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I won’t lie to you - you forgot a lot of things. But if anybody’s not bein’ patient with you and letting you remember in your own time? Point them at me, and I’ll let them experience some memory loss.

You’re fine, Princess.

The people who care about you don’t give a shit if your memory’s damaged; we’re just glad to have you here.

maskedvagrant

I know. I’m just.

Bothered not remembering. Cause I might forget something I shouldn’t. But maybe it’s better, you know? I remember being tired and sad a lot before, but not why, and I’m not tired or sad anymore.

I feel bad forgetting but I’m happy to feel better. Does that make sense?

no-heroes-left

It makes perfect sense.

He smiles at her and offers her his hand - an invitation for the cuddle-happy newbuild to hug.

You had a lot weighing you down. Without it, you’re free t’ be you.

maskedvagrant

Nova takes the invite, tucking in to cuddle contentedly, leaning.

Did I? i’m sorry if it ever worried you. I guess I’m overstressed. I mean, I remember a little, not a lot, mostly people off and on but not why all the time. Like, you, I know, cause you’re there during some bad stuff but I’m not sure what, and you trusted me at some point and I don’t think you trusted many people? And then I remember Daddy as Daddy but not much beyond a few months and a lot of love from him. But then, I forgot Uncle Tom, and how I used to make some stuff. I remember my babies, but I forget half the Masters, and I’m scared I’ll forget important people. Events are worse. I remember chunks of a Protoman and a Megaman, and they were brothers and had a bad fight, and I was sad for them, but also that it had been needless and shouldn’t be repeated… But then I can’t remember how I found out anything, when, or from who, and I don’t know where I was in relation. I remember a couple months of bored before getting hurt but nothing else, aand then I didn’t recognize home, I kept thinking it was another place..

It’s confusing. Should I even worry? Humans heal bnut…

I’m not human anymore.

no-heroes-left

It depends on how much was there when your dad copied... you over.

If it's there, but jumbled, your systems should eventually be able to sort it out and help clear it up. But if it was gone, from the damage to your organic brain?

Then it's not coming back.

Believe me, I know.

maskedvagrant

Quiet tonight.

I should find something to do. Maybe I can cuddle the big puppy Crash too, he’s nice!

no-heroes-left

Hey.

maskedvagrant

Hiiii! Joseph! Joseph. Cuddle?

no-heroes-left

Yeah. Come on, y’ want to go to the movie room?

maskedvagrant

Sounds good to meee.

Joseph am I forgetting anything important?

no-heroes-left

What do you mean?

maskedvagrant

People keep acting like I’m forgetting important things or too reckless.

Did I forget something important?

no-heroes-left

I won’t lie to you - you forgot a lot of things. But if anybody’s not bein’ patient with you and letting you remember in your own time? Point them at me, and I’ll let them experience some memory loss.

You’re fine, Princess.

The people who care about you don’t give a shit if your memory’s damaged; we’re just glad to have you here.

maskedvagrant

I know. I’m just.

Bothered not remembering. Cause I might forget something I shouldn’t. But maybe it’s better, you know? I remember being tired and sad a lot before, but not why, and I’m not tired or sad anymore.

I feel bad forgetting but I’m happy to feel better. Does that make sense?

no-heroes-left

It makes perfect sense.

He smiles at her and offers her his hand - an invitation for the cuddle-happy newbuild to hug.

You had a lot weighing you down. Without it, you're free t' be you.

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