[mon-evasion]

Tag Organization:

#C - about C

#L - about L

#J - about J

#dont look bb - filtered tag for my partner

#psuedomemories go brr - venting about exotrauma

#quotes from him - things my abuser said to me

#A - about said abuser

#lyrics edit - vent lyric edits I’ve made

#traumacore - self explanatory, traumacore edits

#[any name] - tag for the alter who made the post

[mon-evasion]

I want to be allowed to be human

[mon-evasion]

I wish I could have a body that works

[mon-evasion]

Abandonment issues hours

[mon-evasion]

I want someone to hurt me on purpose again

I just want to feel justified in being like this

[mon-evasion]

Crying while sick is so not fun

[mon-evasion]

It feels like you hate me

[mon-evasion]

Me: *writes a paragraph of screaming my emotions while I cry just for myself*

Me, immediately after: ,,,damn that was kind of a killer quote actually

[mon-evasion]

I want to sew my mouth shut

[mon-evasion]

I’d slit my throat if I could

[mon-evasion]

Everyone knows me better than I do, I never get a say on my own body or thoughts and it doesn’t matter when people cross lines about either of those things because I’m Not Fucking Real

[mon-evasion]

I remember why I stopped creating, it’s really disheartening and hurts a lot when nobody cares at all

[mon-evasion]

I feel like people are ashamed of me and I hate when they’re right to be

[mon-evasion]

I’m gonna cry I hate having ocd

They’re not moldy they last until 2023 unrefrigerated they are airtight sealed they are not moldy they are okay to eat let me eat them

[mon-evasion]

✨I do not belong here✨

[mon-evasion]

I want to fucking kill myself

[mon-evasion]

I don’t wanna be alone but you need rest