Hopeless

I want to leave something behind in this world, and more like a trace really. I want people to see how my life was. Anything but normal. I want people to understand and feel my suffering. I mostly reblog things that touch my broken heart and things that I'm interested in. Like serial killers, romance, mental illness, & ect .. >>>Anything that belongs to me will be stated as D.M // Welcome and Enjoy#

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[softwaring]

by tucker

[introvertsnation]

[mentally-distressed]

It feels surreal to be back here after almost three years. In some ways it feels like a lifetime has passed. This was once the place I came to vent, to connect with others, to process everything I was going through. Somewhere along the way, I lost touch with this space maybe because life kept moving forward and I was busy figuring out what it means to be an adult.

A lot has happened since then mostly good, some not so good, but all of it shaped me. Looking back at my old posts, I realize I’m no longer that same person. I’ve made peace with my past, learned to let go, and accepted that not everything is meant to be carried forever. For my own mental health, I had to.

Now I’m simply grateful to be in a better place. Whatever lies ahead, I’m letting God show me the way.

- D.M

[dionysian-mystery]

The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“No-one will love you exactly the way you want them to. You just have to let them do their best.”

—

[anxietyproblem]

[silmarillion-separatism]

Quarantine 2020

[apikaliaa]

“I know I’ll never send this to you and you’ll never see this, but a part of me will always love what we had. & I just wish you knew.”

— Excerpt from a love story that doesn’t exist #13 // a.a

[lipsofspilledink]

“you left anyway. i wasn’t into you at the beginning. you know that. but eventually you made me look at you with new eyes. and i fell. i was so young and innocent, my heart was big and my soul was pure. you touched me with dirty hands like i was just another victim. how could you do that for someone who would die for you? how could you change my mind about how life is beautiful and leave with no remorse? you made me fall just so you could break another heart. you were never intentioned to stay but you made me believe i was the one you wanted to spend your life with. and i did. i believed in you. i believed in every single word that came out of your mouth. i didn’t know people could lie so easily without feeling guilty. but i know now. and i honestly hope you really fall in love for once. and i hope they break your heart in one million pieces so you can never put it together. i hope you lose your purpose in life and never find it again. you turned me into this heartless monster and i want you to suffer like i did. because you didn’t care. you left anyway.”

— (via artwriting)

[ukochane-deactivated20200303]

[naiveasf]

[recaption]

[recaption]

[twuwfm]

[donnaaxng]

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[psych2go]

cr:  classicalartmemesofficial

[rhapsodic-evanescence]

I would sacrifice city lights and taxi rides and airplane views and late night drives and sunset moments and ferris wheel thrills and flower picking afternoons and screaming out loud to the radio and midnight movies and laughing until I cry and Polaroid photos for just a little more time with you.

— Because my favorite things never have compared to you.