sad, lonely, hopeless; i'm the only one who would fight for what we have and it's so lonely longing and yearning and desperately reaching for you while I fight the guilt that comes from loving you as you are now in a loveless neglected relationship that should've ended years ago but carries on and carries precedence and weight that I just don't have and this is how it is. All i want to do is care for you but it tears me up inside the way our love lives in hiding.















