the fear of falling apart

Nicholas Waters. 24. Sinking Ship.

[nicnevermind-blog]

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Sabrina: I have a pretty fuckin' thick skin, buddy.

Nic: Then why the fuck are you whining about me being "abrasive"? Just get a new bra.

[deathofbden]

I have my cane and I will maim you with it!

[nicnevermind-blog]

One good leg and a cane? Yeah right, dude. Fucking swinging that shit around? Oh my God.

[nicnevermind-blog]

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Sabrina: No need to be abrasive about it.

Nic: Abrasive? Really? You need a thicker skin

[deathofbden]

I’m not old! I’m still young enough to get numbers from creeps. I’m still young enough to fight your scrawny ass.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Not with that raggedy ass knee you aren't! One hit to your weak spot and you'd be down!

[nicnevermind-blog]

Text || Creme Brulee

Evan: do I even wanna know what you know

Nic: I don't think you do. I know a lot about you that I didn't know before!

[deathofbden]

I’m 25. Thanks.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Even worse. You're old as dirt.

[deathofbden]

A doctor is a doctor. A pediatrician helped me when I first fucked it up.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Well you're like, 23 now! Shit.

[doctorabner]

I don’t joke around. I have the metabolism of a fucking toddler. I can’t sit still. This energy needs to be put to good use. 

[nicnevermind-blog]

I mean, there are plenty of ways to burn off energy...

[ellagrace-t-deactivated20160405]

Oi, just be happy for a second. Wasn’t it fucking great?

[nicnevermind-blog]

What makes you think I'm not happy? I'm not buying this cheery shit one bit. It was just a doughnut.

[deathofbden]

Well… no… he’s a baby doctor as he said. But I don’t doubt he’d help me. He seems really nice.

[nicnevermind-blog]

...You're gonna rely on a pediatrician to help your knee? What the fuck?

[call-me-gigi-deactivated2015111]

Apparently my roommate who you’re not so fond of is going out with him, seeing a show or something.

[nicnevermind-blog]

And? It's not like we're dating. Plus, I still hit it first.

God, how the fuck can you even tolerate that dude? He tries way too fucking hard.

[deathofbden]

Well… I think I met a doctor who’d help me out if I got hurt. So I could do it.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Really? Like a physical therapist or a surgeon or something?

[ellagrace-t-deactivated20160405]

Maple bacon. Stop making that face. 

Why does there have to be an occasion?

[nicnevermind-blog]

What face? I'm not making a face.

Well, you were all like "cheers!" So I figured there was an occasion.

[call-me-gigi-deactivated2015111]

Ah-

[nicnevermind-blog]

What the fuck is that face?

[deathofbden]

I could totally get in a tree right now.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Yeah fucking right! Not with that knee of yours. I'd bet money on it.

[raeganemarshall-blog]

I think it is a guy thing. I’ve celebrated every year of my life—but this year I’m struggling.

[nicnevermind-blog]

Maybe this could be the year you don't celebrate anything. The world isn't gonna end. 

[thekatyaivanova-deactivated2016]

Indeed they are. Americans go there expecting fun and games, but they just end up with frostbite.

[nicnevermind-blog]

What is there to actually do in Russia? No offense, but its not exactly Italy or France.