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“There’s nothing to say. I can’t just forgive you for what you said Cas.” Because it hadn’t been fair and it had hurt him badly. So no, he wasn’t all to interested in forgiving him.

tiredxfhavingmystringspulled-de

“I’m not asking you to forgive me. I’m asking you to give me a chance to clean up my mess.” That’s what Dean always told him. No one cared if he was broken. He had to clean up his mess.

nonquiegoeram

“I never said I didn’t. I said we will see where it goes.” Or something along those lines. But as things moved on, he still didn’t see any point in actually doing anything about it, needing time to be angry at the angel first.

nonquiegoeram

❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞

“I’m aware. I’m not blaming myself either.”

tiredxfhavingmystringspulled-de

“I’m well aware. You’ve been telling me that since yesterday. Angels have a very good memory. You don’t have to keep reminding me.”

nonquiegoeram

“I’m just stating fact.” He shrugged. face blank as he stared at the angel. “I also remember you fucked up big time so why do you keep saying it?”

tiredxfhavingmystringspulled-de

“I’m just stating fact,” he repeated Dean’s words. “I know it’s my fault, and I wish you would just talk to me so I can fix this. However, no matter how many times I word it that I’ve learned my lesson, I still get ignored.”

nonquiegoeram

“There’s nothing to say. I can’t just forgive you for what you said Cas.” Because it hadn’t been fair and it had hurt him badly. So no, he wasn’t all to interested in forgiving him.

"Come on, now. You've lived through worse than this. Just... Just live through this too."

A small smile made it’s way to his lips, as he tried to assure Sam that he was okey, But he wasn’t, he felt like crap. “Of course. There’s no way I’m going down like this.”

#animarotto

nonquiegoeram

“Well, we don’t all look like in the movie.” he replied before frowning a little, hoping that Asmodeus wouldn’t ask too many questions about it. Honestly he was normally good at lying about it but usually it wasn’t many questions asked either. And he didnt exactly have any badge or anything to show either, so he was mostly just hoping for the best now. That maybe the guy would just accept whatever he had to say. “So you never saw anything strange when you were there? No cold spots?” He was most likely asking the strangest question now, an he was honestly worried this guy was smart enough to put one and one together. “Did you see her before she disappeared?”

After he said that he realised he was asking too many questions at once, but honestly, it was one of few missions he actually had done alone and he was still not really handing it too well, mostly doing this that he was doing now.

hellishhangovers

“What are even talking about, man? Cold spots?”

Oh, Asmodeus was far from stupid, and he had some memorable experience to show for. Considering his fucked up family, it bordered on a miracle that he had not ended up more twisted than he was. He knew evil, had gazed into the abyss of its eyes in the shape of middle aged man more often than he liked to recall. The bitter aftertaste it left on his tongue.. and when he looked at the other, he could swear that he tasted it, too. Not because he believed that Dean himself was evil, that was. Yet something about this whole story.. Asmodeus had avoided looking at it too closely, much prefering to surround himself with positivity and laughter for as long as he could. Now that the other had nudged the sleeping bear, however, he began to wonder.

“You are not a cop, are you? I grew up with six brothers and one of them is such a flawless liar he could make you believe that the neighbour’s cat slashed its own throat while holding the bloody knife still in his hands. You know, I didn’t give her disappearance much thought until now.. but it’s a shady thing, is it not? What do you have to do with her?”

nonquiegoeram

Well of course he would ask about it, a normal question that people usually didn’t ask about. “Like changes in temperature. Colder spots in the room.” It wasn’t like he took any pride in having to explain it, worried that it would lead to other questions. Something that he didn’t know if he could reply to without making it sound as if he was crazy.

“no, I’m actually working as a private detective.” He guessed the other would see through that lie too but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t at least try. With fingers crossed on that it would also work. “I’m investigating her disappearance. There was another girl disappearing the same way exactly a year ago, that’s why.”

nonquiegoeram

❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞

“I’m aware. I’m not blaming myself either.”

tiredxfhavingmystringspulled-de

“I’m well aware. You’ve been telling me that since yesterday. Angels have a very good memory. You don’t have to keep reminding me.”

nonquiegoeram

“I’m just stating fact.” He shrugged. face blank as he stared at the angel. “I also remember you fucked up big time so why do you keep saying it?”

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