Why I Write
“Midnight is the only time machine I had. thinking all the worst and the happiest moments in my life, bringing back all the pain and happiness of my yesterday. Remembering what I used to be, It’s far for what I am to day. It’s sad, being dredge by your own manipulating loneliness. It’s like abandoning the most precious part of myself and recklessly turning my back just to depart from the agonies I possess.”
“I was star struck to the idea of giving that doesn’t only focus on material things. I was befuddle by the idea of someone who cares but doesn’t want to show up. I was being dumb for a purpose, I once was fragment and I’m terrified to jump down to the conclusion.”
“Debilitated for everything that’s keeping me lose my confidence. the melancholy I feel every time they mention how rubbish I can get. little did they know that it leaves a smudge on my heart and it might not be healed.”
Some of the poems I made based on my feelings. they are a lot actually but don’t wanna put it all here ‘cause it belongs to my on going book. :‘))
I write because it can express my feelings without being judge. I can decide whatever and whenever I wanted to write, just like in making decisions in life.
People nowadays decide based on their feelings without giving it a second thought that it might get them judge by others. yes, it shows braveness and a full courage act. but it doesn’t mean that if we act brave to a situation is already right. we must learn to control our feelings of bravery and the consideration of using it. because sometimes using too much emotions can lead to no where direction and misinterpretation.