eyes with CEDAR CORE stare down upon his phone , hands shaking just s l i g h t l y out of nervosity !! eita had never CONFESSED to anyone before ( hed been on a few dates but at those times it had been the girls whod confessed , &. he who had gone with it ) , especially NOT confessed his feelings ; the ones that over TIME had unfolded to him , like a ROSE when receiving it’s FIRST KISS of sunlight . the SOFT PINK of SAKURA BLOSSOMS spreads across his cheeks ; if taichi didn’t return his feelings then SO BE IT ( hed tried ) but he was going to get this out of the way b e f o r e his HEART would burst out of his chest. ( that wouldnt be a pretty sight ) SLOWLY does he open their LINE CHAT , biting at his lower lip . ( they really dont text much at all , he notices , but it doesnt surprise him )
“ it’s alright eita , you can do it . “
> Hey,
I need to talk to yo
he PROMPTLY D E L E T E S the text , deciding to START OVER from the beginning . but not before TAKING A DEEP BREATH to calm his shaking hands .
> There’s something I need to talk to you about, it’s about you, well…
Kind of about you, mainly about my feelings towards you? For you?
eita deletes the SECOND MESSAGE , leaving taichi with just a GREETING for the time being - - - why was this so d i f f i c u l t ?? would it be e a s i e r face-to-face ?? no , it couldn’t be .
> This is going to be weird, but I need to talk to you about something
which is about you. I could do this face to face but, it’s too much
trouble wwww.
> I’m not good with words, so I’ll make it short.
> I like you and I want to share my future with you.
It’s not a request to be your friend forever, it’s me trying to tell you
that you mean a lot to me; more than the others do… In a way. I
want to go on dates with you, or see the fireworks with you. Only
you. I want to be able to call you my boyfriend, kiss your forehead
and take care of you when you’re sick. I want to grow old with you.
when he’s finally FINALLY FINISHED he takes a seat on his bed, tossing his phone onto the other end of the bed … before REALISING that he now has to play THE WAITING GAME &. with an EXASPERATED GROAN he lays down on the bed instead ; s t a r i n g up at the ceiling in an ATTEMPT to think about something else , but there is ANXIETY creeping up on him . what if he does say NO ??
THEY really weren’t what you could call CLOSE — not on the outside, at
least. Though, that was probably his own fault. All of his teammates were kept
at a reasonable distance as he kept to himself. It wasn’t that he didn’t like them,
but most of his teammates were E X H A U S T I N G to deal with. There
were a few exceptions to this, one of them currently messaging him. Caramel
hues glanced at his phone as it lit up, an eyebrow quirking at the single word
appearing on the screen. Reaching a hand out, he opened their chat—almost
writing back if it weren’t for the notification that Semi was writing something.
A long message, apparently.
One message came after another, and he was... Well, how was he supposed to
feel exactly? It was a little conflicting, getting a confession through text message.
Semi was the type who didn’t fear confrontation, but was this really that bad?
Unspoken words were powerful, enough to convince Taichi how much the other
REALLY liked him. Fearing rejection wasn’t something he could blame the setter
for. It was human nature. But who was he to judge? At least O N E of them
finally made a move.
❛ I guess I took too long. ❜
Finding the right time had been particularly hard on his part. While he didn’t feel
like they were particularly close, that didn’t stop him from developing a C R U S H
on the upperclassman. There was something charming about how open he was
with his feelings. Though, it was Semi’s S M I L E that had charmed him in the
beginning.
Glancing at his phone again, this time checking the time, he carefully calculated
WHERE Semi would be at this time. Even though he should respond, he wanted
to talk about this face to face. It took a moment for him to deduce going to the
upperclassman’s room. And if he wasn’t there, then it would be simple to text one
of the others to see where he was. If he were to ask right now if they could talk
about it, would his request be denied? Head shook, trying to stop overthinking
about the situation. He’d deal with it when the time came, but for now, he had to
visit the older teen’s room. Grabbing his phone, Taichi gradually made his way to
the other’s dorm room. A hand raised, pausing momentarily before knocking on
the door.
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