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🩷 £d + bpd || 20's|| trying to be pretty enough to be tolerated || dni if in recovery cw: 135 gw: 130 ugw: 120

[neuroticnectarine]

friday mea1sp0 💕

[neuroticnectarine]

its always me and a l0wcal lunch 🧚🏾‍♀️

Today's Lunch:

-mixed green salad w a little bit of roast chicken, fresh mozz and greek potatoes

-raspberries n watermelon

-1/4 cup of popcorn

summer's a month away lets lock in!!!!!!

[molochniychai]

reminder!

[fatpinkpig]

Food is the devil.

[sopiesopsop]

summer is a month away, if keep b1ng1ng you won't reach your goal by then.

[neuroticnectarine]

l0wcal lunch plate!! 🍴

1/2 slice of whole wheat bread

8 seasoned pita chips

1 handful of microgreens (mini bok choy today)

blueberries + pineapple

1/4 cup of shredded carrots

2 slices of organic mozarella

most of these things didnt have a label on them at my house so im assuming we're looking at 170-230cal here 🤷🏾‍♀️

[larabunnie]

What you can do instead of eating:

Watching movies

Watching muckbangs

Watching adult movies (🌽)

Meeting with friends

Drinking tea

Reading

Studying

Running

Pilates

Writing stories

Doing research on things that you love

Begin in tumblr

Listening to music

Listening to podcasts

Calling friends/family

Going on a walk (maybe with your dog?)

Chew and spit

Drawing

Sleeping

Sitting by the window and counting cars of one colour

Driving with the Bicycle

Going in the town

Creating new outfits

Online shopping

Looking at thinspo

Begin in social media

Trying new makeup looks

Baking for your family (to make them fat)

Playing board games

I hope I could help you a little! Stay strong angels 🪽

[neuroticnectarine]

love these kinds of shirts now hehe 🤍

[riacain]

[neuroticnectarine]

chat im still here ive just been busy planning things with friends and my bf for my birthday + went to see twice!! normal posting will resume soon 🧚🏽‍♀️✨

[neuroticnectarine]

work is actually SO awful rn i MIGHT binge at dinner/drinks w my coworkers holy fucking shit

[neuroticnectarine]

update work was so FUCKED UP we were too exhausted to go lmao

[neuroticnectarine]

work is actually SO awful rn i MIGHT binge at dinner/drinks w my coworkers holy fucking shit

[ayyalain]

Oh, to be thin casually. Like its non of my business and I never think about it. That is just a tiny bit of me like the color of my eyes. People like it, its pretty, it looks good at photos, I love it when I remember. Most of the time tho? I don't. I want a thin body that way too.

[meowwieee]

I want to try a dob/sub dynamic where weight loss is a main part. I wish I had a dom who would control what I ate and how much. We could restrict me from certain food choices. I could do additional tasks to gain masters favor for a sweet treat. If I fail to lose certain pounds each week, I get into a bad punishment. How awesome is that !!

[neuroticnectarine]

lowkey trying to get my bf to do this for me rn but he hasn't even noticed that ive literally lost 30+lbs, i fear it may be a lost cause bc hes so oblivious 💔😭

[jenxd2]

PleasepleasepleasepleasePleasepleasepleasepleasePleasepleasepleaseplease

[edairia]

[neuroticnectarine]

how tf am i going to last 2 more hours without eating, i hate the feeling of hunger but im not going to fuck up my planned intake by binging on goldfish or a highcal breakfast sandwich or something 💔

i control what i put in my body, i am motivated to reach my goals 🤞🏾