just obsessed with the entire concept of “I hit my peak at seven” because she was wild and untamed and felt like the world was hers and now she’s older and she’s learned shame and she’s learned to be quiet and she knows solving problems isn’t as simple as just asking her friend to live with her and she’s learned to suppress herself and in a way that version of herself at seven years old was the truest version and that’s why she’s asking her friend, the person who knew her best then, to picture her swinging across the woods, and standing in weeds, not self conscious of her appearance or anything else, because then at least one person will remember that version of her that will never come back again






















