private, mutually exclusive rp blog for natalie scatorccio of showtime's yellowjackets. i don't own nat, yellowjackets, etc. etc. will write nat in wilderness, young adult, and adult eras. will not write high school nat except in exploration with friends.
MDNI. triggering content present including ( but not limited to ) : ritual cannibalism, addiction ( to alcohol, drugs, and sex )
studying the themes of: leadership in hard times, shared trauma, best of the worst, drink the pain away, eat your young, supernatural psychosis, trauma love, bringing the darkness back, forever seventeen but never seventeen, star athlete, survival above all else, i'm worse, the wilderness chose, live by your guilt and die with it, all for one and one for none, the emperor, bloody queen
please note: this blog will be written in first person and therefore follow an unreliable narrator. in all eras, nat is an addict and will absolutely do whatever she has to in order to survive.
ONE . The first rule of my blogs will literally always be don’t be a dick. I don’t have time for it. You don’t have time for it. Just don’t do it.
TWO . I don't have any triggers, but if you do please let me know!! this blog will contain a boat load of triggering content including but not limited to gore, violence, and mature situations. I generally don't tag triggers unless I'm asked, but I tag things with NSFW when it needs to be.
THREE . I do practice mains and exclusives, because sometimes you just click with people and that's ok! I will follow duplicates of MY muse, but unless it's a friend, I generally won't follow duplicates of exclusive muses.
FOUR . As far as shipping is concerned, Nat is a really hard muse to actually ship with. She considers Travis ( and Lottie ) to be the loves of her life, and given the nature of her addiction after getting back from the wilderness, it's unlikely anyone could convince her to be than a hook up. I'm open to exploring it, it'll just take a lot of plotting.
FIVE . This blog is limited to interactions with mutuals. i always follow back / follow first if i feel like we can write together. if i haven't followed you back after a few days, it probably means i won't be following back to write. for the sake of my profession (i'm a high school age educator) i will not be following back anyone younger than 21. While i do not follow back younger than 21 because i feel icky if you're young enough to be my student, my messages are always open if you ever need anything! if you need an adultier adult to talk to about something i can always try to be that for anyone. i know how important trusted adults are.
SIX . This blog will be mostly private. I'm here for a good time not a long time. If you want to write with me, the best way is to DM me and say yo bitch let's RP.
SEVEN . My name is bee. i'm 32 years old. i've been writing on tumblr for like 10 years and rping in general for over half my life. i met my significant other through rp. we just moved across the country so i could go to rabbinical school. obviously i'm super busy but i love making friends!
I hit what I thought was my capacity for trauma, and then as usual god laughed and said nah you can handle more.
I miss y’all dearly but mostly I am dissociating into viddy games. I leave for camp a week from tomorrow which is exciting and fucking nerve wracking. I generally am not on tumblr during the summer anyway bc I work looooong hours at camp.
Anyway read more cw - pet death
We had to put our 17 year old pup down on Saturday. She was in a ton of pain and it was time but that was the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. Kaleb had her for 16 years and she’s lived with us for 12. She was our first kid. It was just the three of us in our first apartment in college. It’s literally losing a daughter.
And then all of the bullshit at school since that oped. It’s really easy for non Jews to be anti-Zionist but please remember it’s so so hard for those of us who did the really hard work to unlearn everything to exist in the Jewish world as an anti zionist. If I say the words out loud to the wrong people I close so many doors to jobs I don’t want to close yet.
Anyway I just needed to say all of this. I’m exhausted. I love you all.
So on top of everything else we are likely putting our 17 year old dog down on Monday. Literally the only thing I can focus on right now is bg. Catch me on discord.
i know its bc i once again ran out of my anxiety meds at the worst time (two times in one year) that i am Not Doing Hot and i need to have grace with myself but like i also need to get things done so brain....work with me
hi friends!!! i promise i live i just dont have a lot of time or energy for tumblr atm. it's finals for school and i am dealing with being in a cast and trying to get ready for camp....and then being gone for 10 weeks for camp.
the best way to write/plot with me is via discord!! im literally always on hehe. feel free to shoot me a DM and i'll send it to you <3
