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SCOTT STREET

by Phoebe Bridgers

This song truly grabs my heart and will have a special place in my heart. It reminds me of my happiest and most outgoing self. The one who enjoys anything without feeling guilty. The one who laughs with real emotions. The one who will not experience herself the pain that I am experiencing right now. The one who is unaware of all the small things in her surroundings. The one kid that everybody knows is just a happy kid. The one who enjoys little things and just does what she wants. Remembering these old characteristics of me makes me sad because I am so far from what I am before. If my two self will talk to each other I know that they don’t have similarities to tell. One is genuinely happy and one is deeply broken. Missing the old you is one of the most heartbreaking things you can feel because seeing yourself slowly fading away from the old you. Seeing yourself mature and will handle her problems alone. Part of maturing is losing people who had been special to you. Doing things alone and most importantly healing alone.

This song gives me calmness yet at the same time is painful to listen to. The line “Don't be a stranger,” made me remind of the people who are special to me. We shared a lot of memories that made them important to me. I don’t want them to be strangers because they are the ones who made me laugh and feel valued. They let me feel that I have someone to rely on. This face-to-face helped me a lot because of the interactions I have with them. They support and care for what I feel. But, if we need to be strangers I’ll let them go. People come and go, we cannot stop them from leaving if they want it. These people helped me a lot, they helped me heal and be myself. I know that someday we all be having different lives and different paths to take and ll I can wish is for them to be happy and make their dreams come true.

Friends really can make you feel okay. All those small and big things we shared will be treasured. If I were given the chance to live a longer life, I’ll use it to give them what they truly deserve and use it to thank them for their efforts and time. All of them will be treasured and will always be special to me.

BATCH 4 have a special place in my 💗.

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IRIS

by Goo Goo Dolls

It is a song where he can sacrifice everything just to be with his loved ones. Sacrifice is a very treasurable gift or acts that you can give to someone especially when it comes to our loved one sacrifice is easy to do. We can change ourselves for them, but all I can ask is are they willing to do it for you?

The line, “And I’d give up forever to touch you,” reminds me of my grandma who passed away. I miss how she holds and take care of me. I miss the way we bond with each other because we just had a short time together. She is my savior and my best friend. Touching her again will make my soul healed and happy. It will give me a reason to live my life to the fullest. When that time comes, “And I don't want to go home right now,” I just want to stay by her side and hug her tightly.

This song is very relatable to me because, during the time of the pandemic, I used to keep away from my family because I can’t accept the fact that they cannot understand me. All I need was a companion but why did they think that I am rebelling? I just want someone to hold me while I cry and to listen to me while I speak. This line hits hard to me, “Cause I don't think that they'd understand,” because I want to speak out my feelings to them but I can’t. I want them to know what I’ve been experiencing but I can’t because I know they will not understand it.

There are many events that happened in my life during the pandemic one of them is confessing of who I am. I want to be who I am but why don’t they let me? I just want them to know the truth and support me because that is all I want. I want to feel accepted and be loved by them but why they are pushing me away? ”I just want you to know who I am,” this line gives so much meaning to my life. It truly relates to my happenings in life.

We all want to be TRUE to ourselves and we all want to be UNDERSTOOD...

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THE NIGHT WE MET

by Lord Huron

The lines of these songs tell a story of a relationship that ends badly and painfully. The relationship started as toxic and eventually comes to the point where one of them fell out of love. It is a painful feeling since having a relationship with other people is like knowing what they all want and how they act. You know every inch of them, that some things can remind you of them. This happening is very usual to many but this will be one of the most painful experiences you can feel. It is a happening where you start to regret the love and time you spend on the special person. Where you are regretting that you had a relationship with them because that relationship ended you two badly it made you turn into a heartless person.

One of the most painful experiences someone can go through is losing someone who was once the center of their universe, someone they could trust in, confess their secrets to, and share all the things they did in their everyday life. "Take me back to the night we met," expresses a desire to return to the moment when everything was perfect. In the evening, they are simply strangers to one another. That night ends up being a painful experience for him, so he wants to go back. He wants to restart everything where those memories he had with her will not exist.

When I hear the phrase "Haunted by the ghost of you," it makes me think of someone who once held a special place in my heart. She was a very wonderful person, yet she made a mistake that led to my separation from her. She was so precious to me that I am aware of all of her details. We cannot predict the future, but I loved and trusted her with all of my heart. We can't foresee everything that will happen. I'm no longer bothered by her spirit at this point. I acknowledge that everything has its boundaries. I also want to go back to the night we first met because if all of that hadn't happened, my life wouldn't be in such a mess right now.

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ALL I WANT

by Olivia Rodrigo

There is this thing that people all want to feel and experience but why does the world won’t let them? Why does that thing never last? Why do people need to beg to experience it? The thing that we all desire might be a simple word with only four letters, yet we can never be sure if it is real. This song simply desires endless love. A love where you won't feel like the problem and won't need to beg. Love, of which we can affirm the existence. One of the hardest and most painful feelings is falling to the wrong person. The time, effort, and especially the love that spend on that person will be wasted. You created a ton of memories and made plans for the future, but all of it will now just exist in the past. A wrong person can make you question your worth and it can make you stop believing in love again. Why does a love that lasts so hard to find? Our mind is beginning to wonder a lot, such as "Am I not worth fighting for?", or "I'm just not the girl they want?”

A song where it talks about the feeling after all the failed relationships. The failed relationships left her feeling insecure and caused her to believe that everything that had happened was her fault. Asking herself if she is the one who made the mistake or had shortcomings. Failed relationship have lessons to share yet a pain to feel. Being in love can be genuinely addictive and help you grow over time but wrong love will make you a strong person. It can miss you the old you when you are so innocent and young. A pure one where all you know is to be happy and be loved by many. We all hold out hope that one day, after every unsuccessful relationship, real love will appear. A love that will last and be worth it.

As a person who relates to this song, I am also waiting for the love that lasts. A true relationship that is capable of lasting forever. A love that can inspire self-love in myself. Try to value and appreciate oneself after failed relationships. More self-love is lasting and will be worth it in the long run.

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SOMEONE TO STAY

by Vancouver Sleep Clinic

“We all need someone to stay.” Everyone needs someone who will support, guide, and love them unconditionally. Someone who will never judge and leave them despite what he or she is going through. Someone you can run to when the world is against you. People experience hardships in life that they cannot overcome alone, and the saddest thing that will ever happen to your life is seeing yourself alone and realizing that no one will be there for you. Everyone knows how difficult it is to fight alone; it is suffocating and gives the feeling of loneliness. A loneliness that will make you lose yourself.

The first line, “You were alone, left out in the cold,” reminds me of a time during the pandemic when I was struggling and the feeling of loneliness was killing me. I fought it alone and try to be the better version of myself but I realized that fighting alone changed everything. Asking for someone who will stay by my side but why do people think that I am their enemy? All I want is to have someone that will listen to every pain I've gone through. Someone who I can trust and talk to while being myself. Someone who will give me hope and will make me feel better. There was a time that I felt very depressed, waiting for someone to hug me but ending the day without receiving one. Waiting for someone who will ask if I am okay, or just someone who won't leave me to cry and hurt alone. One of the reasons why a hug is very valuable to me is because I know to myself that if someone hugged me that day I would be happier today. On that day, I came to the realization that no one is there for me when I'm in pain, no one is aware of how I'm losing myself, and no one is aware of how I'm gradually giving up.

Fighting alone exhausted me, but it also taught me lessons that made me a stronger person. I now understand that I must handle things by myself and that, in the end, I am all that I have. But, still, wish that someone will be there through my ups and downs.

Someone who’ll STAY, LOVE and FIX me.