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tattoo is mostly done at least the first one just have shading on the one flower to do that and the other tattoo will be done in June desided to not make the ribbon pink (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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the original drawings for my tattoos (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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I have my coffee for the coming week at the drop-in center baged and ready to go each zip top bad has enough grounds coffee for 2 8 cup pots of coffee useing my French press. if i want or need to i can brew each bunch of gounds twice although the second brewing takes longer and is not as strong. I take what i want and share the rest. currently brewing with Starbucks true north blond roast. #coffee #starbucks #blondroast #trurenorth #friends #sharethelove #payitforward #modivation #warmdrink #coffeespeaks #weekdays #respect #kindness #paymentnotnecessary #donationsapreciatedbutnotnessicary (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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a peep show for your enjoyment this easter (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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I just finished writing this POWER 3/25/2018 ‎I am a lost soul, dark like a hole with no goal. just a toll on the world. feeling lost at what cost. wanting to toss in the towel in this dark hour. just let my thoughts devouer me in the tower of power. until my final hour when thoughts devouer all my power. i bloom like a flower in the power. my life devouered in the shower. saving the power for my final hour. (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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this something i'm proud of as cleaning is a challenge for me. aside from the fact that it needs vacuuming and that i didn't notice the drink bottles this is 5 minutes of trash pick up. you barely see the floor when i started the goal is 5 minutes of picking up trash /stuff a day it the goal my social worker and I set. I know it isn't a large area but it is progress (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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it's maddening that once again i get blamed for someone making threats to me. all because i stood up for myself. when the guy was right up in my face yelling at me. and I kept backing away from him. yet I got the blame because i went to the staff and he lied and denied it. all because i put coffee in a travel mug and not a Styrofoam cup 😠😡😬😧

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there is someone on twitch that is using multiple accounts to harass, troll, bully and emotionally abuse the women(mostly) of twich creative 23 people that i know of are being/have been attacked by him. these women have started a petition to make twitch as a whole and the creative community safer as many of these streamers that are getting targeted are scared to stream now because of him attacking them. so please show your support for these streamers and the better ment of safety on twitch by signing the petition found at the link. www.change.org/p/twitch-defending-our-right-to-be-safe-on-twitch (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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I really don't want to adult today. but unfortunately i must go adult and get my eye checked #idontwanna #diabetes #eyedoctor #eyes #babyblueeyes #adulting #spoonie #spoonielife #spoonieproblems #noenergy (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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getting my eyes checked later this morning. I gotta take care of my baby blues (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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here is all 353 pounds of me. 50G boobs and all😊 i have gained 17 pounds since December ☹ yes i admit i need to lose some weight for health reasons. but that doesn't stop me from loving my body the way it is right now😙😍 #lovethyself #lovethybody #bodypositive #reallife #fat #proudfatgirl #realfatgirl #selfconfidence #selfrespect #selflove #selfessteem #atthispointintime #diabetes #type2diabetes #genetics #percriptionmeds #fatfrommeds #donotjudge #dontjudgeme #currage #brave #respect #nonegativity (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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March 12th 2018 blood sugars: high of 15.0mmol/l(270mg/dl) low of 9.7mmol/l(175mg/dl) March 13th 2018 blood sugars: high of 6.1mmol/l(110mg/dl) low of 5.3mmol/l(95mg/dl) #diabetes #type2diabetes #bloodsugar #glucosetest #differentdays #spoonie (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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SASKATOON PEPOLE WANTED: DONATIONS of fabric, OLD CLOTHES and other sewing supplies. CROCUS COOPERATIVE: Crocus provides safe and accepting drop-in centre for adults who have been diagnosed with a mental illness. Anyone accessing Crocus must first become a member of Crocus. Members are able to participate in various programs throughout the day, purchase a healthy meal or snacks from our canteen, and find casual work through our Transitional Employment program. more information about crocus cooperative can be found at this website. http://www.crocuscooperative.org/ crocus cooperative is looking for donations of fabric, OLD CLOTHES and sewing supplies for it's art therapy program. as the members are wanting to learn how to sew and make quilts. crocus has a limited budget for it's art therapy program and relies on donations to keep the art therapy program running. to make a donation to crocus cooperative you can drop off donations at: Crocus Co-op 135 Avenue B South Saskatoon, SK between 9am and 4pm Monday to Friday. closed weekends and holidays. OR contact crocus cooperative Social Program Coordinator: Lisa Borstmayer 306-655-4967 [email protected] (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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I'm sorry I haven't posted Much lately. I've just been dealing with stuff couple of witch are being in a manic episode. and now coming down from that manic episode. I hate bipolar, anxiety and adhd. I hate be mentally ill. but it is part of who I am and part of my life. (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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12 of my 13 squshies on a homemade lanyard. the little plastic loops all broke so i took a plastic yarn sewing needle and threaded yarn right through the squshies #squshies #slowrise #slowrisesquishies #squshy #collection #janpan #addiction #stress #antistress #anxiety #anxieyhelp #copingstrategy #destration #depression #hope #calm #calming #fidget (at Saskatoon, Saskatchewan)

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just finshed making a lanyard out of braded yarn and a cabaner clip that was once a key chain. I have 11 of my 13 squshies on it. they are a big help when my depression and anxiety act up. and lately the depression and anxiety are kick my ass. i am safe but I am not ok

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just wanting someone who understands and maybe been threw this to talk to