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@monsterzeromama

This blog is a safe space for everyone ✌ unless you're hateful and mean However, I don't support my way of living(A.KA, my mental illness). If anyone ever needs an ear to listen then please message me. I have no idea what my weight is, I just wing it since I don't have a scale. I'm in my 20s Cw:Roughly 115? (I'm short btw) Ugw 🤷?

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It's always some bitch named Emily, Samantha or some other white girl name like Makala or Makenna.

Just failed a test for the first time since I've started school. I'm quite disappointed in myself but it's okay. I shall just have to do better next time.

Hit a plateau and I'm having a difficult time getting over it. >:(

Just realized I'm not Jane Eyre, I'm the lady Rochester keeps in the tower.

I legit can't make myself 🤢🤮.

Anyone have any tips?

Well boys, we're crying [Being very sad] in the club tonight [At home alone].

I really am somehow skinny and fat, man what the fuck.

Restricting when you gotta do good at school is hard. 😵

Man, fuck this. I wanted to sleep but now I can't because I'm hungry but also I know I could've done better today.

I have a short shift tomorrow. When I get off I'm going to work out and see how long I can go without food.

I do so well in the morning and at lunch time but come dinner time I'm so hungry. Unfortunately I'm watching a movie with friends either tomorrow night or the day after but I think I need to just give the old "Oh, I ate before I came over." excuse.

oaj

have u ever had a depersonalization moment when you look at yourself in the mirror and think wow this person is me and i have this body and this life and everything feels so strange why am i me and not someone else

Okay people, just a reminder mostly for myself that if you have been high restricting don't go drive especially when you know you are feeling weak. I've been having little goof ups here and there but almost hitting another driver was scary. I can't let that happen again.