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I dont know why im here I dont have anything of value to show for my time here. I just go through worse shit year after year. I regress and then progress and them regress. Im so fucking tired. When will I actually live? Enjoy my time here? Im so tired of this shit.

I feel like I’m just floating around. Like I don’t belong anywhere or to anyone. I feel so lost all the time.

Im so st

I keep going in the same circles. I have so much in me. Why is it trapped why cant I get it out. I feel so small and stupid. Im not though. Why do I keep going through this? I don’t know who to talk to. No one understands no one can help.

He said he wants me to stop asking him questions, it feels like I’m interrogating him. He said I should just tell him what I want, not to ask just tell. He’s so quiet because he is tired of talking and feeling unheard. He says he’s distant because I don’t trust him. He’s quiet because he’s handling things on his own. He may feel abandoned. He knows I don’t trust him.