What would Rebecca do?

21 | Quite young and quite old | Currently figuring out what I want in life | Currently avoiding life | In love with crazy-beautiful pictures, mouth-watering dishes, materialism, natural beauty, and respect

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If you’re my friend and somehow you found this Tumblr page, please pretend you never found it. Thanks <3

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“You were my safe space”

-C

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After everything I’ve been through, it’s still you

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Feeling like I’m always running after time

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The world was telling me to dream big, but I taught myself to dream small

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Have you ever thought, if you were given the chance, would you choose a multiple of pocket sized dreams or the wildest dream of your life. Which one would you want as a reality?

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Is this the farthest my dreams can go?

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“How about we live today, as if we will meet the next day?”

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Am I really the only one who’s not dating anybody at the end of 2019?

Am I that repulsive. Are my vibes that negative.

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How do people find new love?

[paisky]

We’re all human, aren’t we? Every human life is worth the same, and worth saving.

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In all my life’s adventures, you are my greatest one

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I can’t keep wishing for you to be here when I know it’s not going to happen

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Mark these words

One day, I will wake up in Italy or Spain or France, and have the most delicious breakfast with the most beautiful view; and there will be no worry in my heart nor mind. 

No matter how long it takes. In God’s perfect time.

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Tell me not to go

Logan Huntzberger, Gilmore Girls

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Bath soaps ent. 6

I’ve never really given much gravity to the phrase “to be in your arms” until it’s call I crave.

(Also noticed I doubled ent. 4 title whoops)

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It gets good

Today, you woke up on the verge of having another anxiety attack. You acknowledged it, and was able to get rid of it somehow (not fully, tho, because it’s still there). But we’re writing this down so that when it gets bad again, you will know that it also gets good.

Sometimes it’s great. You’ve already had one moment of clarity and you felt absolutely great. You felt that you can go through anything. You felt that you have to remember this - that it gets great, it gets clear.

While, yes, the great feeling doesn’t last forever, you have to remember that it is possible to go back. It is possible to feel great again, to find clarity again. It comes and goes. It’s a series of waves until it stops and the surface flattens again. Sometimes it’s a decision, sometimes it’s unexplainable in your brain chemistry. But once your mind has its foot on the door to a darker room, find the light. It may not be as great or as clear as you hope it would be, but it still gets good.

You have to remember this.