A Final Word
to the people who decided to come with me on this journey this is for you
10-26-2021 well, this is a post ive been meaning to make for a very long time now. sorry it took so long for me to get around to it.
im just gonna come out and say it; basically, im thinking of nixing the liveblogging not entirely, of course i owe it to myself to get to the end and im gonna tell you why this blog? this silly little cartoon liveblog of mine?
it has changed my life in so many wonderful ways
i started this blog back during my senior year of high school, i was barely a few months over the age of 18, and my friend and i were thinking about starting a new cartoon to watch and he convinced me to watch SU you know this friend as Human Bob for those of you who dont know, human bob went off to college a while ago, just over a year and the sad truth is we’ve drifted apart a bit no shame in that, it happens and we still talk to each other occasionally but we told each other that we wanted to start building our lives as adults ive recently started doing that myself i finally got my first job and im on my way to building my own life! these are all a bunch of reasons as to why the liveblogging sorta went cold cause the truth is, life happened this liveblog is certainly not in its heyday anymore and im sad to see the state ive left it in but that doesnt mean im not thankful for this blog
i started this liveblog in a very different place from where i am now, but i would not be where i am in life without this silly little tumblr blog heck, im 21 now! that’s how long its been since i started this liveblog before i started this liveblog, i had begun to question my gender identity(around february of 2019 but i wasnt sure just yet) and this blog became a safe place for me to explore my identity as a woman and it solidified it for me and that led to this whole domino effect for the past three years of my life from this blog, i made so many new online friends, one of whom introduced me to my girlfriend and we’ve been dating for over a year(yay) i became confident enough in my identity to pursue transitioning, realized i was gay as hell, and i have a romantic partner whom i adore all because of this silly little blog and i am endlessly thankful for it but the truth is that i became burnt out on liveblogging quite a while ago right around the season one finale, i believe i had scrambled to get the whole season done before the new year and, honestly, it burnt me out and the liveblogging slowly petered out until there were month long hiatuses and more than a few broken promises and as all that was going on, i was missing out on this wonderful community of people who were in love with this show the movie premiered during the course of this liveblog, the future series came and ended the series as a whole, and i was still playing catchup ultimately, i felt like i had missed out and with the whole burnout from liveblogging too hard and stacking more projects onto my already heavy plate like trying to review the comics and liveblogging other cartoons, it was no wonder that i started to drop off the face of tumblr and life stuff was happening as well i had my family to help take care of, i started seeking ways to start medically transitioning, i was battling a lot of my own mental health issues, and i was helping my friend ultimately prepare for his big leave for college not to mention i started to try dating and all that jazz and even earned myself a fair bit of heartbreak(and a lot of complicated stuff because of it, but that stuff is slowly untangling into some positive stuff that im very excited for, so no worries there) but the biggest reason why i stopped liveblogging was because i felt like i had missed out and i think did i could have bingewatched the series back in march of 2019, i could have been there with the community and been a part of the SU movie hype when the trailer and i think the poster dropped, i could have been there for the Future series, i could have watched the Roundtable spew off a whole slew of interesting theories for me to voraciously consume hell, i could have concievably been a part of the film’s premiere cause i think there was a screening in LA? i live in cali and i could have gone, its like 4 hours away! i could have been a part of a fandom that honsetly seemed really cool and i felt like i had missed out on it im not sure what the state of the fandom on this blue app currently is like(or what the fandom is like in general) but if Gravity Falls’ fandom is still going strong to this day, almost 10 years later, im sure this dedicated community is as well and there’s the matter of my friend i started this journey with him and sadly, im afraid ill be continuing this journey without him make no mistake, we didnt have a “falling out” or that there was any kind of dumb drama between us simply, life happened and he’s off studying in college in a different place, far away from me, working a job, dating cute dudes, and doing his best to live his life im super happy for him and he’s very happy for me as well but i started this journey with him seems only right that i at least finish it now, even if its without him so what’s going to happen now? basically, im going to be watching the rest of the SU series on my own time and putting out a comprehensive single review and my thoughts on seasons 3, 4, and 5(so three big reviews, and i mean big), as well as inlcuding some of my genuine reactions to a few parts that i feel deserve it, and adding in some of my theories and how they’ve changed from the info ive gleamed in that season no liveblogs for those seasons and before i do that, ill be touching up on the rest of the half-way finished season 2 episdoes as well and putting them out on here too will i liveblog the movie and the su future series? Maybe, is the answer i can give ill have to see how im feeling by then but i believe that might be doable; a few posts for the movie and like 20 liveblogs for the future series is doable again, im trying to curb any burnout i might have from this im taking things easy and on my own time, this is supposed to be fun! so it might be a while before you see anything from me again, but ill try to be active on the discord in the meantime. youll have to take into account that ive got a job now, im currently working on writing my first graphic novel(yay!!), ive got my girlfriend to take care of(also i found out im a lesbian and polyamorous, for anyone who was curious so yay), and ive got some life stuff to take care, as well as me talking to a lot of online friends i dont plan on making a set schedule or giving myself a deadline here this is for fun and cause i wanna finally finish SU it has been an amazing and fun journey but i hope you can understand why im doing this the way i am now im sorry i cant do it like ive done it before but if i do it like that, ill be here for another 9 years. i feel like i missed out on the fandom and all the amazing things yall got to experience, but i dont think its a total loss, because without this blog, i literally would not be where i am today without it im happy with the way things have turned out in my life because of this blog and its thanks to all you wonderful people and for that, i am so thankful to all of you who stuck around i started this series watching a couple cartoon episodes on my old laptop that could barely run, sitting on a rinky-dink couch in my living room next to my friend, laughing, making jokes, and putting all my thoughts into an open google doc one tab over all so i could liveblog this amazing series and now? well, that friend left a long while ago and im writing all of this from a new laptop and a new couch for those of you who are worried about human bob, dont be he’s doing peachy keen if you ask him; and he is he decided to get off the internet for now, for his mental health he comes back to his tumblr account now and then but for the most part, he’s pretty much just living his life, off the net as for me? im still chronically online and i dont mind it one bit ive made so many friends on here because of this blog, this website, and ive since made many more on other platforms, like twitter who knows, maybe ill post my twitter here at some point, most likely when ive finally published my book and wanna see if yall would be interested in buying and reading it, or maybe you just wanna follow me and see the continuing journey of the ol Migster to be even more honest, ive felt guilty about this blog for a long time i felt like i had abandoned and let all of you fine people down, i felt guilty about the one or two pledges i got on my patreon(which i will be disabling soon enough), and i felt guilty about the discord going silent not anymore this will still take a little time but i want to finish this series and see if i cant get in on the community, in whatever shape its taken im excited for what’s to come and im excited to finally open those two last gifts Human Bob left for me, wrapped up in my closet, two books i believe it was originally three gifts, but the third one was a really expensive jacket and he really wanted it so i just let him have it apparently it was a pink letterman? if so, must look nice if its from the show, but not really my style, so im not heartbroken. and if the ol’ Sugar Monster were to ever make another SU or SU-related series? eh, who knows, maybe ill come back to this blog, cause its meant so much to me, so much so im even looking for ways to permanently save this whole blog onto a flashdrive(if there’s a way, ill find it, by jove) for those of you who have stuck around on this odd little Odyssey of mine, thank you so so much this blog has literally changed my life in some amazing and unexpected ways and i will forever be thankful to all you wonderful people i think ill start watching the third season tomorrow and i cant wait yours truly, Migo














