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It’s always “ I want this day to be over “ then I want this week to be over and I want this month to be done and I want this year to be over already when I just want to be dead

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The longer I exist the more terrified I become the more it eats me alive the longer I wish to be dead.

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I miss the days when I could say I was doing fine and it wasn’t a lie ….

I really do miss when things really were just fine ..

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I should’ve tried harder

I should’ve just been better…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I’m so tired of this…

I’m so tired of loosing…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

It hurts so much …

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It hurts…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

All I do is grieve and sit outside mourning what I’ve lost, what I am , and watch things on fall apart over and over again..

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I miss you , I still love you , I still wonder how you’re doing up there , I still hope you’re the happiest you e ever been and forever will be…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Hate myself feels like a understatement by now..

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Lately, as ridiculous as it seems, I’ve felt more trapped than ever…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I just wish I was a good person…

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I wish I learned how to be a good friend

[kosmogrl]

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I’m scared I got too comfortable just having you in my life , and spent too long not having anyone else, now the thought of having another terrifies me all over and the thought of having nothing when your gone scares me even more…

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I hate this day I hate this month I hate this life..

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I just want to fuckin go Rot in a ditch