Sorry for the delay @virtual-profile! I am your Noragami Secret Santa. Itâs been a long time since I wrote a fanfic so I hope you enjoy!
âHiyori?â A voice called softly, almost uncertain
âHiyori!â The voice was full of urgency now.
ââŠ?â The brown haired girl stood in front of the train station in her way to her university when it hit her. It was a smellâsomething so familiar it felt like home. It was her favorite smell. It was better than fresh baked cookies, and lovelier of a fragrance when sakura began to bloom.
Hiyori began to frantically move her head to search for where the scent was coming from. Her heart was screaming that she needed to find it. Hiyori heard a voice calling to her too. It was a melancholy voice full of hope. She didnât even realize tears began to stroll down her cheeks.
Hiyori forgot somethingâthat was what her mind was telling her. It was more than she forgot her umbrella at home or left a text book for her morning medical terminology course on her desk when she was rushing this morning. She forgot something so important but she could not even recall what it was.
How could she forget something that was so precious? What was so precious? Her mind began churning on a merry-go-round of emotionsâsadness, anger, fear, anxiety, even hope. What was she hoping for?
âYatoâŠshe canât see us.â A boyâs voice dejectedly spoke; it was younger than the first voice.
âYato, who isâŠ?â The brown haired girl mumbled to herself. Suddenly, it all hit her at once.
Memories began to pool into her mind. Tutoring Yukine. Being with Daikou and Kofukuâs place eating dinner with her friends. Having picnics by the sakura tree with Bishoman, Kazuma, and the rest of the âHaâ clan. Those blue eyes that made her heart leap every time he glanced at herâYato. The tears were coming faster now. âYato!â She cried, Hiyori turned around and there he was with Yukine standing beside him. They were not there a moment before when she looked. It was like someone cleared the fog on a car windshieldâthe world was suddenly clear again for Hiyori.
Time had not passed for Yato and Yukine they looked exactly the same way they did on her high school graduation day months earlier. Yato was still wearing his track shit with his âfluffy fluffâ scarf, as he called it, and Yukine was in a t-shirt pair of overalls that were too long so he had to roll up the fabric. Graduationâthat was the last time she saw them. Yato stopped coming around, she stopped writing letters back to Yukine when she began her pre-med courses, and Hiyoriâs spirit stopped spilling out of her body as the world of the near shore became fainter to see.
Hiyori ran into both of their arms and sobbed like a child. She broke her promise to Yato that she would never forget him, again. How could she hurt him like this for a second time? Yukine and Yato pulled the girl close to them as the god and shinki began to cry along with her.
âHiyori, Iâm sorry.â Yato whispered in the brunetteâs ear. âI wanted you to have a normal life, but I canât. I canât stay away from you. We need you, Hiyori.â His voice was breaking too as the god wept.
âYou idiot! You donât get to decide that!â Hiyori broke free of the embrace from the god and regalia. âJungle Savate!â Hiyori yelled the famous wrestling phrase as she kicked Yato into the air.
âI felt someone was missing this whole time and it was both of you! You made me forget you and try to break our ties!â She was crying again but her face was red from anger as her fists clenched. âYouâre my god of fortune, Yato! I want to be with your forever!â She yelled, her voice shaking with anger and betrayal. Hiyori was angry at Yato, but mainly herself. Why didnât she stick annoyingly close to him when he tried to out space between them? Was it because of trying to help with the Iki hospital? Was is the stress of starting college? Why did she just not chase after him either? What happened to make her stay so far away?
It hit her, suddenly. More memories came into play and everything made sense.
Yato was laying on the ground attempting to recover from Hiyoriâs strong kick. Her words stung worse than the kickâhell it stung worse than being blighted.
Yukine stood by looking confused and terrified of being the next one to be kicked. Yato told him it was better for Hiyori to forget them and continue on with her life but he was lying. He was scared to have someone so precious taken away from him so he severed the ties himself before he would hurt her the same way he hurt Sakura. The former god of calamityâs heart clenched at the thought of his beloved regalia.
He killed herâthat was his gravest sin. Yato feared Hiyoriâs presence in the far shore would endanger her life and she would suffer the same fate as Sakura. True once before the god saved Hiyori from becoming a phantom but it was too close to becoming a tragedy for his comfort.
Hiyori had brought so much light into his world. She saved his life countless times, she gave him a shrine, she followed him far longer than any human before him, but most of all she believed in him. Hiyori had allowed him to become a God of fortune and save him from his personal hell of being a god of calamity who only murdered. She was more precious than anything to him so he had to let her go to save her after he realized what their relationship had turned into.
They had fallen in loveâwhich would only end in tragedy.
âI want to stay with you forever!â Hiyoriâs words replayed in his mind. Yato could not give her the forever she wanted. He could never truly marry her or give her children or a future. She would grow older and die one day and Yato would appear like a young adult forever. The only forever he could give her would be a world between death and lifeâa world where she would no longer be Hiyori. A world where she would be his shinki; a world where godâs greatest secret would surely be unveiled, and the past would only repeat itself.
One kiss changed everything in an instant for their relationship.
âHiyoriiiiiii!â The god hollered loudly as he waved his arms frantically. Yukine was standing next to him holding a sign that read âCONGRATULATIONS HIYORI!â With little crowns and puffballs drawn all over it.
Hiyori stood several feet away from them outside her school looking embarrassed. She smiled softly and ran over to their sides holding her diploma proudly. âThank you!â She said while examining the sign.
âKofuku wanted you to come over soon to have a big dinner to celebrate!â Yukine said excitedly. The blessed regalia looked down at his feet nervously. âHiyori, I know youâll be busy with college soon, but please will you continue to be my teacher?â Yukine stuttered as he spoke, his face becoming red.
Hiyori laughed and patted his head, âIâll be your teacher as long as I have new things to teach you! Donât worry you can count on me, Yukine.â Hiyori smiled softly at the regalia.
âI took off from my jobs today so we can celebrate, Hiyori! Now that youâre graduated we can get married now.â Yato beamed as he wrapped one arm around Hiyoriâs shoulders. Hiyoriâs face became red as he did this.
âI canât marry someone who wears a tracksuit and wastes all his money!â Hiyori retorted while poking a finger into Yatoâs chest. Her heart skipped a beat at the thought of marrying Yatoâshe couldnât help but think of Kofuku tying their plaques together to match them as soul mates. The brunetteâs face grew red thinking about it. Yato still didnât know, it was her secret for now to hold onto.
âHe didnât get any jobs today!â Yukine retorted glaring at his master.
âOne day Iâll be richer than Ebisu and have the most followers of any other God and youâll be wanting to marry me then! Yukine, I had loads of offers you were just asleep when I got them.â Yato yelled as he took his arm away from Hiyori and flashed her a cheesy grin with his tongue sticking out and his signature peace sign.
âYouâre full of shit, Yato,â Yukine snapped as he hit him with the post board,â Hiyori you have a habit of being around useless men. We need to find you a good husband.â He motioned towards Yato as he spoke to Hiyori. Hiyori couldnât help but laugh at Yukineâs remarks.
âCome to congratulate your father, Yaboku?â A familiar but unwanted voice abruptly called out. The trio stiffened and looked to find Fujisaki in front of them. Yato held his arm in front of Yukine and Hiyori with a serious look in his eyes. The happy mood quickly disappeared into unease.
âWhat do you want?â The godâs voice was threatening.
âHis name is Yato now, too!â Hiyori exclaimed as she glared at Yatoâs father.
âMy, my, what a noisy crowd. Yaboku, weâll be talking soon,â Fujisaki emphasized on the name. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed before pausing and looking towards Hiyori, smirking as he did.â I heard someone is studying to become a Doctor. What a shame that your name is blackened now from that unfortunate accident,â He paused to watch Hiyoriâs face lose color at the mention of the hospital while Yatoâs face grew darker with anger, âIâll be seeing you, Hiyori. Maybe we can go on another date sometime. I heard Capyland is great this time of year.â His grin got bigger as he spoke. He turned from the trio to leave them with the bitter feeling in the air.
âDonât listen to him! Heâs an ass, youâre going to be a great Doctor!â Yukine exclaimed to Hiyori. The brunette smiled softly at her friend.
âIâll never listen to a word he says. I wonât let him scare me away from my dreams or let him hurt Yato.â Hiyori declared. He grinned at her two companions. Yato smiled at Hiyori. She had always been so head strong and positive. She never let any challenge stop her from achieving her goals and she never gave up on any task. Her determination gave him strength. âLetâs go to Kofukuâs,â Hiyori grabbed both of the boysâ hands causing them both to blush.
âHiyorin!â The pink haired goddess of poverty bellowed. Kofuku stood in the doorway of her home and waved to Hiyori, beckoning for her to come inside. Once Hiyori got close enough Kofuku latched herself onto the brunette. âCongratulations Hiyorin! Daikou and I are so proud of you!â He squealed as she led Hiyori inside with Yato and Yukine following behind her. Inside the home Hiyori was greeted by the explosion of confetti on her.
âCongratulations!â A chorus of voices cheered. Bishamon, Kazuma, Mayu, and Daikou all stood around the table full of food greeting Hiyori with gleeful faces.
âThank you so much.â Hiyori beamed. It wasnât long before everyone began drinking (except Hiyori and Yukine) and enjoying food. Bishamon and Yato were bickering over who the winner would be of yet another ping pong match. Yukine and Kazuma were discussing more training for new techniques for the new blessed vessel to learn.
âHiyorin is growing up so fast! Soon sheâll be whisked away from us by some strange man.â Kofuku whined before taking another swing of her beer.
âA strange man you paired her with! Donât think I forgot about that. Iâm going to find Hiyori a new man that will make her parents proud.â Yato argued pointing at Kofuku with his beer can.
Kofuku giggled to herself. âHiyori likes my pairing, she had no objections, right Hiyorin?â The goddess elbowed Hiyori and kept giggling. Hiyoriâs face grew red.
âIâll be right back.â Hiyori stood up and went outside. She didnât want Kofuku to admit to Yato about the pairing and didnât want to be there to see his reaction if she did. It made her heart ache to think about and she didnât know why. Why did she stop Yato from serving the match? Hiyori sat down and hugged her knees to herself. She rested her chin on her knees and gazed up at the moon. She sighed softly to herself, âYato.â She mumbled to herself.
âYeah?â Yatoâs voice startled Hiyori as he sat down next to her. He leaned back on one hand, a beer in the other hand. âYouâve been quiet today. Was it earlier?â He asked. Yato leaned over closer to Hiyori his face inches from Hiyoriâs, looking right into her eyes. Hiyori looked right into his captivating azure eyes before quickly looking away, her cheeks flushing slightly. âHiyori, are you sick?â His voice was full of concern now. Yato placed down his beer and placed his hand on her forehead.
âNo, Iâm sorry. Iâm just thinking about a lot of things.â Hiyori moved away from his touch. Her heart was beating louder now.
Yato moved back to sitting right next to Hiyori. âIâll listen to your concerns for five yen. I am your God of Fortune you know.â Hiyori moved to grab a coin from her pocket before placing it into Yatoâs hands. She clapped her hands together and held them together like she was praying.
âI feel nervous about my future. I want to be a great doctor and help the Iki name be restored to its former glory.â Hiyori spoke slowly keeping her eyes closed the whole time as she did.
 âYou donât have to be nervous. Your wish has been heard loud and clear, Hiyori Iki. Your wish will come true. You just work hard and keep following the path you know is right. You always make the right decisions.â Yato smiled at Hiyori as he spoke. He put an arm around her to bring her closer to him to comfort her. Hiyoriâs eyes snapped open, her face growing red again. Her heart began to pound again. âYou always can come to me about anything. Recommend your friends to me too for advice.â Yato grinned sheepishly at Hiyori.
âYato,â Hiyori said softly
âAbout Kofuku picking my soul mateâŠâ Hiyori trailed off. She could hear her heart pounding in her ears. What was she doing? She couldnât stop herself anymore she needed to tell him and understand her own feelings about Yato.
âDonât worry Iâll server that tie! Any pairing she makes will be a disaster. Iâll find you someone who isnât a scumbag. Donât forget my marriage offer though once Iâm the most famous God in Japan Iâll make you the happiest wife and put Yukin through college!â Yato cheered as he punched a fist into the air. He was off in his world of fantasies again.
âYato,â She was almost whispering now. âIt was you.â She looked up now at Yato, her eyes glazed from the tears that began to well in her eyes. Yato dropped his arms to his sides and looked at Hiyori dumbfounded.
âKofuku tied us together?â Yato asked breathlessly. He looked stunned. Yato gazed to the moon as if the answers to all his questions where hidden in its carters.
âYou can sever it if you want,â Hiyori bit her bottom lip before continuing, âplease donât, though.â She said gently. Her chest ached as she spoke as she began to finally understand her feelings. That was her confession, her plea not to separate them, she loved Yato. She had loved him since she locked eyes with him on the street before leaping out to save him from a bus that wouldnât even hurt him. Hiyori never understood her strong pull to Yato until nowâit was fate.
âHiyori?â Yato looked at her now with widened eyes. The god didnât know how to respond. He closed the distance between them, Hiyori moving closer to meet him. Their lips lightly brushed against each other. This kiss was different from Fujisaki. Firstly it was wanted, but mostly is was full of a tenderness Hiyori had never experienced before. It was kind, warm, and full of a yearning for each other. Yato broke free from the kiss before it got deeper and pulled Hiyori into his arms. âI wonât ever sever it.â He whispered into her hair. Hiyori wrapped her arms around Yatoâs waist and buried her face into his chestâengulfing herself in the scent and man she loved. They stayed like that for a while just enjoying their presences with each other before returning to the party.
After that night Yato had begun to see Hiyori less and less, calls and texts became fewer and fewer. He pushed her away without a single explanation. Hiyori threw herself into her studies to forget the clear rejection to her vowing to return back to Yato and Yukineâs sides when she felt less awkward. She wrote notes and looked at pictures every day to help herself remember themâbut somewhere along the lines her memories vanished. Life became that of a normal eighteen year old girls, though, she felt she was forgetting something every day but was never able to figure out what it was.
âHiyori, forgive me. â Yato stood up now and came closer to Hiyori. âAfter that night my father met me and kept mentioning you. I had to stay away to keep you safe.â He was pleading with her now. Hiyori just looked down at the ground as he spoke, tears falling down her ivory cheeks as she shook her head at him.
âYou canât make these decisions alone, Yato!â Hiyori yelled. She looked at the god straight in the eye. âYour decisions affect other peopleâlike Yukine and me.â Hiyori motioned to the regalia who was awkwardly standing away from them.
âIâm still learning. I donât know what to do.â Yato said softly.
âThen you ask for help! Youâre not alone anymore, Yato. Let us carry some burdens too,â Hiyori grabbed the Godâs hands. âWeâll figure out your father together.â She motioned with her head for Yukine to join them. He teen walked over to them and placed his hands on top of Hiyoriâs.
âWeâre like a family. We stick together.â Yukine affirmed with a sheepish smile.
âYouâve made me miss my train now so might as well go get something to eat. We have a lot to talk about. Iâm still mad at you too, Yato.â Hiyori sighed and rubbed the back of her head and motioned for the two to follow her to a cafĂ©.  Hiyori was mad at Yato still, but her heart would soon forgive him, he was her soul mate after all.