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i wanna slit my wrists and bleed out in the bathtub <3
me right now
i’m so fucking tired
if you guys could have any eating disorder superpower, what would it be?
Mine would be silent purging + the ability to get everything up in one go
I haven't been active on here in a while lol. But basically I've been stuck in a binge cycle for fucking ever and I'm seriously so disgusted with myself yet I can't seem to stop
same and its making me so fucking insecure
hey guys, i want this post to be one that helps you take care of your body with an eating disorder. I am making a new series where i share tips to help look after your body/self when you struggle with an eating disorder or self harm, like i do. this one is for bulimics or anyone that purges.
we all are aware of how vomiting or purging can severely damage and harm our teeth so here are a few ways to limit that damage if you're not ready to recover.
- don’t brush your teeth after purging, trust me, i know it feels gross and you will feel disgusting but hear me out. your vomit contains a lot of acid so if you immediately start brushing although it feels like it cleans your teeth but it's just brushing that acid around giving it a bigger area to erode your teeth. instead rinse your mouth out (see next tip) and wait at least an hour before brushing. this will give the acid time to settle.
- after purging rinse your mouth out with either 1. fresh water 2. water with baking soda to combat the acid (it's an acid and a base which neutralises each other) or 3. a fluoride mouth wash which can be nice since it gets that yuck taste out of your mouth while you wait before brushing. you can also buy little bottles that you can carry around any of these things if you feel you are likely to purge when your out. just slip one in your bag, purse or even pocket, you don’t need a massive bottle to clean your teeth.
- floss regularly, bits of acid stuff can get stuck in your teeth and cause a lot of damage so you really will want to get that out as soon as possible
- guys if you're noticing something wrong with your teeth please see a dentist, they know how to help people with bulimia in the sense of fixing teeth. you may be at a high risk for gum infection, tooth decay and more.
i’m not a professional, but i am someone who struggles with purging so these are some things i thought i would share. what do you guys think? do you have any tips?
why the fuck am i fat and skinny at the same time?!
I’m so tired of life
Autumn = <3
I love autumn. I get to wear long sleeves and layered/baggy outfits that hide my scars and body, but the weather isn’t quite cold enough to turn me into a human icicle. That is perfection
I never knew the true depths of sadness until i was crying in the shower listening to prom queen on repeat, relating to much to the song.
TW
actions speak louder then words- by me
If i want to die
that doesn’t make me
a bad person
it makes me a person who
knows how fucked up our world is
I am subject to the torment of
meaningless words formed
into sentences
from the mouths of people
who don’t care
these words provide me
with fuel to
keep
on
cutting
I can be ignored
but actions speak louder then words
will I ever stop?
Me- I hate myself I’m not eating until I’m skinny
Also me- ✨binges✨
ED movies with ratings by me- part 2 <3
once again I've tried not to have spoilers but for the trigger rating there may be couple of plot reveals, but I’ve kept it to a minimum.
My skinny sister- This is a classic I think and honestly I think its better then too the bone (don’t come after me I still love Ellen). Its set from the perspective of Stella who watches as her sister Katya pushes herself further and further to become better and in doing so develops very severe anorexia.
Trigger rating- 8/10, shows her sister purging, over-exercising and very underweight
Cringe- 2/10, it was reasonably realistic but it had all the eating disorder stereotypes, underweight, white, teen, active, female and it had a weird romantic interest between stella and katyas figure skating coach.
Overall- 8/10, its a good movie and I recommend watching it if you haven’t already.
Perfect body- This movie isn’t as triggering as most, but it still has a good eating disorder plot line. In my opinion based of the other movie ratings I’ve done this is more of a classic comfort movie. Its based on a teenage girl who gets a shot at training for the Olympics. Her coach pressures her to loose weight and she gets addicted to the feeling of being lighter. This movie has good style and the main actress does a good job.
Trigger rating- 3/10, she skips meals, there’s an accident, there’s purging
Cringe- 3/10, once again this movie has all the ED stereotypes
Overall-6/10, its a good movie to relax and still get the classic skinny vibe
Starving in Suburbia/Thinsperation- If you ever want to trigger yourself, this one is for you. It shows a dancer the comes across a pro ana website take on a challenge to loose a large amount of weight in a very short period of time. In doing so she pushes away family and doesn’t realise that she’s not the only one with a problem...
Trigger rating- 8/10, There’s pro ana content, bullying, death, she gets very skinny, you’ll know what I mean by triggering if you watch it
Cringe- 3/10, she’s quite dramatic and I think its a bit over played her reaction, most people with eating disorders hide it away and turn it into fuel for more self hating
Overall- 8/10, Almost nothing triggers me more then this (out of all the movies).
Hunger point- This is another film set from the perspective of a girl who’s sister is severely anorexic, both were brought up in a household were being fat was a bad thing and both girls had body image issues until the sister went to far. She ends up in a psychiatric ward with other people suffering form eating disorders.
Trigger rating- 9/10, There’s overdose, feeding tubes, self harm, death, very skinny emaciated girls, pro ana content
Cringe- 2/10, The family was very unsupportive towards her anorexia, despite being the people that created the body dismorphia and self hatred in both of them.
Overall- 8/10, don’t watch this on youtube, watch it on Veoh (the sound quality is way better). I liked this movie a lot and I think the ending was fitting, although it was very sad
Let me know if you guys want part 3
Stay safe <3
ED movie part 2
Hey guys I’ve gotten some request for part 2 for my ED movie ratings, I will post part 2 soon!!!
ED movies with ratings by me<3
I’ve tried not to have spoilers but for the trigger rating there may be couple of plot reveals, but I’ve kept it to a minimum.
To the bone- This is a classic. I really like it because it portrays straight anorexia, I love Ellen’s sarcastic humour and the show uses actors that have struggled with Eating Disorders, so that make it quite realistic.
Trigger rating- 9, shows her very malnourished
Cringe- 8, come on, that doctor was so cringe
Overall rating- 8/10
Sharing the secret- I really like this movie. Unlike To The Bone which shows straight anorexia, this shows straight bulimia. I feel like her mums reaction/response is very realistic because not all parents are like ‘Omg you have an eating disorder, pls eat for me, let me send you to a 5 star inpatient’ Beth is addicted not so much to the control, but the euphoric feeling she gets after she purges.
Trigger rating- 6, shows her vomiting and teaching her friends to purge
Cringe- 1, I really liked this movie and I thought it was good that they showed her binging instead of just eating one bite and throwing it up.
Overall rating- 8/10
The Best Little Girl In the Whole World- They show Casey as the overlooked sibling, in a household with lots of fights. Her anorexia has quite a big control factor and I think they did a pretty good job on her character.
Trigger rating- 6, She goes to the hospital and gets a port/picc line which she rips out and her friend overdoses
Cringe- 5, She’s white, straight, skinny to start of with, reasonably wealthy and that’s how all anorexics in movies are portrayed
Overall rating- 6/10
A secret between friends- I loved this movie its one of the best ones I’ve watched. They have a bulimic and an anorexic so it has a combo. I also like that they show her want to recover before relapsing. it shows how far she’ll go to avoid eating.
Trigger rating- 9/10 She’s held down by doctors when they force a feeding tube down her nose, her best friend ends up having complications from her ed and it shows her very underweight and sickly.
Cringe- 1, I think this was a really great movie
Overall rating- 10/10
Comment if you guys want a part 2, because I’ve got more ED movie ratings if you want them
Stay safe besties:)
Looking for a ana coach
Anyone interested in coaching me? I’m 163cm and 52kgs, I’m looking to loose around 10kgs maybe more.