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Hi there! Someone still here yet? Please, answer it back.

Yup, just now :)

And you're totaly right! Taking care of yourself (ourselves) it's the best to do, because if we don't, nobody's will too.Let me see if I understood righly: you met your first crush (like, the 1st you had in your life) or it's a new person, a new crush? hahaha. This things are curious. We don't know how to react exactly. ;)

Yup, I guess I can call that person my first serious crush in life - I've been adoring her since 2008 xD So it's a long story. Nice that she has recognised me, but right now I don't have time to visit her. And the other news - I was so busy and tired during Christmas that I had no time to send wishes to my current TC. But I texted her a week before the break and she wrote back a long and kind message. I think about her often but this time I focused on my life as I said before ;) Hope you took some break and had a nice rest ;)

Thx! No, you didn't mentioned this fact, but as you said, t'was a huge misunderstanding, but I belive that you both you have more opportunities to join and meet each other. IDK why, but she seems more sociable, isn't she? For sure, what would be of ourselves without friends to support? hahahaha

Yeah, she seems so, but I kept quiet after that meeting. I dont really need to be stressing about her right now, haha. Taking care of myself - that is what I do! :) Also, yesterday I unexpectedly met my first crush, it was a huge shock for me, haha. Still cant get over it.

I'm fine, and it's pretty good to know 'about your situation and how's it going! And I do understand your feelings and reasons to only keep it on you, totally!I don't see my friends since everything, I guess I definitely lose human affective abilities kkkkkkkkAnd your joke was quite smart, friend. I really appreciate this, because is subtle and effective.

Good to know you're fine! Nothing else happened throughout the rest of that week, so I must say that I'm kinda sad I've lost the opportunity to spend more time with her. I don't know if I had mentioned it before, but we were meant to see a film together, but none of us declared being there for sure. So we've seen the film separately :p It was a huge misunderstanding :p We only met after the screening. Maybe if I had been more cheerful then she would've liked to meet again. But nothing happened and I'm not sure anything would happen. That's that, as always. Thankfully I have friends to cheer me up after all xD

Hi, there! It's been a long time, isn't it? How are you doing? Great, I expect! Miss you and our talks ;)

Hi, hope you're fine. I must say, that actually recently something good happened. We finally met. I'm not gonna dwell into details right now, cause I'd like to keep it in my mind, it's still fresh and I don't want to be overenthusiastic. But I feel really happy. I'm not gonna predict the future, cause it's unknown. And I'm not gonna tell we were super happy that we met xD First - the covid thing and the restrictions. Second - she was extremely tired and third - I wasn't expecting her to show, so it was overall a surprise. I was too tired emotionally to react as I should after those long 2 years. I only joked at the end and told her "See you in next two years!". What will be will be... And how are you?

I feel like I'm constantly gravitating between whether or not is it good to keep feeling what I felt. Part of me is over it, while the other part can't let go the memory of that person. I don't know if we ever meet again. I haven't written to her since July I guess (she hadn't responded of course). I think that's that. We may accidentally meet in the following two weeks, but I won't stress over it or change my daily routine in any way. Hope is deadly. Or maybe hope is just dangerous. Nevertheless cross your fingers for my strength.

Why do these women come into our lives just to turn it upside down and leave? I will never understand it, because I'm not hetero :p

#female tc

And forgive me by the late in answer you back. :S

Don't worry, as you can see, I'm also answering late haha

I don't know if we will see each other again here, but I only will say: my arms are open for you, ok? If you feel the need to talk with someone, just make a post, and I will be here ASAP. You have a friend in this world (I can be in another country, mainland or even in another galaxy hahaha), but I'm here. Wish the best always <3, and I missed you! :(

Thank you so much! You can write me a private message, cause sometimes it's easier for me to answer not so publicly :) I'll try to be here sometimes. But I will never hype about that crush again, hahah.

Now, talking about you: I'm very happy for you, for your rising. We are the proof that it can take time, but we can break our chains, survive to an abusive relationship and carry on. I promise that I'll try to be more present here, ok? Wish you the best, always! ♥️

Thank you so much! Although my relationship wasn't abusive in any way. I'll try to be here sometimes haha. But right now not many accounts are active on tumblr, and I'm dealing myself with this situation quite well :) Finally! There are things that I need to do, I have many plans. This week is already booked by all my friends and as I wanted to meet my TC I know it'll be hard to find time right now xD I never imagined I could quit loneliness. So I may say everything is becoming calmer right now.

Hello my dear friend, how are you? I saw your post, and it's great to see you again. I hope that you be better now, about all of this things, and I'm very happy for you. Sometimes, to have that important talk with 'our special person', a serious talk to put things in order makes the difference, and brings us peace, a real one.I also would like to say sorry, if my advices made you create bad thoughts about her. I'd never have this intentions, I just tried to help a friend. +

Hi! Hope your fine too! When it comes to thinking badly: these weren't your advices, many people around me told me the same about her. But I discovered that there is one person from my circle of friends who always likes to add little spice into that relationship and she is the reason why I thought badly of my TC. Also my TC knows she did something not quite right (when it comes to being silent for so long) but I need to understand her. She's here for so many people. I'm really peaceful now finally.

In which point am I right now?

As you noticed (if you still come here), I have almost disappeared from tumblr which was my own idea to clear my mind.

I must tell I'm not coming back for long.

Just letting you know that I sent her a pretty official wishes on our nameday and she did something unexpected, because she phoned me a moment later. Of course I picked it up. We had a really nice conversation and she truly told me the reason behind not answering which I understand completely. I noticed how I changed my approach to things, to her. She is a very kind person, she is also extremely wise. I've been spending too much time on creating weird theories or talking to others about her, instead of remembering her true self. Finally I reached that point of thinking.

Also her call reminded me how we communicated back then and that was more healthy than what I created during pandemy. Hope we'll be fine and I will no longer analyse everything, I should just be happy that I know such a person.

#female tc

Hey, my dear friend! How are you? How are you have been these time? I really hope that you've been fine, also your family, and I miss our conversations. Please, take care of yourself and send me any news asap. Lots of love, your friend. <333

Sorry for not responding for so long. I will make a post about what exactly happened. I haven't been to tumblr lately, I've battled some of my fears or anxieties, tried to focus on something else than these feelings. I even considered making this blog totally private in respect of my TC. Hope you're fine too.

My dear friend, I hope that you've been fine (and also your family, of course). Miss you, and our little talks. ♥️

That's kind ❤ My life is really boring right now, and I enjoy this boredom. Everyone's fine and I'm fine too. This rehab was needed :) Hope you're fine too :)

Hello, my friend! How are you doing? I hope that everything's fine for you! ♥️

As I wrote, I've successfully separated myself from my TC, and for that I had to stop writing about her. Now it's fine, I have no sentiment :)

So, why to worry or take in count acts of someone that clearly shows that don't give a damn? (very very very sorry if I being rude, isn't my intention. It's just that I passed through it and the same questions were asked to me, so I learned through this). Lots of love and good vibes, dear. Take care ♥️♥️♥️

Thank you ❤

That is what matter! You have to focus and care about your family and friends, and on your mind, because you're finding yourself again, reconnecting, and it's very important. There's a kind of dictation here, it's something like "no one throws stone at a tree that bears no fruit". You have potential, and more: you have a life besides her. I'm pretty sure that your family and friends loves and care about you. +

That's what I did through the last couple of weeks - I haven't thought of her. Only of my friends and family, I have been meeting a lot of people (my country is hopefully getting better, we have less covid cases). And I was living my life, that's why I kinda devided myself from tumblr. I got over the phase of worshiping my TC and I won't go back. She was kind in the past, she really meant a lot to me. But now I guess I need to separate too. Maybe she'll message one day, but I don't care.

+ this kind of behavior is silly and cruel. Me, for example. I always prefer to be honest with others. It's fair, and I won't hurt (too much) the other one.

Yup, I hoped she's like that, but she isn't. Don't know what was true anymore.

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