try to get rest after my chemistry midterm :^) but you better be doing the same and treating yourself with all the love and care >:(
DJDKDK ANGIE that sent me into a laughing fit but omg yes.. why are zoom calls so awkward .. in the beginning they asked all of us to introduce ourselves and my wifi started acting up right at that moment so it was just everyone staring my frozen screen while i was like 👁_👁 and it took me way too long to figure out what was up. and then like they moved on pretending they actually heard my introduction 😔 sharing this so you can feel more of that second hand embarrassment
AJSSJA NOOOO well at least you didn’t say something questionable when you thought you were on mute ... because that might happen to me soon 👁👄👁
AGNES i miss you omg how are you 😭 and.. yes university doesn't feel real like ever.. i wish i could tell you to not cheat like a good fellow student but i'm in the same boat so 😳
omg moon!!! my brain is ROTTING.. i have been reading shakespeare for idk how long ... and this virtual orientation my school did kinda gave me second hand embarrassment 😭
OH MY GOD YOU GO TO UBC???? I remember reaching out to you on anon like in September 2019 about unis bc we're both from BC and like saying a couple words about UBC and it's application??? Anyways I got into UofT it's amazing that you got into UBC I remember you were hoping for that! (I also could be very wrong.)
hehe UofT is such an achievement to get into!! i got an alternate offer from(i applied to a science program but they offered me social sciences/humanities with a scholarship) so i rejected them :( but omg i’m so proud of u for getting in!!
okay I need that date with you I want to cook with you and /slow dance in the kitchen/!! I love and miss you, Agnes, I hope you’re doing okay!!
aaa i just need to see you 🥺 but i’m hanging out with a boy for the first time in like 4 years and i’m kinda nervous ?? ik he doesn’t like me but still and he’s bringing his friend along ?? i’m just feeling aaaah about it
probably money or nothing .. my birthday isn’t that special to me 😌
two ; what was the last song / album you listened to?
last song was the chaser by infinite
three ; what is your go to snack when you’re hungry?
chips or croutons (don’t question the croutons)
four ; what is your morning routine?
brush my teeth, eat something if i’m hungry, do my skincare (i do more when i go out i swear .. i just don’t go out as often anymore)
five ; what mythical creature would you be?
100% a vampire ;)
six ; how do you interact with someone you don’t like?
i just don’t make an effort to interact with them but if they try to talk to me i’ll answer in short sentences
seven ; how do you define a toxic person?
someone who never gives in a relationship and takes advantage of the other person, never caring about the other’s wellbeing or happiness
eight ; have you ever been to a concert or a fan-meet? if not, would you want to?
yes!! i’ve been to astro, nct 127, and superm! but i really want to go to a bts concert but they only go to the east part of canada :))
nine ; do you believe in astrology? why or why not?
i don’t think i believe in astrology but i like seeing the predictions and analysis that comes with it. i don’t think the stars and planets can determine our personality but it’s interesting to see how people interpret it
ten ; if you could have only one sense (hearing, touch, sight, etc.), which would you keep?
i think i would go with sight .. it’s too important to me to pass up but a close second would be hearing or touch
eleven ; who is your favorite celebrity or idol?
tbh i don’t think i have a favourite but i’ll go with jaemin bc his bday is the password to my phone 💀
twelve ; if you could talk to your favorite celebrity for a limited time, what would you tell them?
probably that i appreciate them and all the work that they do .. i’m too shy to say something like ily 😔
thirteen ; I’m taking you out on a date. where are we going?
oh my 😳 well i definitely need to go to an art gallery with you and maybe i can cook for you and we can slow dance in the kitchen and stargaze at night .. haha unless ? 😳
fourteen ; do you prefer sweet or savory?
sweet! i bake too much for my own good ..
fifteen ; do you have any merch from any of your favorite artists?
i have 3 albums (all nct) and they all came with photocards and some posters .. but i have so many exo posters in my room bc my friend gave me them and idk what to do with them 😀
i’ve read some of your writings a while back and seriously your writing is absolutely beautiful (and heart-wrenching) i can’t believe i didn’t follow you before now please forgive this mere mortal while i cry in the corner
ANSJSJAJ PLEASE NO ONE IS OBLIGATED TO FOLLOW ME and i’m excited to read more of your writing love!!
saw this going around so describe your mutuals with a certain ~vibe~! :)
I tried to do as many mutuals that I normally talk to/interact with so I’m so sorry if I missed you!!! It’s not really an aesthetic or vibe but a scene/emotion, ig, that they reminded me of or I could envision for them...? Everyone got one scene but this ended up being way too long with all the mutuals I did too so it’s all under the cut !
@jaesmintea — You’re hard at work at your desk when your friends barge into your dorm with a dramatic flourish, pulling you out of your desk before you can even blink. Though you complain of an early class the next morning, you’re smiling, and anticipation swirls in your gut, shines in your eyes. You willingly get caught up in the storm of your friends as they animatedly prepare for another night of adventure.
@valentinesicheng — It’s about to storm. There’s a distant rumbling of thunder, and the air is heavy, though not oppressively so. You take in the comforting orange of the sunset as you push open the door of your childhood home, and you make your way up the familiar steps to begin cleaning out some old belongings that have been sitting in the storage room for a little too long. Nostalgia sits in the pit of your stomach as you rummage through each box, but you don’t feel regretful as you place items in the give away pile; objects may come and go, but memories stay.
@masterninjacow — You’re sat in a quaint, cozy corner of a cafe in Paris, late morning light caressing the furniture around you. There’s a half-eaten croissant and recently-filled mug beside you on your table, but they’re hardly at the forefront of your mind as you continue to scribble and write at the leather-bound journal in your hands. The baristas hardly bat an eye at your presence, used to you lingering at that corner table for hours as you simply write away at the fragments of time, inspiration at the tip of your pen.
@legendnct — You’re at the arcade, deep in focus as you attempt to best your friend at a dance game. Your tongue sticks out of your mouth, and you lean heavily on the bar behind you. Left, right, up, up, down, left. They beat you and you groan, but it’s good-natured as they collect their tickets. The both of you head up to the award desk to pick a prize, and they end up getting a stuffed animal which they give to you. You feel your heart swell with affection as you pull them into a hug.
@minsprings — You’re practically flying. One order down, already on the phone with another client, another friend. Writing down notes and finishing products that you wrap up neatly into a box, ready to be shipped. Once you start working, it’s hard to stop; you want to finish quickly yet well-done, and you’re almost caught off guard when you turn around to find no more work to do. It’s refreshing; it’s rewarding to know you’ve done your best, and that hard work pays off.
@coshuangmos — One. Two more. Four more stacked on top that veers to the side dangerously. You didn’t seem to notice, or rather, mind, the increasingly large pile of books beside you as you browsed the shelves. How were you supposed to pass by without taking a few? Books were invaluable; they taught you skills, they took you on adventures, they informed you and made you feel a plethora of emotions you didn’t think you’d ever experience in your everyday life. You carefully lifted your stack and made your way to the counter. You could never understand why the library was never crowded; the path of knowledge must be a well-kept secret, and people may only find out if they’d read but a page.
@xiaocity — You excitedly dropped the clothes you ordered onto your bed, and your friends watched you expectantly as you disappeared into your closet. Dramatically, you stepped out to model one of the outfits, and your friends began to laugh and cheer at your performance and fashion sense. You couldn’t hold the act for long, for a smile soon broke across your own lips and you giggled along with them.
@markswoman — It’s quite beautiful, really. Wonderfully crafted, the textured paint and vibrant colors impeccably placed to draw the viewer’s gaze around the painting. You didn’t realize how long you had been standing before the masterpiece, your hand stiff from being cupped under your chin, your blazer uncomfortably cinched around your shoulders. You clear your throat quietly as you smooth out your outfit and your features, and you glanced behind you at the rest of the gallery. Patrons amble around, stopping before statues and art pieces for only a few moments before continuing on their way again. You give the painting one more longing glance before placing your hands in your pockets and stepping away to mimick the other viewers—never realizing the beauty of a moment, the beauty of the creations of humankind.
@4-sun — You sit in your backyard, a book open on your lap and lemonade in hand. You’re supposed to head in soon, you know, but before you can stand, you hear the leaves rustling off to the side. When you look up, you’re staring into the eyes of a deer, gentle yet majestic. You regard each other with a dull sense of respect and wonder before the deer seems to nod and disappears back into the woods.
@jupitersmark — You didn’t realize you were picking up speed as you rode down your subdivision’s sidewalk. The morning air felt refreshing as you passed people walking, and you stopped pedaling to glide by. The trees and houses passed by in a blur, and you felt the urge to close your eyes and simply feel the movement of your bike, your body, your bones. Your eyes only snapped open when a crack in the sidewalk almost sent you toppling sideways.
@henderbeans — You pushed the gas station door open lazily and strode over to where your friend was sitting on the curb. You joined them, and you stretched your legs out across the asphalt as you took a swig of your slushie. The both of you nodded at some people that entered the store, and your friend passed you the hand-held fan as they pulled up a show to watch on their phone. And even though it was unbearably hot, you still rested your head upon their shoulder as the show began.
@jaemericano — “You cheated!” You gasped with a laugh as you threw a blueberry at your friend across the table. They only smiled sheepishly and laid down their cards, saying something about their luck as they took a bite out of an orange slice. The morning breeze kept the summer heat at bay from your porch, and your laughter mingled with it as it carried your voices down the road.
@yinxiong — You purse your lips as you watch the popcorn bag begin to expand in the microwave, taking its sweet time. Your friends ambled back and forth between the living room and the kitchen in search of snacks, and the ding of the microwave seemed to shock them to life as they hurried back to the couch. You snorted as you poured the popcorn into a bowl, and you happily settled between two of your friends as you pressed play, the blue light of the screen illuminating your faces.
@imaginedreamies — You’re dropping in at your favorite cafè quickly before you head to work. Though you keep checking your watch as you wait in line, the second you see the cashier, you can’t help but return their infectious smile. When did the smell of coffee become so potent? When did the atmosphere become so refreshing? And so as you wait for your drink to be made, you decide to ignore time and instead bask in the simplicity of it all.
@xingmis — The bell above the door of the old-fashioned candy shop rings, signaling your arrival. Children, with their parents in tow, dance between your legs as you make your way to the shelves. You pack an assortment of chocolates and candies into a bag, and the man behind the counter is dressed just like an old-timey worker. The shop feels so out-dated, so thrown back in time, that you can’t help the knowing smile that crosses your lips.
@nakyngs — You brushed your fingers through your dog’s fur absently, a smile playing at your lips. The second you went to pull your hand away, he whined and gave you pleading eyes. “Oh, fine, just a little while longer,” and he happily nuzzled back into your hand as your petting was renewed with an affectionate vigor, your face pressing against his scruff with a fond giggle.
vi i could honestly write a whole 10k word essay about how much i love you BUT for the sake of everyone else i’ll keep it short:
you’re an absolute ray of sunshine, and you never fail to put a smile on my face whenever you post smth on here or in the group chat 💕 you presence is an absolute blessing and i’m so so happy we became friends
Di!!! Youre one of the sweetest and most creative people I know, legit your universes?? *chefs kiss* And everytime we interact through asks or messages or wtv I get so excited but you’re just! So easy to talk to and fun and nice and I’m literally so thankful to know you 🥺💞
STEPHHH your presence on my dash is like this sort of glowing magical pendant bcs every time i see you i’m like super happy !! and your writing?? it’s so easy to read AND beautiful like not a lot of people can pull that off :( overall im just so happy to be mutuals (or really, just follow you) !! 🥰
moon my heart speeds up whenever i see you in my notifs or on my dash and it makes me 😳 but all of your works are so GOOD and just pleasing to (re)read all the time icb we became mutuals ... still in awe to this day 🥰
idk who to tag i think most of my moots have done this so ❤️
genre | angst, suggestive, (slight) fluff, badboy!au, exes!au, high school!au
word count | 12.1K
synopsis | He was your ex. You broke it off a year before, and it didn’t end on a very good note. Now he seemed that he was ready to reintroduce himself into your life, but you weren’t going to let him in so easily again, not after what he put you through.
warnings | cursing, drinking, smoking, bad homelife, romanticization, mentions of cheating, possessiveness. do not accept this kind of behavior from anyone irl
The minute you turned off the car, all of the doors opened and the girls scrambled out with shouts of gratitude directed your way before the doors closed again. You rolled your eyes and waved them off as you picked up your bag and stepped out into the parking lot. The rising sun peeked at you over the roof of the school building, and you instantly winced as you dropped your head to avoid the bright glare. It was way too bright for the headache you were sporting right now, though it was nice of the sun to wish you a good morning.
You shut your car door with a thud and locked it before heading towards the front entrance. Teenagers mingled around you until you found yourself surrounded by groups on either side as you started down the hallway, and though your lips twitched downwards at the loud volume they conversed in, you made sure to smile at anyone who greeted you. Your surroundings seemed to blend much like your muddled thoughts as you finally made it to your first class, where you plopped down beside a boy named Jisung.
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