/ nicole ventura

hi there, cutie! i'm nicole. twenty-one. cse & music major. leo/virgo. socal gal. firstgensubarusf5 ♡ IG: thenicoleventura

[nicolegventura]

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[aegissi]

I have to admit. I am not living la vida loca

[nicolegventura]

I don't want to believe in you anymore.

[nicolegventura]

I find it really fucking funny that you're not okay with what I did to you when you did the same thing and worse.

I feel like such a fucking idiot for being able to forgive and accept so much because I just wanted it to work. I wanted to have faith that it would. Patience to work it out when you constantly invalidate how I feel?

I don't know where you fucking get the nerve.

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[aestheticacadema]

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[kyloren]

cottagecore in KIKI’S DELIVERY SERVICE / 魔女の宅急便 1989 | dir. Hayao Miyazaki / 宮崎 駿

[nicolegventura]

To you,

I find it hard to leave. I see so much of myself in you and you push me harder than any significant other I've ever had. Then again, you've also actually... well..

Sometimes I'm ashamed of how I feel.

Sometimes I don't know what to call it.

Sometimes I question just what it is you feel when we fall together and apart so often.

When it feels like I'm ready to let go and I see the end, I get nervous and crawl back for one last goodbye and we makeup somehow.

Idk.

[toastbutteregg]

[nicolegventura]

At the end of the day, we're just ordinary people though.

[nicolegventura]

but would it be possible to find someone who loves me as much as you did?

[nicolegventura]

i would like to rip my heart out and no longer have any feelings. thank you.

[nicolegventura]

I'm so tired of crying

[nicolegventura]

I've avoided going through all of my things because of all the memories. Everytime I touch an object of my past, I want to cry. I've waited to heal, but it won't be healed until I go through it all.

[zatsushokuroku]

[babyanimalgifs]

“Fun fact! Baby elephants, much like human babies, aren’t able to fully control their trunks because their motor skills haven’t fully developed so they plunge their face into the water to drink =)

Although this cutie is obviously playing lol 😍” 

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[sagebetweenthepages]