But how could I ever tell you I still feel the same? You love her. Nothing I could do that could possibly change that. I see the way you look at her like she’s the most beautiful creation of god. The way you kiss her is like she’s your air to breathe. Yes I know. I know that use to be me. I know I use to be the only thing on your mind late at night and in the middle of the day. Whenever I was upset, you would be the one to pick me up and make me strong again. You were my only reason to live. When you told me you loved her, my world just crashed. I couldn’t bear that thought of seeing someone else in your arms other than me. I tried not to cry. I tried to be happy for you, I really did. But sometimes you just can’t hide your pain. Now I can’t breathe every time I hear your name. It’s like I’m suffocating in need of your love to be able to breathe again. But what can I do? For you’re gone to chase the one you love and I’m here writing about someone who couldn’t possibly be mine again.
