Hellooooo. Not sure of how to start this butttt...
I'm Harvey (or John/Dick. Yes, those were my names at one point), and I'm new on Tumblr. I'm 113 years old, neurodivergent and trans (no wonder I like Will Graham), and I'm a cool guy... I think?
Anywayssss, I like Hannibal, House MD, bsd, and a whole bunch of other fandoms I loosely associate with (2010s weird kid games like FNAF and what not).
I'm also a self proclaimed guitarist and writer. I also paint sometimes. Here's some of my work:
I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you keep delaying Hannibal Season 4 they won’t be able to play Hannibal and Will anymore. At this rate they’re turning into something mythically perfect. No camera would handle it.
I’m sorry but I just noticed the raw desperation and fervency in Hannibal’s hand… how he holds Will in place, steady so he won’t escape or fall. How he adjusts his grip to feel Will more—closer. With strength and pure need, as evidenced by the long line of his fore-arm bulging (becomes pronounced with strain/effort). How his hand slips a little bit… he doesn’t yank Will’s hair, he’s CRADLING him close. But with feral-intense feelings. How he himself adjusts his CHIN so that it’s a proper embrace… and he’s closer to Will… just making Will’s scent permeate him as much as possible too so that he can hold unto him even when this moment ends. How despite blinding wrath, it all stems from love and intimacy
(Also. The tension in Hannibal’s jaw and lips. Oh god. Mikkelsen is a fabulous actor.)
Will is usually trying his hardest to be quiet during the boombayah but one time he accidentally moans "Doctor". Not "Hannibal", not "Fuck", not "More". It's a loud, yearning "Doctor" that finishes Hannibal off instantly and which makes Will not talk to him for a week
This shit genuinely had me letting out a hitched breath mixed with a squeak next to my father. I had to go to the bathroom to calm myself down HOLY SHIT I'M ERECT
these r also originally from my tiktok @bedeliafangirl! i’ll post more at the end of the month because i’ll have school out of the way! thank you so much for your support🤍
• husband!will looks at you with such tenderness in his eyes no matter what. he cherishes you so much, especially since he hasn't felt a deep connection with anyone for so long.
• husband!will uses his eyes to his advantage. if you have food and he wants some, he gazes at you like a pitiful puppy. he's also very aware of how adorable you find him when he does that. he also uses this to hold you for a few more minutes in the morning! he's so cuddly
• cuddles with you in front of the fireplace with his dogs. whines when the dogs get more attention from you. also makes sure you're nice and warm by tucking the blankets snug around you and also holding you.
• husband!will is very bad at hiding that he's staring at you. he once came home to you playing with the dogs and stood there gazing at you in absolute awe because of how gentle and loving you were with the dogs! they're basically his children and he's happy at how natural it felt for you to be good with them!
• when husband!will is very tired and sitting next to you on the couch he falls asleep on your shoulder like this and you can't even move. he just feels so safe with you and his mind is so at ease when you're around
• husband!will lets you play with his hair and finds it relaxing. he pushes his head into your hand like how dogs would and he doesn't fix his hair when you've stopped playing with it. he's also very touch starved : ( so that's one reason why he loves it so much
• husband!will’s favourite part of the day is coming home to you and the dogs in his house that's so far from other people. it's like a safe haven for him. he can be himself around you and his face relaxes and lights up once he sees you!
• husband!will sometimes out of nowhere he'll come up to you and slowly cup your face and just look at you sweetly and kiss your forehead, top of your head, or the bridge of your nose. this is because he's so in love with you and you mean so much to him, and he can't contain his affection
• husband!will cooks for you and knows how to season! he also lets you help but refuses to let you use a knife unless he's watching because he doesn't want to risk even the smallest chance of you getting hurt
• if someone is rude to you, husband!will looks at them like this. he also looks at you like this if you make a bad joke, but it's not genuine. he loves you even more
• husband!will offers to wash and brush your hair for you because he thinks it's such a loving gesture + handles you with such care that you'll think you never knew what gentleness was before him
• husband!will calls you the loveliest names, like "dear," "my sweet," "baby," "sweetheart,"" sweetie," may call you "angel" because of how good you are to him, and "dearest" is reserved for special occasions
I'm getting fanfiction and art of me as an omega. I'm bored as hell so if you want to join my cult and write fanfiction of me like that, would appreciate it a bunch.
if i had a nickle for every alien x human pairing that explores unexplainable loneliness and a connection and oneness between the two i’d have two. which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice.
Currently Reading: The Lord of the Rings, almost done with the first book, im reading it slow lmao. But after im going to sink my teeth into Piranesí !!!!!!!
Currently Watching: Nothing! Not a shows/movies/tv kind of person. I am watching my cat sleep though :))
Currently Craving: loaded fries.... the cheese, the onions, the meats and sauce.... man..
Tagged by: @noctesmaleficarum (thank you <3 i super appreciate this!!!))
Tagging: Hmmmm!!!!!! @holy-be-his-name @theheidfox @thiloxavier @hats-off-to-hermes !!!!! I think thats it for now??? I know not six, but heck, i dont wanna bother anyone lol.
Favourite colour: gotta be wine red or light purple
Currently reading: King Lear reread
Currently watching: Al-Rawabi School For Girls! I didn't go to a British-based Islamic private school in the UAE or the middle east but I did go to several British-based Islamic private schools in south Asia and let me tell you, it's biblically accurate.
Currently craving: Elf on the Shelf cereal
No pressure tags: @sacredwitch @p0ison-thoughts @soulvadous + anyone else sorry my brain is half dead
I was actually googling for sth hannibal related but ended up on ao3 cause of a search result, and there is this fic with comments of praise and "woah you've got their characters so well" and.
The shit is fucking ai generated, I swear to all my life.
This is really concerning. The worst crack fic you can ever write is WAY better than whatever prompt you feed to a fucking thing to hand you a neat, soulless word vomit you call fiction.
That's not fucking fiction, that's just the hallucinations of a machine replacing your own mind.
